I hope now everyone can see this part! Republished as still some people were unable to open it.😔
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Hoseok pov:-
I bid goodbye to Jin as I left Lotte world. I am now clean as I took quick shower at Water sport changing room after Yoongi dragged me away from Tae. That was kind of rude but I couldn't say anything. Yoongi bought souvenir shirt and pant for me so I changed into clean clothes.
I feel still dizzy so leaving now is a good option. Jin is worried about me but Namjoon says it's not good time for him to come yoongi's house for him. I don't know why though. I see Tae no where. May be he left. I will have to apologize to him. He is good person and good new friend of mine. I really like spending time with him and really don't wanna loose him. I don't why Yoongi is so arrogant to him. May be it's something from past. They are cousins after all.
I walk towards the car in which Yoongi is waiting for me. I still feel embarrassed for what happened. Yoongi just offered a date and I screwed it.
I hope he isn't mad at me and stops our dating. I sigh as I sit and he drives us home without saying much. He only asks if i am feeling better and I say yes.
As we walk inside, he immediately walks towards his room. "You should take rest" he mumbles.
"Yoongi are you mad?"
"No."
"I am sorry"
"Hoseok it's not your fault. I was wrong for making you ride those rides" he turns and walks towards me.
"No you weren't. Actually any other normal person would enjoy those rides." I sigh.
"What do you mean?"
"Yoongi!... actually..."
"Hoseok! Dont hide anything from me, hmm?"
I swallow hard. I don't wanna hide anything from yoongi. But will he think that I am crazy? Or weak?
"Actually...I am ....I don't feel good...when...I am at height" i say finally and look down waiting for his reply.
He comes even more close, and lifted my chin up. Our eyes meet and then he says," I didn't know that. Hoseok are you acrophobic? Why didn't you tell me before?"
"Yes. I have height phobia. I didn't want to spoil your mood. And besides, at slave house, they said it's not even real problem"
"Are they dumb? Off course it's real and big deal. If I knew, I never would have made you ride those"
I smile as I like caring Yoongi. Even him saying this is enough for me. He caresses my cheeks and asks,"Do you still feel hazy?"
"A little. But-"
"I will sleep with you then"
My cheeks turn red. I have slept with him before. Its not even new but him saying it out loud with firm voice makes me feel flustered.
Yoongi's pov:-
I close my book and look down at hoseok who's sleeping on my laps. His head rested on my chest as his hands holding my shirt tightly. He is clinging like a koala and I don't even feel like pushing him away. Why is it different for hoseok?
Am I really falling for this boy more and more? I never felt this with anyone before.
I look at his eyes peacefully closed as his lips turned into little pout because his cheek is squeezed against me.
My first plan has always been to make Hoseok independent and then release him from this ownership. But I am getting attached to him which is not a part of plan. In fact it will ruin the plan. How will I able to release him if I am so much attached to him.
That's why I maintain my cold behavior towards him. That way he won't feel hard while leaving. But whenever I see him with anyone else, I whole mood changes. Anger takes over me so much that I end up doing stupid things for him. His eyes widen with hope and love which reminds me why exactly this is not supposed to happen.
So I start to act tough and this confuses him.
I sigh as I myself don't know what to do about this. One part of me want to be selfish guy and never let go of him. I own him. So make him stay by my side.
But other part of me know this is wrong. He deserves freedom. And these principles are why I am different from my father and brother. I lean backwards on pillow and sleep while hoseok still hugs me tightly in his sleep.
Next morning is quite tense as Hoseok is so quiet. I know exactly why. Today is result and list of passed students is going to be displayed for nurse posts. I really wish hoseok can make it. Once he will start his job and earn money, he will be just like other normal people.
He silently eats his breakfast. "Good luck hoseok. I know you will make it" i say to comfort him but that just tenses him more. I am terrible at this. So i sigh and go closer to him. I turn his face and kiss his soft lips. As we are now dating, i can at least do this.
"Ok, i am going Yoongi" he says nervously after our kiss and gets up grabbing his backpack. Does he know he looks adorably cute right now!
Taehyung's pov:-
I wait outside the campus patiently. Today is hoseok's result and if jungkook's plan works, he is gonna be fail. So I can get my chance to comfort him. I was feeling bad earlier for making hoseok fail but how yesterday Yoongi took him from me, I have no choice but to do this.
Jungkook never shares how exactly he does this jobs but he said he will make Hoseok fail no matter what. Even of hoseok has passed test, his result will be fail.
As I get message from jungkook, I get out of car and walk inside. I look around for hoseok in the crowded area. As I pass by bicycle stand, i heard sobbing. I turn to see hoseok sitting on stairs, hugging his knees and resting his head on the knees.
"Hoseok?" I ask going near him. He looks up and as soon as he sees me, he hugs me and starts crying. "What happened?"
"Tae....Tae....I..." He tries speaking but only crying can be heard. I can't see him like this. Crying and scared due to false result. But this is the only way to make him mine. And once I will own him, he won't need to be nurse and do job anyway!
