The next morning, I woke with taehyung sleeping peacefully next to me. I looked like it was about 8am so I had gotten to sleep a couple hours with him. I noticed how hungry I was due to not eating dinner last night.
I walked down to see Jin making food.
"good morning Jin"
Jin turned to me "h -uh good morning y/n" he looked almost scared to be by me.
"Jin are you okay?"
Jin "yeah, yeah sorry, how did you sleep"
"eh as good as I could for the night I had"
Jin "about that."
"Jin I know I went off on him but really, he ripped my fucking jacket open."
Jin "so you beat his fa-"
"you weren't there. You don't know how he pushed me down and trapped me under him, you don't know how he kissed the marks taehyung made, you don't know how he said that he was the only one who could touch me, you don't know the hypocritical things he said to me. You don't know the situation so stop acting like you do. I already felt bad, I cleaned up his face I don't need to say sorry. I just want him to own up to what he has said. His actions aren't as pure as you make them out to be."
Jin "I'm sorry y/n. you're right I don't know the situation. Just knows that he loves you a lot and seeing that tae had you before he could make it up to you and have another chance he was heartbroken."
"I know, I know. That doesn't excuse his actions though"
Jin "yes that is true."
"I would love some of whatever you are making"
Jin "someone is hungry" he laughed "here" he handed me a plate and I started to eat
Jin and I had been eating and talking for about 10 minutes. It's been nice I haven't been able to talk to him much. He's a great person who cares a lot for his brothers. I can see how much of a family these boys are. They even have a little name for each other.'bts'. how cute.
Midway through a sentence I was surprised by two hands wrapping over my shoulders.
?? "morning beautiful"
Taehyung of course
"good morning" I said and continued tried to continue my conversation with Jin, but he couldn't wipe away the look of disappointment on his face.
"Jin what's bothering you" tae walked to the fridge.
when he was out of earshot he spoke "I'm sorry y/n I just don't approve of you and taehyung"
"why"
Jin "I still think that you and Jungkook should be together"
"don't do that. I don't want you guys to be against us"
Jin "you didn't see him without you y/n. I am his best friend he tells me everything. When he found out you had found him he was terrified for you. He made sure that every trace of him was lost. And It broke his heart to do so. After a year of being m.i.a. he went to visit you see how you were doing but to never let you see him. He came back to us in tears. He was depressed for weeks even months. He loves you and he's been trying to protect you his whole life and then you go and sleep with his brother. You are so close to him yet you're out of reach and he is trying his best to do something about it but its tearing him apart."
I sat there stunned. All these years he's cared for me as much as I have him. All of it was to protect me. And even now him kidnapping me and bringing me here, it's to protect me.
"Jin what am I supposed to do? I- I think I love taehyung but of course Jungkook means the world to me." I hesitated "I'll always love him"
Taehyungs pov
Left Jin Hyung and y/n to go get food for myself. I grabbed milk and walked towards the pantry. I overheard Jin talking about Jungkook, so I listened in
Jin "-. He loves you and he's been trying to protect you his whole life and then you go and sleep with his brother. You are so close to him yet you're out of reach and he is trying his best to do something about it but its tearing him apart."
y/n "Jin what am I supposed to do? I- I think I love taehyung but of course Jungkook means the world to me." I hesitated "I'll always love him"
at first, I was happy at her words. She loves me? But I came back to reality. She also loves Jungkook. She always will. I should've payed more attention. I know he loves her and I was an awful brother to take her from him. I can't do this to him anymore. I need to stop anything I have with her, no matter how much I love her. Jungkook is the one for her.
I stepped in
"you should love him. Forget about me y/n" I held back my tears
y/n" what!" she stood up
please don't come here
she walked to me
"stop thinking about me. Jungkook has always been here for you. go to him"
y/n "tae" she whispered obviously holding back her tears
"it's okay" I whispered in response "love him with all your heart. And if it ever fails I'll always be her for you"
She gave me a tight hug "what if I don't want to leave your arms"
I looked down at her. "Y/n please. You belong with him and you know it. Don't make this complicated. Go with him"
As much as it pained me to say this, i meant it. Every word. Jungkook has always looked after her. They should be together.
Y/n hugged me tighter " thank you for making this decision for me. I would never be able to myself"
Namjoon suddenly then came running into the room and plopped down his notebook. He looked like he had gotten zero sleep last night.
I quickly sat next to him and pat his back.
"Namjoon what's going on are you okay."
I had never seen him so flustered.
Namjoon "no. I'm not fine. All of us are not fine. Bring everyone into the living room now."
I quickly ran to get everyone upstairs and the other two went to the other rooms.
I ran into Jungkook's room
"downstairs now" I said and immediately ran to Jimin's room
"Jimin get up! come down to the living room now"
I made it downstairs with the two boys following right behind me.
When we got to the living room the others were already there
Namjoon was a mumbling mess.
"Namjoon calm down and tell us what's happening"
Namjoon "we forgot. We forgot about the one guy. We thought that we were in the clear, but we really weren't"
Jin "Namjoon you're not making and sense"
I was searching through the recent events in my head. The only thing that happened was the 10 guys who tried kill me, us. But what did we forget about that?
Namjoon started mumbling to himself again
"OH MY GOD"
Jimin "what, what is going on?"
"we forgot about him!" Namjoon nodded franticly pointing at me "holy fuck joonie! How did we forget about him!"
Yoongi "guys what the fuck is going on!"
"We forgot about the guy at the restaurant!" I basically yelled
Realization passed through everyone's faces. The guy at the restaurant had seen you. That's how the 10 guys knew to follow you when you left. But no one thought to make sure he was dead. No one thought about the guy at the restaurant.
Namjoon "I heard from one of my connections last night that someone heard that we were hiding y/n"
Taehyung "if word makes it back to our parents then were all in big fucking trouble"
"I'll go. I'll stay in Australia. I have a few contacts there that can protect me."
Jungkook "I don't trust this"
"we don't have a choice"
Jimin "no you can just stay. We will protect you like we have been and everything will be fine." He pleaded
Hoseok "no Jimin y/ns right. Her going to Australia is the best for her" he looked down.
Jungkook got up and left. He looked devastated.
I followed him into his room
Jungkook "I can't stand being away from you again. I just don't think I can do It."
"Jungkook I've been here for like two weeks. You can't be that attached to me again" to be honest I was already attached again. I didn't want to leave.
Jungkook "y/n you've been on my mind for 5 years. No scratch that. You've been bouncing around my head you 9 years now. The first time I lost you I broke but I finally had gotten back on my feet, then by chance I had you again but only in a matter of weeks. Now I'm supposed to give you up?" he sat on his bed defeated.
I walked over to the bed and sat next to him "I'm sorry"
I lowered my head. hes right. Right after we found each other we must let go. It was hard enough the first time but this time I can come back. There is no wondering if the other still remembers them. We will see each other again.
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note
i think this is actual shit but like i think it gets better lmaoooooo thanks for reading.