I feel all shrivelled up inside
Nothing I do eases the pain
I can't escape from my thoughts and nightmares
Whizzing around inside my brain
I feel lonely; I want to feel loved
I want to cuddle and kiss you
But that can never happen anymore
I don't even know how to describe how much I miss you
I can never manage to do anything right
I'll say something and too often I'll regret it
Like earlier today when I complimented him; should I really have done that,
Or did I make him uncomfortable? Is anything I say even worth it?
I know you'll probably never read this,
But I hope you know that I'm really truly sorry for everything
I'm sorry but I'm desperate for something from you
Please, I just want something to make my life something I want to be living
What the heck is wrong with me
Why do I say these things
I don't know, I just don't know how to get rid of this misery