Patience

By QueenAkoma

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You gave a muse to me, so strong I lost me loving you... Coming back...slowly...writing what I think and am t... More

4/5/18- Day 1
4/19/18- loca
4/27/18- im on one
5/3/18- revisions
5/4/18- 4:00pm
5/7/18- TV
5/7/18- in the mornin
5/10/18- "loving you is easy cause you're beautiful"
5/10/18- rage
5/14/18- 4 messages at 4am
5/14/18- ending
5/19/18- catharsis
5/21/18- sneaked a few
5/28/18- NSFW & OLPO
5/28/18- gray skies
6/1/18 4:05a- a dream
6/1/18 6:10a- black tea with honey jacket
6/2/18- to be in touch
6/5/18- 2 months
6/9/18- taking a trip
6/10/18- blank sadness
6/27/18- Meeting Halfway
7/3/2018- love t.k.o.
7/5/18- jubilanty depressed
7/11/18- on the fence
7/16/18- The Black Notebook💍
7/17/18- Dates to Continue
7/26/18- thinking on it...
7/29/18- unsure unfinished vows
8/15/2018- Mangos & Gravs
8/17/2018- You Move Me
9/1/18- Thank You Papi
9/14/2018- Moonrise Kingdom
10/9/10- Sex Before Work, Always
10/17/18- Patient, Kind, and Doesnt Envy
10/23/18(am)- Frankly, IDGAD
10/23/18(pm)- thoughts
10/24/18- unworthy
10/31/18- brought to attention
11/05/18- untitled, 7 months
11/08/18- not broken, just bent
11/11/18- 11:11
11/15/18- He Cheated on Me, and I Only Wanna Heal Him
11/17/18- (Nov. 14)Sticky Notes
11/17/18- Grandma's Prayers
11/18/18- Miscommunications
11/23/18- something to gain
11/25/18- new chapter
11/28/18- "Betty White is my Bitch"
12/1/18- Decisions
12/5/18- 8 months
12/19/18- New Year change
12/22/18- the afterparty
12/22/18-1st Day Blues
12/25/18- we were taken down
12/25/18- work to stay
12/25/18- morning after pill
12/27/18- Reinterpretation and Redemptions
12/31/18- forgiving
1/9/19- not even a week in...
1/14/19- foreign
1/16/19- One Night a Week
1/18/19- trust
1/14/19- day 1 to 4 of 60 days apart
2/12/19- at arm's length
2/13/19- family bonding
2/14/19- Papi
2/20/19- love-hate
2/25/19- silent day
2/28/19- Last Day
3/6/19- without my Sepia Sage
3/7/19- endur-and-chance
3/9/19- new
3/12/19- Kept In Love
3/21/19- Paz, Amor, y Luz
10
11
4/3/19
4/8/19- seeking
4/9/19- twice
you are free
4/23/2020- Revisiting
1/17/2022

6/20/18- the truth

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By QueenAkoma

Im gonna keep this one short,
I dont have the mental power,
You stripped it of me,
Without effort.

Amazing that I let you,
Amazing that I cared,
I wanted you to feel what I could,
Give to you and felt you deserved.

But no- i dont know you at all...
Perhaps I never did.
Or maybe it is the other way around,
I see that now in this.

My eyes wont stay open,
My sockets are swollen shut,
All i wanted was for you,
To just reciprocate

But truth came to light,
Your response proved that.
Funny how the prettiest flowers,
Always get plucked.

But I cant say im used to this,
And I hope to never be.
I will say this...you could never break me.
Enjoy this small victory,
Karma will do the dirty work for me.
Just wait and see,
And know that I will smile and laugh.
You'll never forget,
This is redemption for someone you chose to not see.

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