I could never get over you baby
When I first met you man it was so crazy
You thought I was feelin' myself, to me you so freakin' arrogant
I could never forget the loser, you really was hanging with
I'm tryna forget the people that told you I wasn't it
Never get over the look you give me like I could get it, if I was with it?
First time you kissed me, I could tell it was different
The feeling that I was gettin'
This feelin' that I been missing my whole life I ain't tryna let it go
I know that I be trippin, but I ain't never gave my heart to nobody
I thought I did but when you came I proved that I really didn't
Anything you do I find it in my heart to forgive it
I can't stop loving you
Lo-Loving you
I'll never stop loving you
Lo-Loving you
Loving you-Lo-Loving you
And I can't get over you
All-All over you
Can't get over you-all all over you
All all over you-all all over you
Everybody's talkin' bout what we doin'
If we ever gone make it? Is you really in love? And will he even be faithful?
I ain't trippin' about what they be talkin' about
If they ain't talkin' bout us then we ain't doing it right
Boy I'll never get over the look you give me like I could get it, if I was with it?
First time you kissed me, I could tell it was different
The feeling that I was gettin'
This feelin' that I been missing my whole life I ain't tryna let it go
I know that I be trippin, but I ain't never gave my heart to nobody
I thought I did, but when you came up proved that I really didn't
Anything you do I find it in my heart to forgive it
My, my heart ripping I could never stop loving you
I ain't afraid to go and find forever if I can I find it in you
Its funny that forever seems to take forever to lose I'll choose
You consider all this a dream my Hollywood hallelujah
A metaphor goes written by the producer of the show
I want you to know babe
To know that I'm thankful
Ball and chain just saying don't mean my ankles
Uh, they say tomorrow isn't promised and genius is short of crazy
Till my heart beats lazy
Heart, heart beats lazy
OMG Girlz - Can't Stop Loving You 💙💜❤️
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One Month Later
Mel's Pov
"You sure your gonna be okay while I'm gone? I can cancel with Drake if you want." Says Lena
"Lena I'm fine I promise. Go out and have a good time. Don't let your outfit go to waste. You look like a million bucks. Drakes not going to be able to keep his hand off you tonight."
"Thanks baby and that's the plan." Says Lena with a smirk on her face.
She grabs her keys off the key hook before leaving.
At least one of us is going out tonight. I rarely leave the house. I'm not gonna lie I miss Marques. It's like some days I hate him and the next I love him. I'm just so confused I don't know what I want. I can't stop crying it's all I do.
I can say that I'm strong. I have yet to answer his calls. I'm doing a good job of ignoring him. I want him to feel my pain. I need to see a change in him. I refuse to keep being abused. I'm tired of rocking black eyes and busted lips.
When I told my family they were in shock. They still can't believe that Marques is capable of such a thing. They basically put all the blame on Leah.
Speaking of Leah I hear she's out of the hospital now. She in a wheel chair now. I do feel bad for her. I never went to visit her in the hospital. They sent her to a pyscho ward. That's where she belongs trying to kill herself. I was afraid I might get angry and cause some serious damage. She's been calling me non stop. I honestly have nothing to say to her. I was the best friend she's ever had. It's crazy think that someone I've known since the 1st grade could betray me like that. If she needed the money all she had to do was ask. I would have gave it to her no questions asked because that's the type of friend I am. I guess some people just can't be trusted.
All of this thinking is giving me a headache. 😔
I turn on the TV and watch reruns of the Bad Girls Club: Chicago. I got up and made myself a bag of popcorn. I might as well enjoy myself. I'm sure Lena will be gone until tomorrow.
I was about to sit back down when the doorbell rings.
I get back up and walk towards the door.
Who is it?" I yell
"It's Marques."
"Ugh what do you want?!"
"Can I come in. I just want to talk." Says Marques
I one the door and step aside so he can come in.
When I do I see this big ass teddy bear and a banquet of Pink roses.
I want to stay mad at him. When he does stuff like this it's hard.
