Harry's POV - Two Weeks Later
Dr. Adams has insisted I try to move past Louis, but it's harder than she seems to think. Gemma came by this morning and I told her all about my current situation. Gemma agrees with Dr. Adams because "it's time to move on," and "Louis' happy with Eleanor." I cringe at the thought of them, I really do. I despise Eleanor and her fake giggle every time she spoke to me. If you're around the boys and me enough, it's not really a secret how I feel towards Louis.
It's weird how unexpectedly Eleanor walked into my life. To be honest, I'm not even one hundred percent sure how Louis met her. I do know that as soon as he introduced her to me, he changed, we changed. My heart broke when he informed us all that they were a couple. I questioned him so much, I wanted to know why he had toyed with me, why he acted in love with me. He never answered my questions, all he did was snap at me to leave him alone. My heart was being broken.
My heart continued to break every time I saw them together, holding hands, kissing. It wasn't fair, he was mine first and without warning, she swooped in and took him. Ha, look at me though. He's better off without me, I suppose. She probably makes him happier, obviously. I need to stop, I need to stop whining and getting worked up. I'm a millionaire for Christ's sake! There are plenty of other people fawning over me and surely, I'll love someone just as much as I loved Louis.
I do need to move on, get my life back together. I'll do it for Zayn, Liam, and Niall. I'll do if for my family. I'll do it for the fans, but most importantly, I'm doing it for myself. I'll push Louis out of my personal life, just like he did to me. I'll stop caring, I'll stop trying with him, it's the only way.
"Harry?" My door slowly opened to reveal Amanda. "I have some really good news and I had to be the one to tell you!"
"Okay.."
"You get to go home tomorrow! Well, not home but back on tour!"
"Oh."
"Unless you're not ready?" She looked concerned and probably due to my lack of excitement. I should be thrilled, but this means I have to see Louis face to face. I'm pretty mad at him too, for not visiting.
"No, I'm ready."
"Really? You don't seem to happy about it?"
"I just wasn't expecting it and I'm pretty tired."
"Oh, I forgot you'd already taken your afternoon pills!"
"Yeah, I'm pretty sleepy." Little did she know, I hadn't taken it at all. After you make so much progress they start to trust you with things such as medicine taking, big mistake. I don't need all the medicine they're giving me so when no one's looking, I drop the pills into the vent. Pretty smart of me. They're just bipolar medication, which again, I don't think I need. The depression medicine is what I'll continue taking and only that.
"I'll let you rest then."
"Thanks." Amanda smiled and walked out. Tomorrow, wow. My life starts again tomorrow.
I apologize for my shit update but I had a tooth pulled and I'm in a lot of pain. I've slept for like three days straight. I'll try to update more frequently & I'd love feed back from you guys! xx.