Jaebum POV
"Oops s-sorry..." he said and take the soothing gel that fell of his hand before
He put it in the desk at our room, then went to the living room, back to our room with a shopping bag and placed the skin care products one by one at the corner of the desk. He good at arrange things. So.....
After that he just went to me, i thought he would confront me or asked me about it. But he just... lying on our bed, his back is facing me right now..
"Youngjae jelly bean?"
"Hmm?"
"You heard it don't you?"
"Hear what?"
"Well what i was talking about with my father"
"No. I hear nothing"
"C'mon. Don't lie at me. I know you hear it all. Be honest sunshine"
"Yeah i heard nothing. That's the truth.. hyung.." he said still his back facing my face
All i can do right now is sighing and let the guilty feel eat me alive
A guilty is all i can feel. I mean, i'm a human. It doesn't have to be Youngjae, like, imagine you hate a person ABC is the name. But ABC is so smart but arrogant. You fake friend with him when you really hate him that you want to punch his face bcs of his arrogance. You act like you like him but the truth is you hate ABC. And one day ABC knows what you did. He's crying. And you must feel very bad if you are a human. If you are a monster or heartless human, you'll just fake friends everyone you need. You just going to be friend in benefits just like the some crazy peoples nowadays. And at my condition, it's Youngjae. I don't like him but i don't hate him. But he lived with me for years. So basically if he heard i just used him, then i'll feel bad even if that fact is right
But nah i don't really care. So i'm just going to sleep
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Woke up without Youngjae on our bed. But then i heard my phone was ringing.
It's from Lee Junho
"Yo freak what do you want"
"Oh it seems like you know where's Youngjae so you aren't looking for him. Okay then by--"
"WHERE IS HE?! I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU DARE TO TOUCH HIM I'LL--"
"Calm down Mr. Im. He isn't with me. My man saw him leaving Seoul this morning"
"You are kidding right? My Youngj--"
"Just send you a pict of Youngjae. So my man tracked him and his friend or maybe boyfriend idk"
Junho is Youngjae ex isn't? He has another ex or what?!
"My man found his instagram daeinfit. Daein is the name. The one in gray. He's the one who's my man saw early in the morning in front of your apartement picked Youngjae. Just do whatever you want. You can call him, find him, take him back. I can also help you to find him bcs i have a man's following them from far away to make sure they're safe."
"Why?"
"I told you i loved him i want him. I even offered you some deals"
"You know what i mean"
He just laughed
I know his point. I get it.
He knows i'll call Youngjae and find Youngjae. He knows when i get Youngjae i'll mad at him. He acts like when Youngjae mad that's the right time for him to take Youngjae from me. But i know that's not what he means. He asked me to not doing anything stupid and just let Youngjae be also don't worry Youngjae is safe his man is watching him from far. But why he told me about this? Is he really love Youngjae that much so even if he wants Youngjae back, he still want Youngjae to be happy and won't let me to ruin Youngjae's day?
"Okayigetitiunderstandwhatyou'retryingtosaysoidontknowhowtosayitbutthankyou Junho"
"What?!"
"I said i don't care i'll take him right now"
"YA ARE YOU STUPID IF YOU T-"
I ended the call and laugh
Okay i'll not try to find Youngjae
Until i saw a message. It's Youngjae
"Hyung i think i need some time. I need to breath... i need some fresh air. When you read this, i'm going to Jeju for 3 days. I have left you a lot of my cook at the refrigerator for 7days stock even if i just go for 3 days just in case if you want to eat more. All you need to do is just put them on the microwave. Sorry... eat well.. sleep well. Have your time without me. I hate to say this but... i hate you, you are rude before and turned into a super nice person that made me flusterred a lot lately. And yeah of course i heard it last night. That's why i need some time to lift up my pressure. And please when i'm back, just be the old Jaebum-ssi. Just be yourself... don't be a nice hyung. Please. Just please"
What the heck he want to tell me? What does he mean? He hates me or what? No he doesn't hate me we know that but... after what i've done and what he heard last night he may be hate me right now
So I call Youngjae
"Hello, i'm Daein. His friend. He is on the restroom. Is there something wrong?" Someone said with Youngjae's phone
"Yeah. You are the something wrong. Can you bring Youngjae back? I need to meet him"
"W-whoa easy man. Youngjae said You gave him some time for holiday and it's nice of you to finally let him hang out with his childhood friend and now you want him to come back?"