"Here this is for you. I know it doesn't even begin to make up for what I've done." Says Marques
I grab the teddy it's so huge. It's almost bigger than me.
We both sit down on the couch.
"You haven't been answering my calls." Says Marques
"I know. I didn't feel the need to. I was thinking about us."
"Does this mean you'll give me another chance. I'll do whatever you want. Just please come back home. I don't know what to do without you. Want you to know the real reason why I'm so messed up?" Asks Marques
"I'm sure your going to tell me."
"Remember when we had our first date. We talked about our childhoods. You know that my dad was very abusive to my mom. I'm not gonna lie that shit fucked me up inside. I have anger issues. I know I need to work on it. You have to understand that I'm used to seeing people argue and hurt one another. It's all I know I don't how to be any other way. When I was 15 I was diagnosed as bipolar. Usually I'm fine but sometimes I don't take my medications. As you can see I can be pretty reckless when I don't take them. I should have told you about my condition from the beginning. I was just embarrassed. I didn't want you to think I'm crazy. No one knows not even Drake. The only person who knows is my mom." Says M
"I don't know what to say."
"I don't want you to think at me differently." Says M
"I had no idea I wish you would have told me. I love you just the way you are. I don't care if you're bipolar. As long as you take your medicine. You know you can tell me anything. Just like I wish you would have been honest about cheating on me. It still hurts but it hurts even more not hearing it from you. I hated walking around and everyone knew my business before I did. When I found out it just made my self esteem so much worse. I always knew Leah was beautiful. Guys always seemed to flock to her. Maybe it was her Carmel skin, or her mesmerizing green eyes. Maybe it was her naturally red hair. Her coke bottle body shape. She's just perfect and I'm well okay. You asked me out I was so shocked. I kept thinking what's does Marques want with a girl like me when he can have whatever girl he pleases. Did you ever really love me or at?"
"I'm sorry that you think so low of yourself. Yes Leah has an attractive body. But that's it I only had a physical attraction with her. It was pure lust. With you on the other hand are beyond gorgeous. I love your chocolate skin it reminds me of a snickers bar. I love you plump lips there so soft I could kiss you all
day if I could. I love your long black hair. Sometimes I find myself wanting to run my fingers through it. I love your dark brown eyes their beautiful to me. I like the way your so caring and kind. I was so cruel to you. I apologize for all the times I've verbally and physical abused you. You don't deserve it." Says M
I didn't say anything after that. I just started to cry. I've wanted him to say that for so long. All this time he had me thinking I wasn't good enough.
"Promise me you'll take your medication."
"I already am I'm never doing that again. I don't want to lose you again." Says M
"Wait so you forgive me?" Asks M
"Yes I forgive you."
"Good because I've missed you so much." Says M
"I missed you more. Even though I act like I don't. It was so hard not responding to your text or calls. I wanted to break down weeks ago. But I wanted you to feel my pain."
"I learned my lesson. I will never put my hands on you again. My mother raised me better than that. I promised myself I would be nothing like my father. Here I am acting exactly like him. If not even worse." Says M
"Don't say that at least you realized it. We all make mistakes. Just don't keep making them. I'll take you back this time. I hope there's not a next time."
"Me too." Says M
He pulls me into his arms and we cuddle.
"What are you watching?" Asks M looking at the TV.
"The Bad Girls Club."
"Turn this off I'm not watching a bunch of ratchet ass girls fight each other." Says M
"Pleaseeeee?" I say dragging out the E. I give him my best puppy dog face.
"Alright fine." Says M
"I promise you'll love it."
"I doubt it." Says M
"Just shut up and watch the damn TV."
"You better be lucky I love you." Says M running his fingers through my hair.
"Love you too." I say blowing a kiss at him. 😙
We snuggle up closer and watch TV. Now this is the Marques that I fall in love with. I missed times like this. I just hope he stays this way.
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Please excuse any Mistakes in this chapter.
This was chapter was kind of short. I wanted to update something and not leaving you guys hanging. I just started this Leadership Program so I won't be updating as frequently.
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