||C H A P T E R 15
Its been twenty years and i'm so sorry i made you all wait, pray for me and my laziness
~Jimin~
"please don't leave me like everyone else does"
My heart almost broke when i heard those words, i'm not a big fan of Yoongi, but it hurts me when i know other people are hurting, knowing that they feel sad
His grip tightens, pulling me even closer him, snuggling into me
I try to get away, squirming around in his arms
"I didn't wan't to do this Yoongi, but you leave me no choice" i sigh
I put my hand up above his face, going down as fast and hard as i could
It took me a few seconds to realize what i did, and then when i did realize..
...Oh shit
I just slapped Yoongi
~Yoongi~
12 year old Yoongi
"b-but dad" i said, shaking
"Yoongi!" he yelled "i'm leaving, and if your wondering why then just ask your whore of a mother"
my mom was crying on the couch while my dad was holding two suit cases at the front door
i was crying my eyes out, my dad has NEVER yelled like this
"p-p-please don't go"
"bye Yoongi"
"NO!" i yelled, at this point i was mad and hurt (mentally)
"yoongi, i'm leaving and that's that" he said back angrily
"please don't leave me like everyone else does"
i know i sound like i'm over overexerting but it's ture
my best friend left me for new and different 'friends', my sister ran away when i was 10, my mom doesn't feel like my real mom anymore, and my dad is now leaving because my mom cheated on him with a guy named Dave
my father keeled down to me, looking like he was about to cry, like all the anger was now gone
"son" he started " i love you very much, have a good life and NEVER turn out like your mom"
i was about to say something else then when all of the sudden
BAM
I wake up and realize i was dreaming, i look around and see i'm still in my bed, starting to feel a sting in my cheek, i realize that someone has slapped me, and hard
I turn my head to see a guilty looking Park Jimin next to me
"Did you just fucking slap me" i growled
"H-how else w-was i-i supposed to wake y-you u-up" he said to me, obviously scared
"Why didn't you just shake me, you dumb ass"
"I did" he said "But you wouldn't wake up"
It take's me a good minute to realize that i have my hand around his oh so beautiful slim waist
I sadly remove it , only then remembering my dream
"Did i say anything while i was sleeping" i ask
"N-no" he said, he was obviously lying, but i let it slide for now
"What do you wan't anyways" i ask, rubbing my cheek
"Dinner is ready" he say's, gaining back his confidence
I was lifting my hand up to ruffle my hair but as soon as i did Jimin put his hands above his head
What?
My resting bitch face turned into a concerned one
Did Jimin think i was going to hit him
"What's wrong" i ask "Did you think i would hit you"
"Umm, let's go to dinner" he laughed nervously, totally dodging the question
As soon as he stood up i grabbed his wrist, and i grabbed it hard
"Ow" Jimin yelped in pain
I quickly let go
"I'm sorry, i didn't mean to grab you that hard" i said
"It's fine, let's just go" he said
I sigh, nodding as i got up, following behind Jimin as we walked down stairs
I go down to see everyone sitting down, me and Jimin are seated across each other as the smell of food quickly goes straight to my brain, making me hungry
"What took you guy's so long" Mr.Park asked
"He wouldn't wake up" Jimin said
"Well i did work my ass off the whole fucking day" i said, adding onto what Jimin said
"Yoongi don't start this" Mr.Park said, giving me a stern look
I just rolled my eye's and started eating
~Jimin~
While eating i couldn't stop thinking about earlier
I actually didn't think Yoongi was going to hit me, it just becomes a habit to put my hands over my head when someone brings their hand up to me, Jackson and his friends always do it so, i couldn't help it
And let me tell you, when Yoongi grabbed my wrist i wanted to scream so loud that the dinosaurs would hear me, it hurt like a bitch
I just stared at my food, coming up with a plan to loose everything i'm about to eat
I'll just puke it up anyway
I hope Yoongi's dumb enough to think nothings wrong
Jin already know's and i don't wan't anyone else knowing
No, i won't let anyone else know
And that's a promise
~Yoongi~
After dinner it was time for bed so we all had to change and go to sleep
Jimin was in the bathroom and i really needed to go pee, but since shorty won't hurry up i had to wait
I hear gagging noises and a lot of coughing so of course i start to worry
Just as i was about to knock, Jimin walk's out of the bathroom
He looks cute, but horrible, his face was red and he just looked sick
He walked right past me not even saying good night
"Are you ok Jimin" i asked, turning toward him
He turned to me, taking a deep breath, giving me the most warm hearted smile iv'e even seen..
But overall, i could see the sadness in his eye's, seeing them tear up..
But all in all, he kept smiling, look straight at me
"I'm fine"