Williams pov.
I woke up the next morning and the first thing I saw was Anna. I couldn't help but smile at how peaceful and beautiful she looked asleep. I thought about how amazing last night was and how it felt having her warm body against mine, how each kiss we shared was better then the last even though with each kiss we had I thought it wasn't possible it could be any better then the last, but it was. I couldn't help but remember how she sounded as she moaned my name when the amount of pleasure she was feeling was to much, but she only held me closer to her. It felt as if her body was a perfect match to mine the way they moved together the entire night. Her lips, her soft lips felt so smooth against mine making me only want to press my lips closer to hers and no matter how much I kissed her I still wasn't satisfied I only wanted to kiss her again, I was hungry for more. I ran my fingers up her bare back feeling the radiation her skin was giving off, I couldn't keep my hands off of her no matter how much I tried. I could feel her body move slightly and I quickly closed my eyes as if I was sleeping.
Anna's pov.
I woke up to see William laying down right next to me. His arms were wrapped securely around my body making me smile. I looked up at his face and saw how perfect he looked even being asleep. I in the other hand probably looked like a complete mess most likely having my hair sticking out in every direction, thank god he was still asleep. My fingers went to his hair that I was so obsessed with last night and I started running them through it. Memories of last night flooded my mind and as much as I didn't want to I smiled again. Kissing his lips, feeling his body, having him inside of me, it's was just too much to handle but yet I wanted more, I wanted all of him. My body let out a shiver as I thought about all the things we did and how amazing it felt, but yet I didn't want to feel like that. When I was on my way over here the thought of sleeping with him hadn’t crossed my mind, hell the thought of kissing him hadn’t, well it had, I meant it’s been in my mind since he defended me from the prick Chase, but I didn’t think I was going to do it. I honestly didn’t know what I was going to do; all I knew is that I wanted to be with him.
After running my fingers through his hair for a little longer I decided I should leave. Just when I was about to get up William grabbed me tighter and pushed me closer to him, I tried getting away but his grip on me was just too tight. I decided to wait for him to loosen it up so to keep from getting bored I listened to him breath and tried matching my own breathing with his, and that’s when my eyes slowly started to close and before I knew it, I was asleep.
I woke up again to an empty bed. I scanned the room while sitting up and didn’t spot a trace of William anywhere. Great, I thought to myself, he left me in his own house. How could I be so stupid! I should have left when I first woke up, but no William had to get all cuddly, cuddly while he was sleeping and I let myself fall asleep. Just as I was about to get off his bed I heard the door open, I snapped my head towards the door to see William coming in with a tray filled with food.
“Good morning sleepy head.” He smiled as he said this walking towards me with his hands holding the tray filled with food.
“What time is it?” I asked him.
“Eleven, I’ve been up since ten cooking.” He handed me the tray smiling. “Well, I know I’m not the best cook but I tried my best not to poison you.” He told me laughing.
I laughed as I looked down at the tray in my lap. There were pancakes, scrambled eggs, a muffin, toast with butter on it, bacon strips, and a glass of orange juice. I looked up and smiled at him, to think that I thought he had left when in actual he was making me breakfast. “Thank you.” I told him as he laid down next to me.
I grabbed the fork and knife and began cutting the pancakes. I grabbed a piece and dunk it into the little cup of syrup he put on there. I was scared to take a bite of it but I did anyway since I was starving and it was amazing. “William, this is so good.” I told him shoving another piece into my mouth.
“Yeah?” he said. “I mean thank Aunty Jane; I just followed the instructions on the box.” He said smiling.
“Well, thank you Aunty Jane this is amazing!” I told him after I took a sip of the orange juice.
“Well, are you gonna give me some?” He said leaning up toward me flashing me that smirk of his that drove me insane as I looked back at him.
“No.” I said smiling at him as I grabbed the bacon strip and took a bite of it.
“That’s a lot of food though.” He said reaching over to get the other bacon strip but I smacked his hand with my fork.
“I know, but you out of all people should know how much I love food.” I told him while I scooped up some of the eggs in my fork then popping it into my mouth.
“Well then, can I get a kiss?” He asked while looking at me.
I instantly froze. I didn’t know what to do, yeah we did way more than kiss last night, way, way more than kissing, but yet I was afraid of where everything was going. I looked at him and smiled, “Mmmm, nope.” I said turning back to eat more of the food he made.
“Well that’s no fair then.” He slumped down into the pillow acting like a little kid.
