I set beside Dean as we listened to Chuck aka God explain everything. I felt sick listening to him try and explain why he abandoned his family to die. I quickly stood up and walked out of the room as I got tired of his lies. I walked into my room and let out a sigh as I saw a picture of me and Balthazar at his house.
"You and him where close." A voice said softly.
"He was my best friend..... only friend actually." I said looking up to see Chuck.
"I'm sorry." He said sadly.
"For what? For abandoning him! For abandoning me! For letting him die! Balthazar did everything for you! He died and you let him! Why! Why is he dead! Why haven't you brought him back!" I yelled through tears.
"I can't." He said sadly.
"Please Chuck.... please I need him. These past few years I have been so alone. Please he is everything to me.... He was my best friend..... is my best friend." I begged.
"I'm sorry but.... I can't bring him back no matter how much I want to." He said sadly.
"I have never asked for anything. I did everything that I was asked. Why can't you do this one thing.... why can't you let me see the love of my life just once?" I asked through tears.
"I'm sorry.... but he is gone and you have to move on. He wouldn't want this." Chick said walking away.
"He also wouldn't want to be dead!" I yelled slamming my door.
It wasn't long that we got Amara and Chuck to talk everything out. I set beside Sam as we waited for Dean to get back.
"I'm gonna go on a supply run.... I need some air." I said standing up and walking out of the room.
I made my way to the store and let it a sigh as I saw one of mine and Balthazar's favorite movies. I picked it up and laughed as I remembered when we first watched it. I put it in my cart and smiled as I found Titanic. I looked at it sadly and felt tears well up in my eyes, but before they fell I wiped them away and put the movie in my cart and then finished shopping. I made it home and smiled as I saw Dean talking to everyone.
"(Y/n)!" Dean exclaimed hugging me.
"Good to have you back moron." I said with a laugh.
"Good to be back beautiful." He said hugging me.
"Where is Cas?" I asked confused.
"In Heaven.... He is busy talking to the angels." Dean explained.
"About what?" I asked sitting my bags down.
"About being brought back." He said with a smile.
"What do you mean brought back?" I asked confused.
"God being back from his vacation." He explained with a smile.
"Oh.... I need to put this all away." I said with a sigh.
I walked into the kitchen and put everything where it belonged. I smiled as I pulled Titanic out and stuck it into my computer. I hit play and sighed as I watched it until the end, when it was done tears streamed down my face as I took it out and put it back in its case.
"Balthazar... I miss you so much." I said as I hid my face in my pillow.
"I missed you also." I voice said with a chuckle.
I quickly set up and stopped myself from turning around.
"If I look behind me..... you will really be there.... I won't be dreaming?" I asked softly.
"Look for yourself darling." He said with a chuckle.
I turned around and tears streamed down my face as I saw Balthazar behind me smiling at me.
"Balthazar." I whispered.
"In the flesh. So do I not get a hug, a kiss? I mean I did come back from the dead." He said with a chuckle.
I smiled as I jumped off of my bed and into his arms. I leaned up and pulled him into a deep kiss, he kissed me back before pulling away.
"If I would have known that dying would make you admit you loved me, I would have died years ago." He said leaning his forehead against mine.
"I missed you so much." I said hugging him tightly.
"I know, but don't worry. I'm not going anywhere, I'm here to stay..... with you." He said smiling down at me.
I hugged him tighter as he laid his head on top of mine and I closed my eyes breathing in his sent.