So that Daein doesn't know... he thinks I know about it and give a permission to Youngjae. So he's the one who asked Youngjae? Who does he think he is? But yeah maybe Junho is right. I should let him be. This is the first time i let Youngjae to do what he wants
"Forget it. Just be safe. Make sure Youngjae eats about 3 times each day. Save my number from Youngjae number. Call me if Youngjae needs anything bcs he won't to call me for his need he doesn't want me to worry"
I said
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"Mark"
Yeah i just arrived at my office
"You are not Jb. He never late. Where's my pizza. It's time for me to get my pizza. Remember our deal?"
Yeah yeah he won't his salary, i just need to pay him pizza, burger, street food, starbucks for his works... (i've mentioned it at the first chapter about mark)
"Okay. I'll order it by call"
"Hey what's wrong i'm all ear"
"Is Bambam conscious back?"
"Not yet... i know you are worrying bambam and yeah we know there's abother thing"
"Youngjae... i eat his cook without see his face. Haha i used to do that before. We never eat at the same table the same time so... i used to be like that. But i spend the same table with him lately... so.. it's different. I ate his cook alone. And i'm going to eat my food alone. For 3 days"
"Oh c'mon it's only 3 days. Youngjae is going to Jeju for 3 days with Daein and his friend right.. me and jackson can accompany you eat. Youngjae said he cooked a lot"
"Wow you know about it? And you know Youngjae's friend?"
"Yeah they are Youngjae childhood friend and of course i know about it the fact that i'm Youngjae bestfriend you idiot" he said ruffling my hair
Time flies so fast
It's 4 pm. Jackson picked Mark. They would visit Bambam. Yugyeom.. i bet he didn't come to Defsoul. He must be at the Bambam room 24/7
But i'm still here at my office room. It's 6.00 pm
I don't want to come home. I don't know why. It feels like i don't belong to the apartement.
Should i go to the hospital then asked Mark and Jackson to stay at my apartement? Sounds good.
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"Hey Yugyeom. Have you eat anything?" I said
He just rolled his eyes
I smiled ruffling his hair
He shocked lol
"Actually i want get to here directly but i remembered you on my mid way. So, i came back home, put some Youngjae cooks on microwave and take a bath"
His eyes is widened in disbelief
"Eat it. His cooks is the best. Trust me"
"It's useless. Yugyeom won't speak or eat anything bcs Bambam doesn't speak or eat anything" Jackson said
"The nurse said Yugyeom said if the nurse found Yugyeom unconscious bcs he eats nothing or malnutrition, just place him on a bed next to Bambam and infus him some nutrition" Mark added
"Wow. You are so stupid as always.... you won't malnutrition. It needs about more than 1 week for a healthy man like you to get malnutrition. And i think Bambam will be awake in 1 or 2 days. Don't be sooooo dramatic. You weren't like this yesterday. I can't believe it i have a dramatic idiot dongsaeng that work for me"
Yugyeom just rolled his eyes again
Markson sighed
I smirked
"And yeah i know i never say this and you are the first one who's going to hear this from my mouth. I'm s-s-s-sorrytobreakyournoseormakethisthinghappen"
"What?" Mark and jackson said in unison they don't get it
If eyes can pooping out from its place, i mean look at yugyeom. He seems understand what i've said and a tear fell.
He grabbed the bento that i was holding, open it. And eat it while crying
"Hey slowly you idiot. What if you choked and died? I'm sure in your funeral Bambam will be laughing at how stupid you are while crying how sad he is to lost his stupid lovers" i patted his back
He coughed
See?
So Mark give him his water and he drank it
"T-thank you hyung. You are right. T-this is t-the m-most delicious food i ever eat... and yeah i'm so stupid and dramatic hehe. So... w-where's Y-youngjae hyung i w-want to th-thanks him and say sorry" he said while sobbing
I gave him my fake smile
"What kind of expression i-is t-hat? is something happen?"
I shaked my head but Jackson....
"He left JB for Daein his handsome, hot and muscular childhood friend" he exagerrated things
"W-what?! I want to said sorry to him bcs i called him a slut yesterday that ended by you break my nose, and now i don't want to say sorry. He's a slut"
"Said again i'll break your neck" i said smiling
Mark smacked Jackson head
"Ouch"
"Typical Jackson. Exagerrated every small thing. So, He left us for 3 days. He's in Jeju right now, have some fun with his friends. It's not only Daein" Mark explain
"But be honest Mark. Daein is so handsome and muscular. He's sexy. He's on another level than Jaebum"
"Jackson honey do you want to die?" Asked mark
Jackson glanced at me then back at Mark again then back at me and did an aegyeo
Ewwww
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So yugyeom stays at the hospital. He stays 24/7, he takes a bath at Bambam's room too. Gladly his room is VVVIP that has a super big comfy coach, a small but comfortable bed and very modern bathroom inside.
