I can still hear your voice as I drift to sleep...
Its so safe and I yearn for more but you're not here.
The same scent of your cologne settling,
Enveloped,
In the air like an invisible mist.
And I could try to pretend its not there
But it would just remain stained in my brain.
The memory stuck to me.
I dont know maybe this all sounds crazy
All I know is that ever since you left
I just miss you.
As I lay against my bed, you appear.
In my bed, our arms held eachother close.
Afraid that even if you let go for a second....
You'd never come back.
Like when we escaped the dungeon,
And ran to the castle.
Danced in the dark,
The moonlight applauded.
And the stars shot off.
And I felt so inevitable
But as the night concluded I could only
Think back to the beginning of this take off
Where I promised you that past relationships
I could be different and you could trust me too.
I wanted to harvest that look in your eye
The look was refreshing and I saw a chance
But soon enough I blinked and your eyes became shrouted
In the dark clouds mine gave away
Your smile faded like the smoke
And time took its place and a deadline was made
Tomorrow he would fly away.
But I took a chance and looked once more
And saw that tint glimpse of hope in your eye
And the tranquility of your lips pushed everything away
I dont understand how you left
And I feel myself getting closer to you
Like this time apart would give us clarity
And I could prove myself to you.
Am I still awake?
YOU ARE READING
Poems: Gade 12- Present Day
PoetryFrom another guy in the world, to you. Words that aren't spoken, but remain true. I hope you find comfort in my poetry too. A rusted connection to my reality, because honestly. I've lost it.