To think of the end
That which was once the beginning
Think it again
Back to the times
Where we were supposedly winning
We were popular and liked
But hated and despised
All at the same time
It doesn't matter now
The past was then
The future is now
So what we thought then
Is meaningless
I was a frivolous cow
To think what I thought then
I disgusted myself
But now through the times
I surpassed my hopes
And realized my dreams
I understand
How I was mean
I changed me ways
Marked new days
For the future was pure and clean
A new sense of winning was realized
And I would be kind
I wouldn't loathe myself in the shadows
I wouldn't cry over the whispers
I would be different
And different was good
It was not something to be looked down upon
Different was me
And for once I was proud of that
No hiding no pretending
Just me
Me me me finally
I would be free
To be the person I always wished to be
So it is not a true end but a end in itself
It is a beginning in itself
Remember through the light there can be darkness
A straight line can slant
And life goes full circle to be wonderful ...
something that doesn't really apply ..
but to be thought about ..
remember there is always another option though it might not be easily seen
just look look hard... for out there if you are looking for another path..
out of nowhere you may find one... =]