*izuku's route*
I cant believe i buy this old gem necklace i look at my hand there resting a blue rusty gem i dont even know why i bought this but my conscience says i need to throw this at the same time keep it.
I walk towards my school and arrive a little bit early and then someone purposely pump into me
"oh.... Im sorry midoriya your so short i didnt see yah" he said sarcastically making some of them laugh i pick the necklace and put it in my pocket and walk towards my room dusting some of the dirt on my uniform
(little bit time skip)
I was sitting on my chair glancing at the clock time to time waiting for the class bell to ring signaling to start of the class
"hoy midoriya! "
Someone shouted at me i look at them only to frown in silence and thankgoodness they dint notice "i hate them.." i said to myself they walk up to me and laugh
"its been awhile quirkless, how's your life going being nothing but a trash?" he said then laugh together with his 4 other men
I only sigh in frustration inside. i did nothing to them but they just... I only just smile nervously
"i-im actually fine t-thanks" I said while stuttering they blink and laugh out loud "did you just stutter again!? Hahahaha what a chicken!" i Only clench my fist in anger
*Ring!!*
"finally!!" i shouted in my head and sigh in satisfaction
"*tsk!* the bell rang" they go to their different sits and then came kaa-chan he took a glance at me before glaring and clicking his tongue then sit at his desk but leaving his favorite word
"shitty Deku"
I only grip my fist only one thing in my head everytime my life goes on
"this is too much....."
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Alot of things happen at school i got shouted by kaa-chan because i want to applied at the UA academy in the futurr when i finish my middle school and then he burn my hero journal analysis got bullied at lunch by the 5 boys this morning leaving me with a new bruise and scars on my body i only sigh
"its normal to me being called quirkless and trash but i dint know someone other than kaa-chan tell me to go die and reborn again...."
I walk slowly towards my home and thinking again and again of those words....
Words were said to me by my classmates i only grip at my bag strap and stop at the cross road i wait for the light to go green for me too walk the other side but today i dint use the usual roads where me and kaa-chan always use then before i knew it i was pushed by someone
Then this slow motion thing happen i look at my back only to see a hands that push me i dint see their face nor their body bacause of the people's body is blocking it then i hear horning sounds i look at my right only to see a track heading my way i close my eyes and wait for the impact.
*BANG!*
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My body is aching i cant feel anything but i can hear a mumble voice of the people i can tell they are shock panicking surrounding me but what catch my attention the most is that theres a hero standing there at the sidelines talking to the mass reporter he glance at me then look at the media i was shock is this what heros are like? Is fame more important than the persons life thinking that makes my blood boil
"h-hel...p......"
I said before blacking out
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I woke up i was still in the streets people are staring at me with concern and asking me if im okey "sweety!? are you ok!?" said a woman whos holding me 1 hand at my forhead and the other at my chest part and whos hands are glowing pink i only nod and sit up " boy thank this woman who has a healing quirk to help you heal your injury and lessen the pain from the impact" said the man whos wearing a suit i look at her and bow "T-thank y-you!!" i said to her she just smile at me and get up and give me her hands and gesture for me to get up and i gladly grab it "you can go home now im a doctor i heal your injuries to lessen your pain you may go straight to your house and take a good night sleep" she said i bow again and again to thank her and she smiled patting my head and glare at the hero whos is still bussy at the moment the truck driver apologies to me i forgive him and walk off but one think in my head is
"i wont forgive those excuse for a hero nor forgive that person who push me"
I got home and was welcome by my mother i smiled at her but she question to me why my clothes are dirty and shredded a little bit and some burn parts i told her i just fell at my school stairs and landed at one of my teachers back whos holding a lighted candle i said too fast and stutter for some reason i fool her i wont tell her the truth her son is being bullied at the school and got hit by a truck on the way home
"izu would you mind going to the ministore for a bit, heres the list to buy" i nod at her and smile and walk throught the door and lock it
I was walking towards the shop while looking at my fresh bruise that those bullies gave me only to sigh and close my eyes and roll down my uniform sleeves while i walk throught the under the bridge i can feel something is not right before i knew it i was caught by a slimy sticky villain
"dont worry this will end in 45 seconds" he said
I cant breathe i was struggling to get free from this but no matter what i do i just cant get free is this it!? im i going to die!?
