the things to think on ...

the end of a beginnings end

To think of the end

That which was once the beginning

Think it again

Back to the times

Where we were supposedly winning

We were popular and liked

But hated and despised

All at the same time

It doesn't matter now

The past was then

The future is now

So what we thought then

Is meaningless

I was a frivolous cow

To think what I thought then

I disgusted myself

But now through the times

I surpassed my hopes

And realized my dreams

I understand

How I was mean

I changed me ways

Marked new days

For the future was pure and clean

A new sense of winning was realized

And I would be kind

I wouldn't loathe myself in the shadows

I wouldn't cry over the whispers

I would be different

And different was good

It was not something to be looked down upon

Different was me

And for once I was proud of that

No hiding no pretending

Just me

Me me me finally

I would be free

To be the person I always wished to be

So it is not a true end but a end in itself

It is a beginning in itself

Remember through the light there can be darkness

A straight line can slant

And life goes full circle to be wonderful ...

something that doesn't really apply ..

but to be thought about ..

remember there is always another option though it might not be easily seen

just look look hard... for out there if you are looking for another path..

out of nowhere you may find one... =]