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Isaac
My love may seem harsh but it comes from the deepest part of me which only cares about Alec's happiness. My concern is how many chances do I have. How many times will he be willing to coax me out of my hallucinations and nightmares before he leaves me?
"Morning, how you feeling today?" Alec says lifting his head off my chest. I carried him to bed after he had drifted off last night and he had snuggled tightly into my body.
"Better." I tell him running my hand up and down his back. He begins to stretch slowly and then slides out of bed and heads to the bathroom. Once he's out of sight my hands itch to touch him again and that feeling I had last night comes over me. I jump to my feet and pull open the door to the bathroom to see Alec brushing his teeth. He looks at me and smiles as I walk to him and wrap my arms around him.
"I was gone for two seconds." He says laughing after he's rinsed his mouth. He turns in my arms and kisses my forehead as his arms wrap around me.
"I couldn't help it. I was moving before I knew what was happening." I say leaning my head against his chest.
"Is it because of a normal wolf thing or is it because of this mate thing?"
"I think it's a mate thing. Mate is a weird word I don't like it, it makes me feel English." Alec's chest rumbles as he laughs and I look up and smile at him.
"What would you like to call it then?" He smiles back at me.
"I don't know. I like bond. It's a bond thing. It makes me feel like a spy." His hand comes up to caress my cheek and his smile grows. The special Alec smile that only I seem to see.
"It makes me so happy to see you smiling and making jokes."
"I'm serious. I'm bonded to you. We have a very strong bond. It makes sense to call it a bond."
"If we have such a strong bond, what is my favorite colour?" He asks smirking.
"Uh... blue?" I guess.
"It's red but good try." He laughs slipping out of my arms and heading out of the bathroom.
"Go on a date with me?" I ask him leaning against the door to the bathroom as I watch him pull his black T-shirt over his head. The runes all over his body stretch and move with him and they're beautiful.
"Like dinner?" He asks turning around to face me.
"Maybe. If that's what you want." He contemplates it for a minute before nodding his head.
"Since we have this 'bond' we should probably get to know each other better." I nod in agreement with him and follow him as he heads out of the bedroom into the kitchen.
"Would you like some pancakes?" Alec asks me as he crosses the kitchen.
"Is that all that you can make?" I ask taking a seat at the island.
"I will have you know I am an excellent cook. The most renowned in the institute." He says grabbing what he needs to make pancakes. They're the best pancakes I've ever had. I could have them everyday and I would never get tired of them.
"The institute is where you all lived right? I think I remember Derek talking about something like that." He nods cracking an egg in a bowl full of other ingredients as Izzy walks slowly out of the guest bedroom.
She waves at us before taking a seat beside me and leaning her head against my shoulder. I flinch at first but slowly relax after a few seconds of tension. Izzy is to tired to notice and starts to drift off again.
As Alec begins filling plates everyone starts to wake up. The first pancakes he gives to me and I eat them slowly. I watch as Alec serves everyone and makes sure they have everything they need. They all walk off with their food barely saying thank you but Alec smiles happy to have helped them.
Once I'm finished I collect everyone's plates and put them in the sink. Alec still hasn't eaten but finally sets a plate for himself.
"You're a good person Alec." I tell him quietly while standing with my back against the counter he's leaning over to eat. He smiles at me and holds a fork full of pancake out to me. I take a bite of the irresistible breakfast and glare at him.
"I'm starting to think you're just trying to fatten me up." I say jumping up on the counter and patting my stomach.
"I'm just taking care of you." He kisses my cheek before finishing his breakfast in two bites and putting his dishes away.
"Speaking of which, I have to get you to school." He says grabbing my hips and pulling me off the counter and setting me on the floor.
"No I want to have a day with you. Just me and you. So that we can get to know each other more." I say gripping tightly to his black fitted shirt.
"Me and Clary were talking and we want to attend Beacon Hills High. Clary had a mundane life but I never have. Now that it's peaceful Clary wants to go back and I want to try it. We can pass for high schoolers." Izzy says popping up beside us. Alec's eyes squint in disapproval and I can already tell what his answer will be.
"No." Izzy's face falls immediately and my heart aches for her. I can see how much she wants this.
"Why can't they. Scott and I will look after them. Not just us, Alison, Lydia, and the annoying one. We'll make sure they're safe." I try to convince Alec.
"They can look after themselves that's not what I'm worried about. They need to go home they can't stay here. There's too many things that are going on here and like Izzy said it's peaceful for us. We need to keep it that way."
"Alec is right. We need to go." Jace speaks for the first time all morning.
"What you can't be serious Jace." Clary says wiping around to face him.
"We can go home and you can play mundane there where we know it's safe." Alec nods at Jace appreciatively and Jace nods in return.
"I'll call Magnus you guys should leave today." My anger flares at his name but I'm able to pull myself back.
"Yes we've overstayed our welcome. And I'm tired of sleeping on a couch." I roll my eyes at Jace and out of the corner of my eye I see Simon smile at me.
"I'll drop you off first and then I'll help get the rest of you packed and ready." Alec says and begins to lead me back to the bedroom.
"We'll be ready to go by the time you get back." Jace says and starts to pick up his things. Alec nods at him and then gently pushes me the rest of the way into his bedroom.
"Why are you sending them away? Why is Jace suddenly all fine again." I ask as he shuts the door.
"Don't worry about it Isaac. Me and Jace are connected in a way that you can't understand. He knows what I need from him and he's okay with doing it. He will support my decision and we will do anything to keep our family safe." He tells me and tosses a blue long sleeve shirt to me.
The thought that there's someone out there that could possible know and understand Alec more than me makes my blood boil. I turn from him a quickly change into clothes for school. The more I think about it the angrier I become. I'm supposed to be the one that knows him better than anyone else. It's supposed to be just me and him.
"Isaac?" his deep mellow voice pulls me out of my anger and I turn to see his look of concern.
"I'm fine, can you drop me off?" He nods slowly and grabs his keys of the dresser. "Are you going to be coming to school with me today?" I ask him as he waves at everyone and closes the door to the apartment.
"I have to make sure they make it back to New York okay. I might stop by and bring you lunch or something." He says slipping his hand into mine and leading us to the elevator.
"Okay, before you come back to the school with my lunch think of 1 thing that no one else in the entire world knows about you." He looks confused and goes to speak but I put my finger up to his lips silencing him.
"You have all morning to think of something so it better be good."