Dear Girl I Love,
People have forgotten.
I'm so angry.
I'm the only one who visit your grave now. Not counting your brother and the dick wad who caused everything.
It's so hard to keep my head above the water when I'll I want to do is drown.
I'm doing it for you.
I tell myself that every night.
I'm doing it to keep your brother alive.
I'm doing it because I don't want to die.
I want to see you so badly. I want to tell you how much I love you.
Maybe then everything would be different.
Maybe I could be holding you right now instead of writing this stupid letter.
I wouldn't be thinking of your bloody figure and the crimson stained water.
I miss you so god damn much. It's not fair. You shouldn't have died.
And I should have kept you safe.
my head's slipping under water now.
I'm falling now,
The boy who should have said "I love you."