Ja'niya'a POV
when the docter told us what happened to my brother and edwin i was happy,sad and mad.i was happy b/c my brother,chris, & duhwayne were ok. but when i heard the news that edwin was i felt terrible b/c he was like my brother too and he was also my boy bestfriend. i was mad because who ever did this was still out there.when we got to my brothers room spendria said she was gonna go see edwin we we got to my brothers door he looked like he was in deep thought sitting up. keekee was the first to get to him,when she had reached him she was hugging and kissing all over him until he told her to stop b/c he was in pain.my ma and dad were asking him all types off questions and stuff.he told them that he would explain it all at home when we get there.we talked for a while until my mom and dad said they were going to get food and of course keekee went with them i stayed and talked to my brother.
SPENDRIAS POV
While j.j them went into ryans room i went to edwins room to check on him.i waited outside the door as his mom.brother, and sister went in and talked to him .they sat and talked to him for about 10 min.when his mom walked out the room we had about a 3min. conversation that went like this......-
AMBER-hey honey i know how close two were and i hope he wakes up soon.
me-me too i just cant stand to see him like this you know
amber-i know i hate it too, i been telling him to get out off these gangs anf stuff but his hardheaded ass dont listen. she said smiling a bit
me-gang?? what are you talking about ms.thomas?i asked with a confused face
amber-oh hunny!she said covering her mouth. he didnt tell you yet did he?oh im sorry but this isnt my place to tell u this.but you guys need to talk about this
me-told me what?ms.thomas let me know something?please?
amber-no i cant let him tell you she said hugging meand walking awaybut before walking away to far she turns around and says babygirl dant force him to tell you let him.and with that she walked away
i walk into his room and and seehim just laying there.i start to cry as i walk over. when i reach his bed i sit on the chair next to him and talk to him,but not before i grab his cold hand.
me-hey baby, i know you cant hear me but i want you to know im hear for you and i wont leave you no matter what! I start to cry harder where gonna get through this together babe.whipes tears look at me im sitting here crying and shit when i know you wouldnt want me to i can hear you now "spenie girl stop all that damn crying be strong for me"i laugh a little at thought but i know your gonna make it and wake up soon, as long as we got god by our side your gonna wake up
i got up and kiss him,i push the chair away take off my shoes and climb in bed with him, i pull out my phone b/c someone was had sent mea message it was keekee
other half-hey me and jj's parents going to get food u want some?
me-yea u know ain ate shit all day lol but from were?
other half-umm sonic
me-hell yea then get me a sonic cheese and bacon burger mean with a sprite and a oreo milkshake
other half-fat ass!but igh be back in 10min
after that message i layed there thinking sbout what ms.thomas told me i started to wonder what she ment just them alex(ja'niyas ex-boyfriend if you dont remember go reread chapter oh hell naw)anyway he walks through the door and says
ALEX-WTF YOU DOING HERE?
me-ME? D'F YOU DOING HERE? HE i said pointing to edwin dont concern you so you can leave! NOW! i said getting up putting on my shoes and walking over to him
alex-aye man watch out this my damn first cousin he said pushing past me walking over to edwin now like i said WTF you doing here?
me-edwin is MY BOYFRIEND and has been for the past 2 YEARS! i said folding my arms over my chest smirking
alex-haha so 2 years huh? so YOU the BITCH who he used to allways leave us for?
me-BITCH!!! ohh i got yo bitch ! i said charging towards him but not before he pulled out a gun
alex-stop right there you lil bitch he said grabbing my roughly by my arm now you stop all that damn yelling before i give you sum to yell he said smirking and i knew EXACTLY what he was talking about.
me-alex what do you want? i said trying to get out off his grip but it was no use
alex- i came here to send a message but since he aint up yet but now i know what oma get! he said grinning
me-and what is that? i said wanting to know even though i kne i just didnt want to believe it
alex-i want u to ride this dick you know ive always thought u were cute he said kkissing on my neck and rubbing the gun on my clit
me-hell no nigga ain finna hop on yo sick dick lets not forget you did fuck chasity loose pussy ass! i said trying to move the gun and him away from my neck but he just moved it back
alex-he puts the gun to my head bitch you do that or either ill killl you and your damn lil boyfrind over there he said pointing the gun to edwin
me-ok! ok ! ok! i'll do it just dont shoot him!!! i pleaded and begged
alex- i knew you would change your mind come on!!!! he said pulling me towards the bathroom door
me-wait i have to text keekee and tell her knock on the door before she comes in you dont want her to walk in and hear us do you?i said pulling out my phone
alex-nice looking out but ill do it u might do some sneaky shit and boy was he right
he snatches my phone out my hand and texts her then locks it and puts it in his pocket he them directs my by my hair and pull me in the bathroom he shuts and locks the door then pulls down his shorts and boxers he pulls out a condum and slides it on while he does that he yells at me an says
alex-dont just look at my hoe STRIP!
me-ight man damn i say on the verge of tears
once i get done taking off my clothes and unerwear he was laying his back in the wall waiting on me i just stand there until he pulls me to him and says
alex-dont just stand there get to riding bitch!
me-wait the only way i can do this is if you play a song thats how i do it with edwin i said crying
alex-df man he smacks his teeth ight and stop all that crying damn! he gets my phone and tells me to play sum
i get it and play porn star by august alsina(baee) when it plays he grabs it out my hand so quick before i do anything else and pulls me above his dick i then slowly slid onto his once regular size but now hard member slowly as the song starts to get to the chorus i begin to grind my hips on him while doing it i start to cry i them start to grind and bounce on him like i would do edwin i hold his sholders for support and continue to do it while im doing it i hear him groaning and shit in my ear i start to cry harder and wishing the song would end quicker when it does we both get up i quickly put my clothes and shoes on while he does it was silent until he spoke
alex-if you tell anyone about this ill kill you bitch !!!ok??i just give him a simple head nod and healks out the bathroom but not before he trows the condum in my face after that he walks out the room when i hear the room i slide down the wall crying my eyes out wishing and hoping that this was just a bad dream but it wasnt.i felt dirty icky used and abused i felt like a cheater i felt hurt and embarrased!i walked to edwins bed and told him i was sorry a million time wishing he was there to save me but he couldnt i wish he would just wake up!!!!!!!!
quick update before i got to sleep
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