I drove my car i miss my bed i don't feel like to do anything
But yeah as i reach the apartement and get inside my bedroom idk why it doesn't feel like.... home
It feels.... empty
I went to the club by taxi. Just in case i get drunk i don't want to die by driving myself home when i drunk so... i went to the club by taxi
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I just woke up. I feel so dizzy
Why am i on my apartement and sleep at the sofa last night to be exact?
I'm walking to my room... and...
"Hi Jinyoung? Wyd in my room?"
"Oppa i think we should buy him a painkiller because when h---- Oh hiiii Jaebum-ssi so you are awake. Wait here" Jisoo said from the bathroom until she walked in into me and Youngjae's room and meet me
"Am i dreaming? It feels like my room. But why there's Jinyoung and Jisoo?" I said a loud
"Here's some milk. To make u feel better. So i'm going to make us some breakfast. I'm on the kitchen if both of you need me"
"If you are tired, i can help you Jisoo" Jinyoung said
"So Jisoo tell me what happened" i said
"Well i got a call lastnight from Youn--"
"YOU" Jinyoung cut her
"Oh yes. From you. Yeah. You said you are drunk and break 3 glass. So....."
I called Jisoo? I don't remember if i have her number and how can i call her when i was drunk and tell her the whole story? I mean is that even possible?
But okay just let it slide
And i then a sigh heard from Jinyoung
"What is it about?"
"Mmm.. nothing?"
I know there's something here.
Jisoo left us to the kitchen
"Okay so last night you and Jisoo picked me at the club, then you.... How do you know my door password?"
"Mmm...... i don't.... oh! you were the one who put the number"
It's getting weird. I never can get into my apartement bcs i can't even unlock the door by press the several number buttons that's why Youngjae always opens it for me and i ended hurt him when i drunk
"Okay.... and then you put me at the couch? And i just sleep? I didn't do anything stupid such as maybe i kissed you bite you but then left you to fucked Jisoo?"
"Huh? No! What are you talking about?"
Okay it's not them. The one who bring me back to the apartement are not them. Maybe Jackson(?) He is the only one who knows my apartement code beside Youngjae. And even if Jinyoung still at Seoul bcs of Bambam, there's no way he bring his wife to picked me at the club
"You two... weren't doing anything stupid at my room right?"
"What? No..."
"Don't you dare to try fucking with your wife on my bed"
"Hyung what are you talking about. I can't fuck her even if i want to"
"Why?"
"She's pregnant. It's been 3rd month. If i fuck her, i'm afraid it will have an impact to our baby so...."
"Oh really? But her tummy isn't that big"
"Yeah she's small from the very beginning. But if you comparing her picture from 3 months ago with her, you can see her tummy is a lot bigger than before"
"Congratulation then"
He rolled his eyes
"Boys. The breakfast's ready" Jisoo called from the kitchen
"Let's eat"
She didn't cook
All she did is washing my dishes from yesterday, clean the kitchen and put Youngjae's frozen cook to the microwave
"Wow. Youngjae-ssi's cook is the best" Jisoo said
"Of course" i said proudly
"So you are not going to work today? Mark's waiting" Jinyoung said
"Do you have his number? Tell him i'll arrive in 1 hour. Thank you for the breakfast i'm going to take a bath. And yeah you can stay here. I have a guest room the key is on my studio room desk, first rack. You better stay here than at the hotel"
"Mmm we're going when you're going. We'll back to Busan. And come here again when Bambam conscious back"
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Are you sure that Jinyoung is the one who bring Jb home from the club (with Jisoo?)
Jb hasn't Jisoo number so why Jb called Jisoo and why Jinyoung cut Jisoo like she almost spilled a secret (i mean when Jisoo said "Youn-" but he cut it and said she meant "YOU")
Or is it Jackson since only Jackson and Youngjae who knows the apartement code but Jackson name isn't begin with Youn-
Is Youngjae really going for 3 days in Jeju like what he texted?
Then what about Junho? He said and even send a picture of Youngjae on Jeju.
Catch the next chapter~