TRIGGER WARNING SELF HARM
(Y/N) P.O.V
You didn't appear in my dreams again.
I was missing you.
So I was searching for you.
But I didn't find you.
Some girls said you left because of me.
I was bothering too much.
How?
I approached you once.
Do they know more than me?
I was searching
and
searching.
But I didn't find you.
Why can't you appear again?
I know you only know me in my dreams, but why did you hide?
It doesn't make sense.
Only if you are dreaming with me.
But this is impossible.
We couldn't have the same dream.
That would be too weird.
Right?
Since I didn't find you I thought a lot.
How to die.
How to confess in a letter.
How to die forever.
I don't want to come into heaven.
I'm too bad for it.
I will commit suicide.
Yeah, I'm dumb.
But I don't want to live without the dreams.
Maybe I will see you after my death.
Maybe my dreams were saying "soon" since my soul already knew what will happen to me.
And you never said we will talk in real life.
It's time.
Time to go.
I was thinking a last time about you.
Thinking about your face.
Your voice.
Your hair.
Your body.
Your dimples.
Your height.
All of you.
I'm sorry for leaving.
But you were here. I saw you standing in the dark. Only a few meters away from me. Maybe if I will walk 4 steps, I would be able to touch you.
I must be dreaming. Maybe I'm already dead. Am I hallucinating?
"Rowoon?"
I asked with a shaky and teary voice.