Yoongi's pov:-
I know something is happening. Hoseok is hiding something. But i don't know what! Yes sure i can spy on him, but I don't want to be one having trust issue. I have offered him a healthy relationship, so I expect him to open up with me.
He knows that. He knows he can tell me anything. We are close enough now. He is not the confused slave he was back then. He is earning a good amount. He has learned all the skills needed like banking, internet etc. He is independent now. And i am proud of him.
But something is off. Whenever we make love, he begs for kinks and stuff. I am not completely in appose of it. I know we should satisfy each other, buy lately it's like he is begging to torture him. Like some kinds of punishment. Initially it was all exciting but now I am worried about him.
I have realised I can be rough and cold when he asks for those punishments. He awakens a little beast inside me. I cant control myself then. But when I see the bruises next morning or him limping i feel bad. He doesn't complain though.
I hope this doesn't toxic our relationship. I sigh as I move my feet inside the house. I am already late from work. I silently slip inside, hoping hoseok would have fall asleep by now. He needs rest. His body needs rest.
I see him sleeping on couch. He looks uncomfortable. Why didnt he sleep in bed? Was he waiting for me? I slowly caress his soft cheeks, trying not to wake him. so angel. still looks so innocent! Though he is far away from being innocent now, considering the stuff he does in bed. I lift him up in my arms and walk to our bedroom.
I gently place him on bed and enter bathroom to shower. I stand under spray, relaxing my body, taking all my stress away. As I wrap a robe on my body I walk outside only to surprise myself. Hoseok is awake and laying only in boxers for me. So tempting!
"Did shower wake you up?" I ask going closer him, taking him into my embrace. He lifts his face, kissing my lips. I pull him into deep kiss. Gosh i love him so much. I caress his body, and he snuggles on to me, smelling me. He climbs on my laps, giving me kitty licks on my neck. "What is it baby?" I ask hoping for different answer.
He wraps his arms around my neck and moves his hips, rubbing his body on my member covered by robe. "Hoseok you are already sore baby" i stop him. His hands try to move my robe, lust in his eyes. Its like he is addicted to me. My love. But if he can't he see it, i have to be responsible one.
"Yoongi...please..." He begs, his hand on my member, palming. "You will get hurt baby"
"I won't...please...I need it..." He pleads. Why is he doing this? How am I supposed to be control myself. I lay him on bed on his back. And hover over him. I kiss the previous markings on his body. My work. He moans, closing his eyes, arching his back. "Take me...Yoongi....please"
"Chk chk so needy baby" i spoon him, wanting him to stop begging.
"Please"
"You are still sore..."
"I don't care...."
"But i care!"
He frowns crossing his arms. I chuckle. "I love you hoseok! That's why I am telling...all you need is rest and care"
His face is red. He turns his back to me. I hate disappointing him, but it's for his own good. I back hug him smelling his scent. I hope I won't regret turning down this.
Hoseok's pov:-
I can't sleep. I just can't.
I feel awful. Guilty. I am so bad. I don't deserve person like Yoongi as my boyfriend, really. I feel dirty. I need him. Right now. To feel good again. I want to give pleasure to him, make him feel good. Even if I am hurt it's fine. I deserve this anyway.
Today it happened again. The kiss.
I kissed Taehyung again. It was longer than before. I hate myself. The script which are working on have lots of romantic scenes and Tae suggests acting all scenes before writing on paper. Honestly it's working, our work got better and even first part of script is accepted by producers.
But i feel like I am cheating on Yoongi. Tae has explained many times how it's just a work and no feelings involved. He and Jungkook seems in love too. But still, i feel awful. So when I get home, i need Yoongi to touch me no matter what. Then only i can feel not dirty again.
I even made him use leather belts, ropes and chokers on me. To punish me. Then only i can feel little okay. I love writing but this acting before you write feels odd. Tae says it's common. He has mentioned how one famous writer even joined mafia gang so that he could write a novel on them. But this is different. This is about intimacy.
When I have talked about it to Tae he said i can quit if I feel wrong. However I will lose my job. He cant hire me anymore. And if I can't earn money what will i tell Yoongi? He thinks I am employed. It's 3 months already. If u just lush myself for rest of 3 months and take the test again, everything will be just fine. I guess. I hope.
Honestly being writer is better for me than being a nurse. I like writing. To express myself. My feelings. May be if I just finish this script i can get another one on different topic. Something less romantic.
I know jungkook hates this too. The way he looks at me and Tae. I bet he is hurting. But tae just ignores him or asks him to go out of the house.
I can't stop having these thoughts. I need him. I need Yoongi! Right now. But Yoongi made it clear. Why won't he touch me?
Seems like I have to help myself. I imagine Yoongi caressing me, making love to me. I feel my dick hardened. I slip my hand under my boxers. Perhaps I have to do it myself. I slowly palm myself before moving my finger around the slit. I imagine yoongi's hands all over me. I feel hot and sweaty. "Ahhh this feels good..." A moan slips away from my mouth. Shitsss.
I jerk myself further, getting more friction. I can do it. I rub my hips while I move my member up and down. May be i should use one of those toys. I don't remember where Yoongi has kept them though. And there is not time for searching. I increase the pace. Yes i am getting it. I imagine Yoongi complementing me. Fu*king me. And i am under him, completely given in.
Yes i am so close. "Ahh nghhhh" I am about to cum!!! And a larger hand hit my hand, brushing it off, from my member. I whine loudly as I don't get to cum. No satisfaction. I open my eyes frustrated and terror fills me. Yoongi looking at me pissed.
Jin's pov:-
Namjoon and I are waiting in restaurant for his friends who haven't shown up yet. I was so excited to meet his friends again. I persuaded Namjoon to take me out. But I get anxious as no one has come yet. Did they not like me last time?