"Here in this place!?"
"No!!"
"Not yet!!!"
"I didnt get my revenge im still not satisfied!!"
"I haven't kill anyone! Yet!"
I was shock i didnt mean it im not going to kill someone. I wont do something such as killing i would never.... What... What is happening to me?
( time skip i skip the this where izuku got rescue by all might and gave a private taxi by all might and landed on a building but still this scene is include in this story now lets begin)
"can i become a hero even though i dont have a quirk!?" i said shoutedly i close my eyes and wait for his replay then he magicaly dissapear
"HAAA!?!?!?!! "
When the smoke is gone i saw a very skinny man
"wait wheres all might!?" i shouted and look to left and right the skinny old man look at me and said while blood dripping from his mouth "i am all might" i dint believe him at first then he explains me how swimmer flex there body and such
Then he show me his scar that the battle years ago he explain everything to me why he cant be a full time hero because of his scar
*no ones route*
" a pro should always risk their lives without a power can one become a hero? No i should think not" he said walking towards the exit of the building
*crumble *
"its not wrong to dream kid"
*crumble*
however you need to be realistic"
*snap break*
unknown to izuku the sounds of what he hears is the sounds of his sanity snap that pull too hard and also the the dream he loves breaks into a million pieces
He looks down at the floor and clench his fist in anger and sadness even his own hero looks down at him he only laugh at it while crying
"this world is too much!" he said laughly smilling "yes! i dont have a quirk it doesn't mean im useless good for nothing!" he shouted again
He start to walk carrying his groceries he didnt stop thinking all of the poeples remarks about him to his classmate then to his best of the best hero all might he then notice a commotion up ahead he walk towards it only to notice that the sludge villain that attack him from earlier
"dont tell me all mi- no he wont do that dont tell me it happen when i hold him... " he mumble to himself
"it seems it grabbed a middle schooler " said One of the bystanders
Izuku look at the middle schoolers only to wide in shock it was kaa-chan his childhood friend
Izuku dint feel pity, sad nor angry at katsuki but feel really happy in his situation right now izuku was smilling sadistically he was for sure satisfied of what hes seeing right now and the pain face he makes to the struggles that want to break free but he shakes his head "what im i thinking!?" he mumble to himself "kaa-chan is my friend why im being.... " izuku cant believe himself he was feeling happy when bakugou is in pain he looks at bakugou and they look at each other then something snap
His instincts kick in he rush towards to save katsuhoe bakagou
(time skip he saves him by throw the groceries whos still intact and alive? and such yada yada he was scolded by the pros while katsuki got praise izuku just rush out while carrying the still alive groceries)
He was running towards his home carrying the groceries "why im i getting scolded while kaa-chan is getting praise... This world is too cruel.... I dont want this anymore... I was push i was hit by a truck i was molested by a villain even rejected by my hero why im i always like this its too much i cant do this anymore "
Izuku got home and gave the groceries to his mom without letting a word he goes to his room and rethink his decision a bit
finally he got into the conclusion to agree to kaa-chans suggestions
Death
He get up and wrote the letters he point out why he did this he write why he wont stay in this world a bit longer why he killed himself he cant handle the stress he cant handle the bullies and because of that he was changing bit by bit that surprising himself too he notice the necklace is still in his pocket he just buyed it and it was still not yet in use.
"i know its temporary and you might even shutter more im sorry" he said to the necklace
He wore it and stood up leaving a letter behind it was midnight good for him because his mother is already asleep he walks toward the door leading towards the outside he took one glance again at his house then walk towards one of the tallest buildings
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He was at the top of the building he look down only to blink in boredom he really was done in this word he cant even feel fear or scared anymore for some reason This night was cold very unusualy cold well like he cares anyway
he walks toward the edge and grip the raillings and close his eyes and lean forward
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"are you seriously going to jump?