SO SORRY I WASN'T ABLE TO REPLY TO ANY OF YOUR COMMENTS......I'LL DO IT ASAP.
I MIGHT BE A LITTLE IRREGULAR WITH NEXT FEW UPDATES BECAUSE ITS MY NANI'S BARSI THIS WEEKEND. PLEASE PRAY FOR HER TO FINALLY REST IN PEACE
...breaking down
I ran out of my room. I just need to get away from here. How could i do this? Its so not me... i just destroyed my first kiss. A beautiful memory for everyone, will always be a nightmare for me. A kiss shared with the monster. Yes many might say its not a big deal, but for me it definitely is. For someone like me who have craved for love all her life...her first expression if love is just a passing moment, a frenzy. This memory would never go away always stay with me , all my life. I just hate him , i just hate this man he messe up everything in my already not-so -perfect life.[endof nandini's thoughts]
Running aimlessly she stopped, looking around she realised its the abandoned building. She sighed, maybe here she can get some peace. But as usual aiappa was not on her side. She suddenly heard footsteps n even before she could fathom what to do, the not so pleasant voice made her alert of the current scenario. Yet she couldn't control her tears.
M: r u ok?
These words from the same person who was responsible for her this situationdid nothing but fuelled her anger a bit more. Turning around
N: how can i be ok when u r around? What r u, how damn shameless? So many times i insult u constantly yet tum muh uthake chale ate ho...why don't u just leave me alone? Just go away i hate u...i infact abhor u...
She is furious...crying, shouting, venting out her anger on him
N: stop following me...dont u understand i'm rejecting u everytime. Hitting u that day in class was also my rejection
Her hurt , her guilt just took over her sanity. Hitting his chest, pushing him she was venting it all out on him. With all her ongoing tortures he had peace in his mind n was taking it all silently. Somewhere he felt good that she was venting it all out on him, that means she thought something of him. He was ok with all her anher. He understood her situation, she was young, immature an absolute baby. Yet it pained him to see her crying, frustrated.
But his trance suddenly broke with her rejection.I HATE U, cant u understand i'm REJECTING u...and these words just snapped the monster inside him. No she cant reject him, she cant hate him. She has to be his n she will not deny it. There is no second option to this for her. She has to be HIS.
Snapping he tightly held both her wrists n alktered their positions. Now she was sandwiched between the wall n the monster human.
N: what the hell...leave me...
M: u really know how to push my buttons don't u...he is furious
U cant reject me Nandini...u just cant cuz u r alredy mine[he is very close to her, his lips r almost touching her left ear]
N: urs..? r u out of ur senses?? I'm a human, main apne aap ki malik hoon ,im not urs...
M: jo baatein jaanti nahi ho..u shouldn't speak about them...bas official hona baki hai..tumhe bhi jald hi sabkuch pata chal jayega...n even after what happened between us in ur room..[smirks]
N: what happened...? nothing these things mean nothing to me..n shouldn't even mean anything to a man like u[she was trying to convince herself more than him]
Manik just couldn't take her ignorance to their first intimacy.
M: nothing right so what is this [he holds both her hands in his one hand n tries to remove his lapel with another]
N: what r u doing?
M: so ye kya hai?
What he shows shocks her...during their moment when she was holding him she had scratched him badly on his chest just where her hands were placed during the kiss.
Nandini is just shocked of herself but she takes the easy route of denial.
N: i couldn't have done that...
He is shocked of her audacity to deny this. But he just pushes her n goes away from there cuz he knows if he stays there another moment, he will hurt her.
She slides down on the floor n sits there huddled in a corner. She just don't know what to do. Her tears flow down freely as she breaks down
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She dint know how long she sat there. Life had always been unfair to her. Not giving her time to cope up with one problem, when it threw in another. As her senses returned to the present, her skin crawled on deciphering the situation. No something had to be done immediately. Its no more about just some time, action needs to be taken immediately. This psycho otherwise can even follow her to Mumbai. With this decision n a new found strength i started towards my dorm.
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Hey nandu!!!!
I turned around to find one of my classmate...aryaman standing there.
N: hii ...
A: kya yaar aaj kal toh no darshan at all
(uff once again started with his nautanki)
N: yea just busy...n what about u?
A: hum toh bas aapke intezaar mein palkein bichaye baithe hai [in aashiq awara style]
N:yeaaa,,,,,ok mukti is waiting i need to rush...
[uff bach gayi...yeh ladka na...bas mauka chahiye propose karne ka..]
As i reached dorm i already had a plan settled in my mind...i just needed to share it with my girls. But this is not the moment i need to rush with muku's gift as planned by abhi...i'm already late.
In the canteen....
It took abhi almost an hour to cajole mukti. She really is a tough nut at times.
Na: so finally maan gayi abhi ki mukti...
A:congrats abhi....teri lady hulk maan gayi...aur ye nandini kahan hai?
Mu: ye dekho...here is our hot topic...where were u nandu?
N: woh guys there is....
Na: aare pehle milo toh sahi...abhi aya hai dekho...
N; oh hi abhi...
N: guys there is something important....im in a relationship with aryaman
WHAT???
Mu: tu pagal toh nahi ho gayi nandu...?
Na: what the hell... u cant do this nandini? How can u cheat on...{she just controlled her tongue in the right moment}
No she cant do this...
A: cheat who?? Kya keh rahi hai navs...n y the hell r u shouting on doll.
N: navya relax....guys i have thought a lot on this...n i think this is the right thing to do at the moment. U guys have to trust me at the moment...plz.
At some point in life sometimes all u need is to support ur loved ones blindly...n none but mukti took the plunge to support her bestie at the moment.
M: ok nandu i will take the plunge n im there...i trust u..just know that im always there.
Na: what r u saying mukti...we cant support her..she is ruining her life.
A:navs stops shouting...n though i think nandini is gonna regret her descision ...I'll keep my trust on u nandu
As they were discussing enters nandu's bf
Ar: hey guys whats up...ok so u guys got the good news?
So...its my party today guys...since me n nandini r together now....
Al: i bet ye larki pagal ho gayi hai...kya kar rahe hai hum...nandu kya kar rahi hai...omg uss chipku ki gf... she sits with a thud...crying face what r we gonna do...n i cant believe that we r supporting her...uff
M: relax girls...i think i know her plan
Na:kya plan..what r u saying?
M: i think wo ye sab wo us pagal trusty ko bhagane k liye kar rahi hai...dint u see, jab wo ayi her eyes were ed n she was behaving different..like she did months ago when she met him...once this phase is over she'll throw him away...
N: really...an exited navya asked.
M; navs don't u think u r reacting a bit too much...n why r u happy all of a sudden?
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As manik was walking through the corridor he heard bits n pieces of their conversations.
No this cant happen ...his nandu, his doll cant go away from him...this cant happen.
Its time..finally its time to get his claim n the only way this can happen is by the contract. Its finally time for visiting the murthy house.
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