Around 7pm: I was in the shower and I started having a random coughing session. After I stopped coughing I started to taste the metallic blood in my mouth. It was more then I was expecting yet I was only able to cough up a small amount. That's the first time that had happen.
11:09pm: Last night though (too busy to add it sorry and I also forgot about it) I had a nightmare. A nightmare that actually made me suicidal in my dream. It was like a normal day at school for me but for some reason all my friends hated my cuts. Even my acquaintances seemed to hate my guts. They would starts talking trash talking me and no one seemed to care. I was pushed into walls and shoved when walking through the halls. What hurt the most though is seeing my best friends make fun of me then laugh in my face about it. They know nearly all of my secrets as well so they made the insults very personal. I remember one said, "You gonna go cut, emo?" It really broke my heart and I listen to what people say too much so it hit me harder then a semi truck. I wanted to cry when I woke up but I didn't. Anyways goodnight and sleep well everyone.