"Seokie...stop crying...look at me" I lift his chin up and wipe his tears. Poor baby. He fidget his fingers together and look down. "What happened?" I ask again.
"I couldn't make it. I ...I..failed" he spoke, tears again coming down. I held his face and trail my thumb on his lips, i again wipe his tears. "It's okay...seokie...you tried your best"
"Bu-but...Yoongi will be mad...I can't let..him know...he always wanted me to to job and earn money..." He speaks being scared.
"It's ok...i am sure he will understand...after all..he is your master"
"Noo...he made it clear many times...he wanted me to pass...he will be angry...i can't loose him...we just started dating...he said we both have to pay for dating..." He says while still crying and hiccupping.
What? Yoongi wants hoseok to pay? So sick! He is so rich....more than my family and still can't spend money on hoseok? He doesn't deserve him. I will take good care of hoseok. I will spoil him.
"Hoseok...if you are scared...i can tell him?"
He hugs me tighter by wrapping hands around my body and leans. "Nooo...pls..don't tell him..help me...I want a job" his crying becomes louder.
"Okay, I will help you! So stop crying...I will take care of this...so please..."
"How?"
I release him from hug and grab his hand. "Come with me. I will tell you" and as I expected he doesn't avoid and follows me. I take him to my car. I sit on back seat and as he comes in, I quickly sit him on my laps. I close the door and make him rest his head on my chest. I caress his soft hair and smell it. I miss this so much.
"Umm..Tae?.." he says, tears still on his cheeks.
"Oh yeah...so here is the thing....Yoongi wants you to do job right?" He nods. "I will give you job so that you can earn sufficient. But it won't be of nurse. It will be different job"
"But Yoongi will scold me anyway...." He hiccups innocently.
"No. Not if you dont tell him. I know jimin has gone to Canada for work. So Yoongi won't know. You just have to tell Yoongi that you passed the test and do another job"
"Lie to Yoongi?"
"Well, i don't support lying either. But there is no other option. You will just have to continue this for 6 months untill you can try second time for passing the test"
He wipes his tears and seems like thinking. "It's not like I wanna be nurse. I am doing this for Yoongi. He said I can be successful nurse as I can't do anything else. I will try again...after 6 months!"
"Yes. Just don't tell Yoongi where and what job you do"
"But what job i can do?"
"That I will take care. you don't worry. Come here tomorrow at same time as you would come for nurse job. I will pick you up from here"
He nods and finally a small sad but smile comes on his face. "T-thank you tae...you are good friend"
"No problem seokie" i caress his hair once more and pull him into hug. He tries to move immediately but stops when I whisper,
"stay like this for few minutes. Its warm"
Jin's pov:-
I just lay on namjoon's bed for many minutes as we just had sex. He left for office just after leaving a goodbye kiss on my lips. Morning sex is difficult for me as I don't feel like doing anything for whole day. I cover my body with sheets and check my phone.
It is 11 am already and still no text from seokie. Today is his result and it was important for him. I still can't believe how Yoongi allows him to go out the world, explore it and even do a job. He also started official dating with seokie. Whereas Namjoon never says anything like this. He never said that we are dating. He doesn't take me out for dinner. He doesn't take me out for dates much.
He never would allow me to go in the world and do a job. Yes he cares for me but now I feel, we have relationship only of sex. He would never show affection in public. He would never say out loud that we are dating. He would never accept me as a boyfriend in public.
I sigh as I can't help but compare how Yoongi treats hoseok and how Namjoon treats me. I never felt like nj did anything wrong as he is my master and he owns me. But now seeing Yoongi i feel that I should also get all those things which Hoseok is getting.
Now I little understand what yoongi was saying 2 years back, when Nj bought me. He had offered me money and told me to run away for my freedom. I don't wanna leave Namjoon as I love him. But I don't want to spent rest of my life hiding in his mansion.
I wanna go out. I wanna meet new people. I want to learn new things as hoseok is doing. But I am afraid to ask Namjoon. I think he will be angry. He will either punish me or throw out of house.
I sigh and call hoseok but he doesn't pick up. So i resist but I call Yoongi. Nj gave me his number year ago in case for emergency. But I never had called him as I was always scared of him. But now because of hoseok i think he has soft side too.
"H-helo?"
"Hello."
"Yoongi?"
"Who's this?"
"I am jin."
"Huh. What do you want?"
"Umm..can I speak to hoseok? He is not picking his phone. I wanted to ask about the result"
I hear muffle moans from other line. I guess it's Hoseok. Whats happening.? Is he okay?
"He has passed it" he says and cuts the call.
What a rude person! But I smile knowing that Hoseok made it! I am so proud of him! He seems busy with Yoongi now, i will call him later.
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Hello all,
I updated this chapter hours ago, but I realize just now it wasn't published. Sorry for those who tried reading :(
I don't know why it happened! Anyway one more chapter done ^^