febuary 24, 2013
8:16 pm.
dear ashton,
i did it.
i fucking did it.
i shaved my head today.
i cried, a lot, actually, but you were right there with me, cheering me up, making me laugh. god, i love you.
now my ears look too big for my head and my head looks a bit deformed but it was bound to happen sometime, right? right.
it was a happy and sad time, i miss my hair. sigh.
you were the happiest i've ever seen you. you were smiling and laughing but sadly, it wasn't very believable.
i'm worrying about you, ash. you just don't seem very happy lately. and i know it's probably because i have cancer now and i could die but i know there's something deeper than that. something tearing you apart.
we're supposed to meet at the park again tonight, just like we always do, and i'm gonna ask you about this.
i just really wanna figure you out, ash.
forever,
venus
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I KNOW THIS IS A SHIT CHAPTER AND ITS SHORT AS HELL BUT I AM UPDATING LIKE RIGHT AFTER THIS SO DON'T HATE ME
OKAY I LOVE YOU GOODBYE !!