What You're Not | ✔

By keahlovee

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[Now free to read!!] When she moves to a new town, all Loren wants is a fresh start. But things get complicat... More

✨ ANNOUNCEMENT ✨
01. The Walls
02. Party Crashers
03. Pure Ego
04. Fashion Club
05. Study Buddy
06. Miss Attitude
07. This Is Weird
08. Sweaty Palms
9. Starless Night
10. Drugstore Proposal
11. The Guidelines
12. Just Friends
13. Thirteen Again
14. Regret Hangover
15. Destiny's Plan
16. PB&J
17. Locked In
18. Jealous
19. Flash Flood
20. Coming Clean
21. Caffeinated Apologies
22. Fear Of Feelings
23. Choices
24. In Between
25. Insecure
26. The Maze
27. Rivals
28. Buried At The Bottom
29. Different
30. The B Word
31. A Second Chance
32. Third Times A Charm
33. Soft Spots
35. The Fall Festival
36. The Truth
37. Playing House
38. Family Dinner
39. Murky Water
40. Sleep Over (1)
41. Sleep Over (2)
42. Rule Breaker
43. Worth It
44. Masquerade (1)
45. Masquerade (2)
46. Numb
47. Hope
48. Fight For It
49. Protective, Possessive
50. Collide
Epilogue
*BONUS* 29. Different (miles's pov)

34. Paper Cuts

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By keahlovee

Excitement bubbled inside me as I looked through the rack of my designs. There was still a lot to be done though. The fashion show was less than a month away and so far we only had three completed outfits to be bid on.

That's why, after turning down their offers multiple times, I finally accepted the help of The Twins, Riley, Chelsea and—reluctantly—Vivian. The six of us were hunkered down at the Twin's house since their moms had a craft room with more than enough supplies to help us get the rest of the outfits ready.

"Sewing by hand is barbaric," Chelsea complained as sucked on her thumb. I assumed she poked herself again.

The one thing lacking at The Twin's craft studio were sewing machines. There was only one and it was too complicated (and too expensive) for any of us to even attempt to use.

"I'd take over for you," Vivian offered from her spot on the floor. A stack of freshly printed fashion show programs sat next to her and on her other side was a stack of neatly folded programs. "But Loren doesn't trust me with anything but folding paper."

"She sure doesn't," I said, flashing her a sarcastic smile.

"To be fair," Jem told her, "you did try get information about Loren out of her ex. I wouldn't trust you either."

Vivian exhaled, folding another program and stacking it with the others. "It's not like I even got anything useful out of him."

"Not the point," I said.

"I was joking," she said. "Seriously, how many more paper cuts do I have to get to prove to you that I'm not a bad person?"

"We'll see," I replied. Grabbing an unfinished white, denim jacket from the rack, I take a seat and began working on it.

Vivian got up from the floor and stood in front of me. "What if I get you another interview, or whatever, with my mom?"

I paused, tempted by her offer. Then I remembered my last encounter with Victoria. "That bridge has been burned."

"Not if you show her what you've done," she motions to the rack of clothes. "We can go to my house today and you can talk to her."

As tempting as that sounded I still couldn't get over the fact that I didn't trust her. "I'll pass."

"God, Loren, I'm not trying to lure you to your death," she huffed, crossing her arms over her chest. "Don't be so paranoid."

I was beginning to understand why Miles jumped when he asked her to. She clearly didn't take no for an answer. If I was serious about giving her a second chance, I had to give her fair chance to prove herself.

"Okay, I'll go."

+ + +

Vivian's house seemed bigger without a few dozen people mingling inside. Our footsteps echoed through the foyer as we made our way up the stairs. There were large photos lined diagonally along the wall of the staircase. They were family photos of Vivian, Victoria and who I assumed was Vivian's father. I couldn't see his face because they were all covered with magazine cutouts of various male celebrities.

"My mom can be a bit dramatic," Vivian said, noticing my staring.

"So that's where you get it from," I snorted.

"Funny," she said, looking over her shoulder at me. "Miles always liked funny girls."

I couldn't tell if she was being sarcastic or not. It didn't even matter because the idea if discussing my relationship with her made my stomach churn. "Let's not bring him up."

Vivian said nothing until we reached the top of the stairs. She looked down the hall at a closed door.

"Doors closed," she informed me. "That means she doesn't want to be disturbed. You can help me while you wait."

She started waling in the opposite direction of her mom's office and I followed. We entered a bedroom with pale green walls and a large bed with about twenty stuffed animals arranged on it. Not at all what I expected her room to look like.

"Disappointed there's no hell fire or rotting corpses?" She smirked.

"Kind of."

"You can sit if you want." She pointed to the love seat that was up against the wall. I sat down, dropping my bag on the floor next to my feet. "Why don't you want to talk about Miles? I've known him for almost ten years. I can tell you all of his juicy secrets."

