it's a Yandere X reader type of story with a lot of stuff aka, dark themes, lemons , gore, mental issues, suicidal thoughts and much more, so if you are affected by these types of topics please don't read !! You have been warned!!
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Third P.O.V
Your eyes flutters open as the sound of your alarm gets louder and louder and the rays of sunshine seeps through your curtains, reaching out for your phone to turn it off as you sit on your bed, stretching out as a loud yawn escapes your mouth
"I should get ready.... just five more minutes" you rubbed your eyes before slamming your face into the pillow and drifted back into slumber
"Y/N" the high pitched voice of your little sister woke you up
"ugh....I'm up !!" You yelled into the pillow
"Mom says you're gonna be late, now get up lazy" dragging the warm blanket off your body as you curled into a ball trying to warm up your body
"GET UP" a cold splash sent adrenaline through your body
"you little piece of shit" you yelled as you jumped out of bed chasing her around the house
"moooooom~ Y/N just said a bad word" hiding behind the slender figure of your mom in the kitchen
"Y/N !!! Watch your language around your sister" she glared
"she threw water on my face ... COLD WATER" you yelled wiping your eyes
"she's a kid , now go get ready or you'll be late" she pointed with the spatula in her hand at your dripping body
"thank god I'm leaving" you mumbled as you went to take a shower and get ready for your first day of college.
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Looking at the mirror as a smile found it's way to your face
"I guess that's it, oh! Where's my wallet?" You mumbled as you ran through your room
"got it, Okay mom lets gooo~" you ran toward the door
"eat your breakfast first" a slightly painful hit reached your head as your mom crossed her arms behind you
"okaaay" sighing as you dragged your feet to the kitchen
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Arriving at the gates of Hell.... I mean collage, you stood there saying goodbye to your mother and sister
"Do you have everything with you ?" Your mom asked as she fixed your hair
"yes mom, can I go now ? I need to find my dorm room" You held her hand in attempt to stop her hands from touching your hair anymore
"I can't believe you're moving out, I'll miss you so much" she said as tears fell from her soft hazel eyes
"mom it's only an hour ride from home !! I'll visit when I'm free, I promise" you softly smiled trying your best to hold your tears back
"and as for you young lady, don't make any trouble at home okay" ruffing your sisters hair and giving her a bright smile, who only answered with a hump and looked away.
"Well I guess this is it, bye" taking a deep breath you lifted your gym bag from the tiled floor and gave your family one last hug before turning your back to them and heading into the unknown adventure.
After dragging your bag behind you for a good 15 minuets you finally reach the dorms building
"huuuuuge~" you whispered as you passed the black metal doors and faced the sea of students chit chatting in the hallways
"um, excuse me" a tap was felt of your shoulder
"yes?" Turning around you met a older student who looked so elegant with her black hair styled into a sleek ponytail and her gray eyes staring at you , from the why she dressed you assumed she was one who's assigning the rooms
"your ID number ?" It was more of an order than I question to be honest!
Nervously unfolding a piece of paper that was shoved into your jeans pocket
"Y-Yes , i-it's 375 175 700" you stuttered as she looked throw the papers she held in her hands
"ah! Miss L/N Y/N, you're in building B , girls section, room 306" writing it down and handing you a small piece of paper
"okay, thank you very much" you slightly bow with your usual bright smile.
The hallways were filled with students , trying your best not to bump into them as you dragged your bag behind you trying to get out of the main building to go to building B.
Stepping out of the huge metal doors you decide you take a break in a close by bench and look at people passing by.
"I'm telling you , I'm just bored with this"
"We still have a couple of years to go dude" a energetic laugh draws your attention as your gaze shifted to meet with a couple of guys who seemed to look in their junior years
"I just give up, It doesn't matter anymore" the tone of that sentence gave you a feeling of sorrow that crept it's way into your body
"huh ? What are you talking about Kaizaki ! You can't quite now !" The Guy with red Hair and black eyes shook his friend so hard he probably has a concussion
"why does it matter Jun ! I'll stop existing next week!" Kai mumbled
"KAI !! We talked about this, stop with the suicidal talk already!! Aren't you visiting your doctor! Aren't you getting better !" Jun yelled
"I am... it's just too annoying to handle" his friend sighed
"what ?" You said that a little too loud as you met with a pair of dead and dull looking olive green eyes and a messy brown hair , a light blush swept across your face as you stared into those empty eyes filled with nothing but sorrow and loneliness
"shit !!" Frightened but the sudden vibration in your pocket, you reached for your phone
"you're at your room ?" A bubbly voice sent a gentle smile of your face
"oh, S-Sana !! I-I'm going right now,.. o-okay I'll meet you later at the main courtyard " Sana , your best friend called to check on you
"you okay ? Are you lost again ?" She laughed
"no I'm not !! I'll hang up now" you giggled as you stood up and dragged your bag behind you, an unsettling feeling of eyes on your small figure sent shivers down your spine! Looking back only to meet those green eyes once again
"maybe I should just apologize for eavesdropping later" you bit your soft pink lips before sending a sweet smile his way
"Kai !! Kai !! KAIZAKI ! Listen to me" Jun's voice softly fading into the background as you walked toward building B.
