𝗁𝖺𝗇 𝗌𝖾𝗈𝗃𝗎𝗇,
tick tock there goes the clock,
stupid little hand passing time
and all I can do is watch as the
time flies by and all my heart
is doing is beating but yours,
your heart stopped on this day.
you didnt even wake up from
the coma, your heart just stopped
beating and I wasn't even there.
the nurses had told me to go
home that day and I did but I
didn't know that it would be
your last. I wanted to blame
the nurses but I feel like they
saved me from the horror of
losing you. because when the
call came and I rushed to the
hospital, they told me that you
had been crying before you died.
after that I couldn't remember
what happened, its still all a
blur till today, I don't think I want
to remember what happened next,
I'm scared it'll hurt too much.
because part of me is grateful
that I can't remember much of that day.
I miss you my love,
𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝖾𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗇𝗀
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( 180424 )