"Let me kiss you and make you mine tonight," he mumbled.
You bore your eyes on his while trying your best to read him.
Trying to look for the same eyes he has when he's with those girls.
Lifeless and no emotions.
But you couldn't seem to see those on his orbs right now.
And it scared the hell out of you.
"What about the girl?" You asked referring to the woman he went home with earlier, he seemed taken aback from your question.
"I didn't, okay?" He said looking at you, "when I heard you left your room I pushed her aside and went after you. It took awhile to get her off me but I managed."
Your emotions at that very moment while you looked straight into his eyes were a huge mess, you couldn't think straight actually, your mind was a blur.
You couldn't just deny the fact that you're attracted to him.
Really, attracted.
And now as he looked at you with those sparkling eyes.
He made you feel wanted, cared for, and needed.
You were confused as to how to respond, everything will be the first for you if you'd agree.
And for him?
Well, who knows which number you'd fall into?
Your confusion and uncertainty showed through your eyes and Jungkook could see it, feel it and sense it.
He backed off as he looked down on his feet.
"Sorry," he said in such a very tiny voice you wouldn't have heard him if it weren't for the deafening silence.
That's the second time he said that word tonight.
He was about to turn around but your body betrayed you as you caught his wrist stopping him from leaving you.
His head turned fast towards you, eyes full of questions and-- fear(?)
There was another second of silence until he broke it.
"Y/N, sorry okay? I'm -- I don't want to force you," he explained, "we don't have to do this."
Your grip on him loosen and he started to slowly turn his back on you again.
"I just want to feel loved," you mumbled to yourself and a single tear unknowingly rolled down your eyes.
He heard it and the pain on your voice made his cold heart prickled.
Damn it.
He let go of his caged emotions and his body moved fast as he went back to you pressing his wet frame on yours and immediately attacking your swollen lips using his.
You moaned and your eyes grew bigger, shocked by his abrupt movements, your fingers fisted on his clothing as you let your eyelids closed while finally responding to his heated kiss, letting yourself melt into his own fire.
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He ripped your clothes off as he withdrew from the kiss letting you both catch your breaths while simultaneously pulling his wet shirt out of his body.
"Jungkook I'm afraid-that -."
"Because you're a virgin, I know," he said in a low voice kissing the corner of your lips lightly, "I'll be gentle, I promise."
Jungkook turned the lights off and switched on the fireplace.
The whole place was now dim lit by the flickering fire from the logs, dancing through the music of your heart.
You knew he was being considerate, he knew that you would be self conscious since it's your first time that's why he dimmed the lights for you.
Soon enough all of your wet clothing were on the floor by the door pooling.
He carefully carried you bridal style, your arms were wrapped around his neck while you kissed each other.
He placed you on the soft carpeted floor, his body hovering yours as he looked at you. Pushing your head up a little, you chased his lips with yours wanting to feel those soft lips again.
He then he started to kiss the sensitive parts of your neck, licking and sucking, and nibbling on the skin.
He knew exactly what to do, and it made you go crazy.
His soft hands were on your waist, tracing your figure blindly while he pecked on your lips before stopping, you opened your eyes and found him staring at you.
"Are you sure about this?" he reconfirmed, "'cause I don't think I'll be able to stop myself once I started."
You smiled placing your palms on his face, "It's weird, but I trust you," you whispered.
And it really was weird, you only met him, and most of the time he was a total ass to you but after that day when you had that fever and he and Jin practically saved your life, it seemed easier for you to trust this guy.
Something changed inside you and you knew it.
Jungkook couldn't help but to slowly lean down to press his lips on yours, the way your lips taste made him feel a different kind of feeling, something he didn't feel when he was with those other girls.
He snaked his hand from your waist to your back, purposely arching your spine so he could have wider access on your neck and collarbone, you felt his small kitten licks on your skin, sensed the occasional nips he did and moaned on the way he played with your folds, as he made sure that your ready for him.
The whole time you had your eyes closed, just focusing on the pleasure he was giving you until he place his palm on your face and whispered, "Look at me Y/N, I want to see your eyes."
And you did open your eyes, immediately meeting his beautiful ones.
