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So tell me, how do you feel?
Me?
Well....
I've fell down a dark well and I don't know how to scream for help
My tongue seems to be swollen
And my heart is numb
I can't scream not even to my closest friends
I'm dying but I can't show it
What's wrong with me?
Why am I smiling when I want to cry?
Why am I living when I want to die?
Is this some sick joke by my brain?
Is there really a reason behind my existence?
Or am I just a blank paper flying meaningless in the air?
So many questions I can't answer
I want to know so many things about me
I want to see what's beyond this dark jungle that's filled with monsters
I want to know why do shadows only exist to people who smile the most
I hate how in the middle of this huge ocean
Everyone is trying to give me their hand
Yet, I'm still drowning
But I guess I just don't want to be saved
Maybe because I don't deserve it
I didn't even cry while writing this
Even my tears had dried out
Everyone is just distracting me from drowning
But I know the inevitable
I'll die
I just hope that I could answer at least one question in this quiz called life
I really hate leaving questions empty
So yeah anyways, never mind me, it's just a stupid feeling
What about you?