Namjoon makes some calls. "They will be here any minute" he kisses my nose. "Namjoon, do they not like me?"
"No way baby! Its not like that" he caresses my side.
"Sorry I am late" Yeontan appears. He laughs awkwardly as Namjoon gives him death glare. Their friendship is so weird. I hope Namjoon would have some friend like I have hoseok. "It's okay Tani! Where are others?"
"They were unable. Couldn't arrange them" he says. What does it mean? I look at him in confusion. "He is kidding baby. He means others are busy"
I huff in disappointment. "May be we should meet another time?" Nj asks.
"No its okay. I will get to chat with Yeontan. You said you are friends with Namjoon since school right? How was he back then? Nay stories?" I ask. I can't lose this chance. Nj brought me out after so long.
He laughs again. "He used to drink a lot"
"What?" I ask amused. "He is just kidding" nj punches him friendly. I mean at least I thought it was meant to be friendly.
I talk as much i can to Yeontan. He seems nice i guess. But his behavior towards Nj is weird. Means they don't seem that close. May be rich friends are like that? I dont know.
"Joonie...he doesn't know anything about you?" I say or rather whisper ask Nj who's sitting beside me, drinking and Tan has gone for restroom. "He is weird that's why. He is stupid and always drunk" nj give excuses but I can sense he is nervous. Why? I dont know. Something is fishy.
As Yeontan returns on his seat, i ask him about his love life. May be if he has a partner, we can go on double dates. That way i can go outside more. As I am talking to Yeontan, i feel Nj's hand on my thigh under the table. I look at him, he doesn't look at me, instead eat his food like nothing is happening.
I don't understand what he is implying. His caress my thigh, going towards my member. I stop his hand my mine. But he just doesn't stop. He moves it in circular motion on my inner thigh. Suddenly I feel hot. Uncomfortable.
How can he do this to me? Specially when I am talking to his friend? I choke on my food as he unzip my pants. What is he doing?! Why is he doing this in public? I try to stop him. Again.
"Jin are you okay?" Yeontan asks concerned. "Yes, i think I ate pepper" i lie. My cheeks turning red. I feel so hot. Sweaty. Nj chuckles, "careful baby" he hands me a glass of water. I look at him with a frown. He makes me drink water while playing with my clothed member.
How am I supposed to handle this? I know he is my master and i am slave but how can he treat me like this? Does he have not developed any relationship with me over these years? Am I fool to expect he will treat me like a love and respect me like Yoongi does to hoseok?
I am stubborn too. If he thinks this would make me go home, i am not gonna back down. I press my Moans inside my mouth and keep listening to what Yeontan is telling me.
He jerks my clothed member. Even little jerking making me leak precum as I am feeling too hot in this situation. He jerks more times i cum. Yes. I f*ckibg cum in my pants. In public. In front of his friend.
I feel awful. He removes his hand and zip my pants. I feel dirty. There is cum all over my boxers, dripping down under my pants. How am I supposed to get up like this?
I can see nj grinning. I hate him!
"I think I should leave I have dishes to wash" Yeontan says surprising me. "Dishes?"
"Actually tan's father owns hotel. But he makes him work in kitchen to start from basic." Nj said. Okay. I mean it's so odd. I bid goodbyes to him and he leaves.
"Lets go home now"
"F*ck Kim Namjoon" i say angrily.
"What happened?" He chuckles. I hate that stupid smirk. "You know! How am I supposed to walk ?"
He removes his long length jacket and makes me wear. "Problem solve"
I try to get up. I can feel the fluid dripping on my thighs. I quickly walk into the car. "I feel dirty"i whine. "I can help you to clean baby" he drives us home.
Kim Namjoon
I hate myself. I didn't plan to embarrass jin like that. I know he is mad. And he has every right. But i had no choice. I had to distract him. He was asking so many questions and doubting my friend.
I called my fake friends and even i offered so much money, only one showed up. I can't let jin know this. So i did what I did. I feel bad.
I pick him up and walk upstairs. I offer him to wash but he refuses. He quickly gets a shower and lays on his bed, in his room, attached to mine. I wait in my room for him on my - our bed where we usually sleep.
But even after much time, he doesn't come, i go check on him. He isn't asleep but just lying on bed, thinking. I lay beside him, back hugging him. I snuggle on his nape, "baby, let's go for sleeping"
"I don't feel okay. I will just sleep here tonight"
That sentence stab me. I knew he was mad but he has never refused me. No matter what he has always obeyed. "What happened?"
"Nothing"
"Baby speak up"
I turn him to face me. "I didn't like what you did earlier...at restaurant"
"I thought it was hot"
"It was embarrassment. I was embarrassed in front of you friend."
"Don't worry about that"
"Namjoon...do you still see me as s slave? Only slave? Nothing else than that?" I can sense he is hurt. I have to fix the damage.
"No baby. Why are you thinking about that? You know I love you? Hm?"
I pull him closer.
"Then I wanna date. I wanna date like Yoongi and hoseok do. I hate living here all day. Please? I wont let you father know?" He begs.
"I will think about it tomorrow. Now come let's sleep?"
"I am sleeping here only." He says firmly surprising me.
"Are you telling me to go sleep alone?"
He stays silent. I hate this. I release him from embrace and walk out, leaving him alone. Seems like I have to REALLY sleep alone.
I miss my submissive jin who used to obey me no matter what. I hate my brother and his stupid hoseok. Teaching my baby crazy things.
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Hello all! Thank you for your response.
So i have decided to go with VHOPE- omega verse as maximum votes were for it.
Hence check out the book- yearning. (Vhope) please go and leave your comments there, tell me what you guys think!
Some people voted for taejin or different theme. so Also I will include taejin and vhope more themes stories in my three shots book if you want.❤