You felt his tip teasing your center, trying to align himself with you while keeping his eyes on yours, and when he started to enter, you couldn't help but to whimper from the pain as he slowly stretched you.
"J-jungkook," you called his name feebly placing your palms on his chest, a single tear fell from the side of your lids.
"Tell me to stop and I will," he whispered as he kissed your temple wiping away the tear with his soft lips.
You wrapped your arms around him, hugging him close to your bareness, burying your face on the nook on his neck.
The light scent of this perfume made its way through your scenes, his firm physique touched your own skin, and his sweet nibbles on your shoulder, all made you feel secure and relaxed.
He felt like home to you.
No words were needed to be said as Jungkook already understood your actions.
He slowly pushed himself inside you, leisurely stretching your core, you moaned and whimpered, digging your nails on his back, creating visible marks on his milky skin.
Soon enough he was so deep into you that he had to groan while he felt your very walls squeezing him, "Ah,~ Y/N," he mumbled on your skin sending vibrations throughout your whole body.
The pain you felt moments earlier was vanishing, turning into something you've never felt before, you moved your hips and your lips automatically sounded a pleasured moan, Jungkook held you even tighter, it was apparent that he was doing his very best not to move until you ask him to.
"Please~," you breathed, you didn't even know what you're asking for but Jungkook did.
And that's when he started to pull out only to push back in, and it seemed like both of your bodies were in sync to a dance, --a dance that only the two of you could hear the magical melody being played inside your heart.
The beat went more intense as seconds went by; you'd push your hips up only to meet his deep and sensual thrusts earning a groan from his beautiful wet lips, and you would arch your back whenever he'd reach that special spot inside you.
He reached out for your legs and put it on his shoulder, this new pose allowed him to reach you in too deep immediately targeting your sweet spot and each time he rammed himself into you, you ended up moaning.
You were a beautiful mess underneath him.
Your lips were red and swollen from his kisses, your body sparkled due to the beads of sweat and rain covering you, your hair was beautifully laid down on the floor shimmering as the light from the burning logs touched them. You called out his name with your eyes closed and he loved the way your nails dug on his biceps giving him that tingling painful sensation.
You're majestic, and he was enchanted.
He could feel you nearing the edge, your very walls wrapping delicious around his hardness and so he leaned down, kissing your mouth to feel your moans on his lips. He went even faster, harder than he ever did, slipping his hand in between our sticky bodies until he'd reached your sensitive mound, he flicked it and you accidentally bit his lips as you screamed, your insides coiling into a very tight knot.
"AH! Jungkook!"
He licked his lips, tasting the metallic liquid it produced from the cut you've created and he smiled to himself as he sucked your neck to mark you as his own.
He licked and bit your earlobe and all the things he was doing all at once were too much for your to handle.
"Ah~ Y/N, you feel amazing," he encouraged.
"Kook--," you were heaving while gripping on him, wanting a release.
"Cum for me Y/N," he whispered moving and thrusting sloppily, his fingers drawing fast circles on your mound until he groaned, pushed himself so deep ripping the knot inside you into shreds and allowing you to see the stars.
Your whole body trembled as you reached your high, Jungkook pulled out faster and released his white ribbons on your stomach with a loud groaned as he buried his face on your neck.
He kissed your cheeks before throwing his tired body beside you, breathing for air as you did, looking at the ceiling above your naked bodies.
The flickering light from the fireplace created a different spotlight on your body as you Jungkook looked at you, your beautiful features enhanced and he thought he felt his heart beating fast.
But that's not possible.
He can't fall in love.
He tucked some hair on your ear as you looked at him, he smiled at you as he slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.
"You didn't let me finish earlier," you whispered while trailing your fingers on his chest, "I'm afraid, afraid that you'd get rid of me after this like you always do to those girls."
And then you felt your getting heavy and just let yourself fell asleep.
Jungkook slowly opened his eyes once more.
He wasn't sleeping, and he heard you loud and clear.
"Maybe it's better that you're weak," he whispered to himself, "so I could protect you."
A/N:
*body rolls*
Cut my hair short today ♡
♡
You are beautiful and genuine on your own way,
so please don't mind what other people say and keep being the precious Angel that you are my Love
-저
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