Its was my fault
I took something precious
And changed it
Changed it so much
Changed him so much.
Im a monster.
I couldn't stand to see the look in his eyes
Those beautiful eyes....
And could see the hurt I caused.
"I love you...I really do"
I know he doesnt lie...
Unlike me
For some reason I did
And I wrecked everything
I wont ever be okay with this
But i know i have to be
So ill pretend
But im letting myself slip
Placing the bliss against my tongue
Pretending hes mine...
And slipping under the sheets
Of this
Acidic dream.