"Let's see...Room 306" walking down the hall as you checked the numbers on the doors
"ah there it is" entering the key and turning the knob revealing your small shared dorm room
"hello, I'm Y/N, I'll be your roommate" you smiled brightly as you entered ,dragging your bag behind you
"hi, I'm Mei" a small figure turned to face you , her soft purple eyes looking so dull but for some reason they still gave away kindness, her long raven hair swayed till her lower back as her bangs brushed her long lashes
"sorry to tell you , but you were late so I took this bed, and the other girl took the one on top" she simply said pointing at the bunk beds while unpacking her bags
"it's okay, I don't really mind" you sigh as you dropped your heavy gym bag off your
"where's the other girl, by the way ?" You asked and you looked around and couldn't find any trace of her
"she's in the bathroom" she looked at the privet bathroom the room has
thank god you don't have one shared bathroom since it is a big campus and it'll be a hassle running around waiting for almost 80 girls to take a shower in the morning ! It'll be a nightmare!
"Aaah~ that's refreshing" stretched a tan girl with shoulder length blond hair towel wrapped around her sleek toned body ,meeting her blue gaze
"SANA" you smiled as you ran up to her and hugged her tightly
"Y/N ! What took you so long, I see you've met Rabbit-Chan" Sana warped her arm around the small girl as Sana was a little taller than Mei
"S-Sana senpai ! P-Please don't call me t-t-that ! And please p-put some clothes on!!" Mei stuttered covering her eyes while Sana just laughed her ass off
"sure sure , whatever you say ,Mei-Chan" she pat her head as you giggled
"well , I see she grew a liking to you Mei" you smirked as the poor girl blushed so hard a tomato would be jealous!!
"Hey let's unpack quickly and go have a snack at the café close by...I passed the main courtyard, there's nothing to do there!" Sana said as she wore her black top and light gray jeans
"sure I don't mind" you shrugged as Mei just nodded along.
Waking out of the building it was already late in the afternoon
"all that unpacking sure was tiring" sighed Sana while cracking her neck
"it would have been a lot faster If you didn't sleep through it senpai" Mei laughed
"ah ! I forgot my wallet!!" You gasped checking your pocket
"it's okay Y/N, I'll pay this time" Sana gave you a thumps up
"you paid last time, I won't take long ! Wait here" you ran towards the main building, as you were going up the stairs your feet tripped over someone's bag and you were falling face first into the concrete floor
"shit shit shit" you closed your eyes hard waiting for an impact ... that never came?
instead a hand gripped your arm tightly preventing your fall !!
"A-Are you okay ?!" A gentle yet powerful voice made you open your E/C eyes and meet with green ones !
The golden hour made him look more angelic than he did in the morning, that pale sick white skin was gone and replaced by the golden hue, that ashy brown hair looks more vibrant now, those eyes looking deep into your very soul, those same dull olive green eyes yet they were so different !
They were alive, like as if his heart decided to bump blood again and bring him back into this world
"I'm so sorry, is she okay ?!!" A panicked girl reached out and took the bag from under you
"who the hell leaves their bag on stairs" the gentleness in that voice disappeared and only a cold tone reached your ears as the hand around you tightened
"I'm okay really !" You whispered loud enough for him to hear
"a-are you sure?" He looked at you worried as he helped you stand
"I'm so sorry" the girl apologized again
"it's okay" you raised you hand as a gesture and smiled ,she walks away
"can I have my arm back please ?" You looked at the boy who towered above you for his height, you weren't short per say but he wasn't anything shorter than 6 feet as well
"o-oh, I'm s-sorry , did I hurt you ?!" He nervously smiled as he took a step back ,a blush slowly appearing on his face
"not at all , thank you by the way" you gently smiled rubbing your sore arm, trying your best to hide the slight tingling pain.
"O-Of course ! I'm Kaizaki" he rubbed the back of his head looking away
"I'm Y/N, nice to meet you" you said
"you're new here ?" He asked ,to what you only nodded as you looked over to the direction of Sana and Mei
"i-i have to go, but t-thank you again" you waved as you stepped down the stairs and ran towards the girls
"who's thaaaat ?" Sana smirked and teased
"just walk, just walk, I can't believe I fell like an idiot!! That was so embarrassing" you almost yelled hiding your face as it turned red and you felt your whole body getting warm !
"Y/N... what a beautiful smile, maybe I'll hang around a little longer" Kaizaki smiled to himself as he watched your small figure walk away
"Oi !! Kai ! We'll be late for practice!" Jun tapped his back
"You okay dude ?" He asked looking at the direction Kaizaki was starring
"hum ? Ah , yeah...let's go" Kaizaki lips curled slightly as he walked towards the campus's gym.
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Hi 👋🏻 I just wanted to write this because it was in my mind for a long time.
Again thank you for reading ! ❤️