**Hayes POV**
I got out of the shower and saw Kelley looking at my phone.
"Hayes who's Jess?" Kelley asked, crossing her arms.
At first I got nervous because I had dated a Jess before, but I deleted her number. Then I remembered who she was talking about.
"Jess is my cousin," I replied truthfully.
"Then why does her name have hearts around it?"
"I do that for everyone in my family," it was true, I did, even for Nash!
"Prove it," Kelley demanded.
I took my phone and texted Jess.
Me: hey my girlfriend wants to know if you really are my cousin.
She must have been on her phone because she replied right away.
Jess: yeah I am. why does she wang to know?lol
Me: idk, she thought I was cheating or something lol.
I showed Kelley the texts and she let out a sigh.
"Don't worry I would never cheat on you ever again," I said. I wrapped her in my arms and hugged her tight.
"I always feel like you are going to find someone better than me. You have so many fans that are way prettier than me and they would all date you in a heart beat," Kelley said.
"There is no one is the world that more beautiful than you. You are my world Kelley. And my world is beautiful," I kind of whispered.
I could feel Kelley smile against my chest.
"I'm in love with you," I whispered.
**Kelleys POV**
I still felt like he could find someone better than me. I knew he could.
"I'm in love with you too," I replied.
I looked up at Hayes and I got on my tippy toes to press my lips against his. He picked me up so I didn't have to reach him anymore. My hands were running through his hair, which was getting long.
We both separated and Hayes set me down.
"So what do you want to do?" I asked.
"Horror movie marathon?" Hayes suggested.
"Okay but if I have nightmares it's your fault," I laughed.
"That's okay, I'll be sleeping right next to you," Hayes smiled.
"Nope, I'm gonna make you sleep on the floor," I lied.
"But the flo-"
I cut him off, "I was kidding."
"Okay good."
(1 am)
We just finished watched the Exorcist and I almost started crying!
"Let's go to bed I'm tired," I yawned.
"Don't let the exorcist get you!" Hayes said.
"Shut up. It's your fault if I wake up screaming," I laughed.
"Goodnight beautiful," Hayes said as he kissed the top of my head.
"Goodnight asshole," I replied. I heard him laugh. I turned the other way so I wasn't facing him. He put his arms around my torso and pulled me close.
"I love you," he whispered in my ear. I pretended I was asleep. "I know your awake."
"I love you too. Now go to sleep I'm tired," I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
(Morning)
My phone alarm went off at 11. I never sleep past then so I set an alarm. I sat up and Hayes wasn't here. The smell of bacon and eggs was coming downstairs. I got up and walked upstairs.
"Good morning," Hayes said. He was cooking breakfast. I repeat, Hayes was cooking!
"You didn't burn down the house," I laughed.
"Thank god. This house is nice," He said.
"Nah, it's okay," I shrugged. Hayes just shook his head. I sat on the counter on the island I'm my kitchen.
"Go sit down it's done," Hayes motioned me to go sit down.
"Fine," I complained. When I sat down Hayes put a plate with eggs and bacon on it, with a side of fruit and a glass or orange juice.
"I'm vegetarian remember?" I laughed as I pushed the bacon to the side.
"Fine, I'll eat it them," he took the bacon and ate it, fast. Ew.
We ate and it was actually good!
"Ready to go get our stuff for formal?" I asked.
"I kind of need to put something else on," Hayes looked at what he was wearing, just basketball shorts.
"Same, let's go get dressed," I said.
Hayes was over so much that he just started keeping clothes at my house.
I put on a pink skater skirt with a black crop top shaped like a bow and vans with black and white roses on them.
I did my makeup and brushed my hair. Hayes was waiting for me downstairs so I quickly put money and my debit card in my cross body pink purse and then ran downstairs.
I turned 16 and got my license a month ago so I could drive now. I also got my own car, a black mustang convertible.
We got in my car and I put the top up so I wouldn't ruin my hair. I plugged my phone in and hit shuffle, amnesia being the first song playing.
I drove by all the places
We used to hang out and get wasted
I thought about our last kiss
How it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me
You're doing fine
And you're somewhere feeling lonely
Even though he's right beside you
When he says those words that hurt you
Do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder
Was it just a lie?
If what we had was real
How could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
Forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me
They're still living in my phone
I admit I'd like to see them
I'll admit I feel alone
All my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy
And it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name
When I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
Forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
Forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
Cause I'm not fine at all, no I'm not fine at all, it's just a dream, cause I'm not fine at all
That song made me remember.
I was leaving to travel around the world with WPS for 3 years and surf at theist amazing surfing spots in the world, and compete.
I wasn't going to tell him yet. I didn't want to ruin this perfect day.
I just didn't want to leave him.
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A/N- there are going to be about 10 more chapters in this book and then then I will start the sequel! hope you had a good 4th if July!
❤️-K