"For starters I don't really believe a single thing that comes out of your mouth."

She rolled her eyes at me before stepping into her walk-in closet. From where I was seated I could only get a glimpse of her wardrobe. It was stocked with clothes I could only dream of owning. I was sure I could make my own versions of most of the stuff, but it'd be nothing like owning clothes from real designers.

"Since you don't believe anything I say," she said, stepping out of the closet with a thick binder hugged to her chest. "I have pictures. I know photo albums are old school, but things feel more permanent when I can actually hold them in my hands."

My brow creased as I watched her drop down on the couch beside me. She was being overly enthusiastic about this. I found myself missing the constant glares.

"Why are you doing this?"

Her brown eyes looked up at me innocently. "Doing what?"

"Being nice, trying to be my friend," I told her. "You told me we didn't have to do this."

She let out a sigh, placing the photo album down on the couch next to her. "Honestly, Miles has been a little distant since he started seeing you." She raked her fingers through her hair, a frown over taking her features. "I found out you were dating through Riley. Riley! She the last to know anything."

That didn't answer my question. If the issue was between her and Miles then he should've been the one who was forced to look at photo albums. Actually, that wasn't what I wanted either. Their relationship was still a mystery to me and a small ping of jealousy ran through me at the thought of them together.

I was at a crossroad. One path was high and noble, the other low and petty. I might not have trusted Vivian, but I did trust Miles. She was his friend and I didn't want to destroy what Miles and I had by driving a wedge between him and her. No one wanted to be that girl. So, I took the highroad.

"What did you need help with?"

"What?" She lifted a brow at me.

"When you dragged me in here you said I could help you," I reminded her. "What were you talking about?"

Her face lit up as she lifted herself up from the couch. "My birthday is coming up and I need help picking a dress for the party," she said, stepping into her walk-in. A few moments later she walked out with three black garment bags in her arms. "I was reading this book that had a masquerade ball scene and I got inspired to throw one myself."

She closed the door, hanging the bags on the rack that hung on the back. She unzipped each of the bags, revealing three gorgeous ball gowns. I might've known my way around a sewing machine, but I could never create anything like those.

"Red, black or gold?" She pointed to each, looking at me expectantly.

I stood to get a better look at them. The three dresses we're all beautiful, but one stood out the most. "Gold," I said. The metallic fabric demanded attention, which would be perfect for Vivian.

She took the dress from the bag, walked over to the full length mirror and held the dress up to herself. She smiled at her reflection. "I guess you're not so useless after all."

I held back an eye roll as I reclaimed my seat on the couch. Vivian started ranting about shoes as she put the dresses back into her closet. I pulled out my phone to distract myself from the fact that I was starting to bond with enemy.

Vivian emerged from her closet with four shoe boxes stacked in her arms. She set the boxes down on the bed, then turned to me to say something. Before she could, though, there was a knock at the door.

"It's open," Vivian called out, lowering herself onto the bed.

Victoria walked in, a bright smile on her face. "We got the ballroom!"

"We did?" Vivian's face mirrored her mother's.

"Of course," she grinned. "I wasn't going to let some dentist convention ruin my daughters party."

She jumped up from the bed, rushing over to hug her mom. It was hard to shake the fact that the same girl with a bed full of stuffed animals was also the girl who was a complete bitch just a week ago. She seemed to take on an entirely different persona.

"Thanks, Ma," Vivian beamed. "I need one more thing, though."

She glanced over at me, waving for me to come over.

"Loren, " Victoria greeted. "I didn't see you there. What are you doing here?"

"She wants another interview thingy," Vivian spoke for me.

Her mother's lips formed a straight line as she eyed me warily. "You've wasted my time once already."

"I know and I'm sorry," I apologized, pulling at my fingers. "I'm ready to get serious now and I'd love to have the opportunity to work with you."

She still didn't convinced. "Your unique style is what drew me to you, but those designs I saw—"

"She fixed them," Vivian cut in, nudging me. "Show her."

I pulled the pictures up on my phone and handed it to Victoria. My breathing stopped as I watched for a reaction as she swiped through the photos. Her lips twitched up into a small smile and I allowed myself to breathe.

"Now this is what I was expecting from you," she told me, handing the phone back. "I have a conference call in a few minutes, but how does tomorrow at five sound?"

"Perfect."

"So," Vivian sang after her mom left the room. "Do you believe that I'm not out to get you now?"

Maybe she was being genuinely nice to me and really did want to be my friend, but I couldn't bring myself to fully trust her. She was putting on the jealous girlfriend act a week ago. How was I supposed to believe she had good intentions when she'd been so sneaky before?

"Thanks for getting me another interview with your mom," I said to her as I went to grab my bag. "But after everything I just don't believe that you're magically fine with me and Miles."

I expected her to say something snarky. Instead, she turned, suddenly interested in the pile of shoes on her bed. "Whatever."

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