*ALLISON'S POV*
" Allison ! Wake up !."
I hear yells continue by loud knocks on my door . I groan and roll myself on the bed , pulling the duvet above my head . I glance at the clock by the bedside table . 8 in the morning . What the hell ? It's so early and I don't have classes .
" Allison , I'm serious , wake up now ! You'll be late for the meeting !." A girl yells and knocks my door harder this time . Urgh , the meeting . One of the reasons I don't like being leader is because I have to attend morning meetings on my weekends . Yeah , I'm a leader to the most dangerous gang in the neighborhood . Pitiful .
" Stop banging my door , Kiara .! " I shouted annoyingly at her . She stops for a moment before knocking again making me angrier . She's a pain in the butt . Now it's payback time .
" Alright doll face , I'm up !." I yelled purposely to annoy her .
" Don't you call me doll face or I'll kick your butt !." She threatens me . I chuckle at her threat . She won't even dare to do that to me . Kiara was never like this when mom and dad was around but everything has change after that incident . I wonder why dad didn't just make Kiara the leader of DarkBleed, since she loves ordering everybody around .
She somehow makes me remember mom and dad . My thoughts drift of to the incident . It was all my fault , if I could just listen to my mom , none of this might happen .
Flashback*
" Allison , please . Listen to me . Don't go in there ." Mom pleads me . I curiously stare at my father in the house , surrounded by black bald headed guys . Behind his back was all his boys . My dad is a leader and I meant leader to Dark Bleed , the dangerous gang . Sometimes I wonder , why can't I have a normal life with normal person working normal jobs . I want everything NORMAL
" Why is dad holding a gun mom ? What's gonna happen to him ? I wanna go to dad ." I said . My mom look at me with shock in her eyes . "Allison , no , it's dangerous !"
I ignore her screams and ran into the house . The bald headed guy with a scar on his face , I assume the leader to his black gangs turns and stare at me .
" Who's this Mason . ?" He asked with his eyes roaming all over my body , undressing me with his eyes . Ew , pervert .
" She's my daughter and I swear if you touch her , I'll kill you right now , Bill ." My father warn him . He points his gun further to Bill's direction . Bill seem to find it amusing , and walk towards me slowly , keeping his gaze on me the whole time .
" Feisty ,. I didn't know you had a hot gorgeous daughter like her . Why don't we make a deal ...." He was cut off talking when my father cuts in , " Shut your fucking deal ! Get out before you die , Bill." Clearly , my fathers threat doesn't makes him scared since he was still approaching me . He reach out to grab a strand of my hair . I close my eyes shut tightly , not wanting to be touch by this pervert .
Suddenly I heard shouts from a woman , which is my mother , stopping Bill from touching me . I scream when I heard the gun shot continued by a scream from a woman .
After I have the courage to open my eyes , I see my father was on his knees with tears in his eyes . What happen ? Am I dead ? Where's mom ?
" Dad , what happen ?" I asked him , but he ignores me , still looking at something behind me . I turned around . Tears immediately run down my cheeks , as I see my moms dead body laying on the floor .
" NO !" I screamed , finally manage to run to her . I put her head on my lap as I stroke her cheeks . Her eyes slowly close and her breathing began to slow . This is not supposed to happen . I should have listened to her . My dad walk up to me and knelt beside my mom , holding her hand in his .
" What happen to her ?" I know it was a stupid question but I can't help asking it . "Mom's gone Ally. She left us ." He says , closing his eyes while saying the words I don't wanna hear . " No." I whispered silently.
" It's time for you to take my position Ally . It's always been your moms dream before she die . " He says calmly , looking into my eyes , with a serious expression . Position ? What position ?
" What , no ! You're not leaving us ! You can't just leave after mom leave ! Where are you going !? I'm only 15 ! I can't take big responsibility like this , dad !" I half shouted to him . He took a step back , probaly scared by my sudden outburst .
The boys , standing behind my dad approach us . I counted 25 of them , probaly in their mid-20's .
" It's time baby girl . The boys will be protecting you all the whole time . They will obey every thing you say in return you take care of them . You're capable . I know it . Take care of Kiara and Favian for me okay ? Bye baby . "
He pull me into his arms and hug me tightly . Then he kisses my forehead before standing up , giving all the boys a hug . A few of them were crying and begging him not to go .
He looks at all of us and left us .
End Of Flashback*
I quickly went into the bathroom and start a quick shower . I was planning to have a bubbly bath but I know I'll be late .
I was thankful that my closet was a walk in closet in my bathroom . After arguing with myself what to wear , I decided to put on white ripped jeans , black v-neck shirt , and my favourite grey sneakers .
I pulled up my hair in a ponytail since I don't like maiking weird hairstyles on my hair . Yeah , I know I'm weird right ? Unlike Kiara , she changes her hairstyles everyday . I'm not like Kiara . She's slim , pretty and she knows how to dress up like a girl , unlike me slim but curvy , I also think I'm the ugliest person on earth and I don't know how to dress up all girly type . I'm comfortable with what I wear .
My stomach suddenly makes weird noises , reminding me to have breakfast .
Childishly , I ran down the stairs . At the last step , I jump and make a small cheering to myself before I caught my sister making out with a boy on the couch in the living room .
" Ew , what the hell , Kiara ?! Argh , my virgin eyes !" My hands reach up and cover my eyes from looking into that weird kissing thing . Kiara stood up , wiping her lips with her sleeves while the boy kept his face down , probably embarrassed being caught like this .
I gave Kiara the 'unbelievable' which she reply with a grin .
My appetite was out by that horrible kissing scene . I made my way to the door .
" Are coming or what ?." I half shouted .
" Yes . Just give me a minute !" Probaly telling lover boy something I guess .
I had a relationship like them before . It was cute . Everything went perfect but that slut just had to ruin everyone's relationship . Since then , I didn't trusted boys anymore and it makes me feel like I'm not perfect in either way . I gave up in love . I remembered the song Love Myself . That song gave me inspiration , that I should love myself .
Boys wants girl who look perfect , sexy and slutty . I'm sorry I'm not that kind of girl you wish me to be . Pushing away that thoughts from my mind , I hurriedly walk to my car . Oh my sweet white baby Audi R8 . I mentally hug my car but stop immediately when I notice the boys looks at me with amusement .
" Not a word to anyone or I'll cut your manhood and shove it in your mouth ." I threaten them only making them laugh at my lame threat .
I drive out once Kiara is in the car .
One thing I didn't like Kiara in my car is when she starts playing with the radio . She turns the volume to max . I don't mind if she plays nice tune but sometime I wish I could kill her when she plays 5 year old ABC songs in my car ! My car !
After 20 minutes driving , we finally reach my grandfathers house , which I don't like . Why ? Because he's a control freak and likes ordering us what to do . Damn , I even hate how he cares for us .
The bodyguards quickly rush to us , guarding as usually . I hate the idea of having bodyguards in my gang house , although I have my own house . Living alone in a big house makes me think of ghost in the stories . What , I have my weakness okay .
I glance at the cars I don't recognize parking at the entrance . Whoever they are must be his guest . Great , we have visitors .
Something tell's me it's bad .
I can feel it .
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