I laughed at this. “Your such a baby!” I told him. “Open your damn mouth.” I demanded as I brought the fork filled with pancakes to his mouth. He listened to me and opened his mouth.
“That really is good!” He said sounding as if he was surprised at how good something he made tasted. His hand went to grab a piece of the scrambled eggs. I yet again smacked his hand with my fork.
“You’re such a needy boy Will!” I growled and popped another piece of pancakes to my mouth. After finishing the pancakes, most of the eggs, half the toast, and all of my juice, I set the tray down on the floor.
“Well someone was hungry.” He said smirking.
“I told you I don’t play around with food” I smirked back at him, “Well I should go.” I added as I was propping myself off the bed.
He grabbed my arm holding me where I was, “So you eat the food I make you and you just try to leave without even saying thank you.” He laid his free hand upon his heart “I for one, am hurt!” He added a dramatic sigh at the end.
“Shut up” I said trying to get up once again, but he wouldn’t let go of my arm.
“Why are you leaving so fast?” He asked me with a sincere voice.
“Will, you and I both know that’s not a good idea.” I told him honestly.
“Why not Anna?” He asked me seriously.
“Come on! Will stop that! Stop changing things!” I practically yelled at him.
“Anna stop being scared! I can’t take it anymore, I don’t want things to just stay the same between up. I want more, being just friends with you isn’t enough for me.” He told me trying to keep his voice low but I knew he was agitated and beyond irritated with me. All he’s ever done to me is be there. He’s always been there when I needed him, no matter if it was over a little thing or a tremendous thing, I could always count on him and yet here I am treating him like shit.
“last night was a…” he cut me off before I was able to continue.
“Don’t say a mistake. Please don’t say it was a mistake! Last night was amazing for me and I know for a fact it was for you to. So please don’t say it was a mistake because I know you don’t mean it I know you loved being with me just as much as I loved being with you.” He told me with a hurt expression on his face. I couldn’t stand seeing him like this, I just couldn’t, but what if down the line I did something to hurt him even worse, what if I made another stupid mistake like I always do. I couldn’t stand the idea of everything ending badly and me having to lose him, I just couldn’t aford to lose him. I already lost him once and it literally felt like all hell broke loose. Not having him, not being with him, not hearing his voice, or not having him to tell me everything was going to be alright like he always did when things got rough.
“Alright so let’s say I did love every freaking second of last night and I stay here with you. What happens when we fight? What happens if things end badly? I can’t lose you as a friend, I just can’t why can’t you understand that!” I told him with tears filling my eyes having them on the merge of escaping, I didn’t want to cry and I was trying my best not to but I couldn’t keep them in if things kept going the way they were right now.
“Everyone fights that’s something that we can’t control; even as friends were still going to fight. Can’t you see that if we stay friends were not going to be content were going to want more, just like we do right now, so why can’t we be together and happy? I can promise you that I will never ever try to hurt you all I want to do is be with you and make you happy because that’s what makes me happy.” He looked at me with pleading eyes trying to get through the walls that I’ve built up in front of him. Never in my life would have I imagined that I would build walls not to let William in. He’s the only person that I feel so comfortable with other then Grace, but with William it was different, I felt completely different with him, and it scared me to death.
“Cut the bullshit William, you sound like a high school couple promising each other forever and ever and a whole bunch of other shit that doesn’t come true.” I said trying to sound fierce but all I sounded like the scared girl I was.
“Anna.” He let out a sigh. “Trust me when I tell you that I have never, ever felt like this for anyone. I may sound like I’m in high school but you see the difference is, I know I can keep those promises. What I feel for you is beyond imaginable I can’t even explain it, and I know you feel it too but your too scared to admit it, you’re scared that you’re gonna lose me but I promise you, you’re not. Even if things don’t work out, I plan on being there for you for the rest of my life. I can’t stay away from you, so don’t expect me to.” By now he was right in front of me, we were both sitting on the edge of the bed face to face.
“So why can’t you be there for me just as friends?” I said so low not expecting him to hear this but he did.
“Because, I just won’t be able to stand to see another guys arms around you, when they should be my arms, I just won’t be able to stand to see another guy kiss you, when I should be the one who gets to feel your soft lips amongst my own, I just won’t be able to stand to hear another guy call you his, when you should be mine, I just won’t be able to stand to see you with any other guy that’s not me. You’re mine, you’ve always been mine ever since high school but now I’m not willing to share you any more, I just won’t be able to.” He told me softly with the softest expression planted on his face. His eyes looked directly in mine as he said this sending small sparks down my spine.
“And what happens when you find someone else. You’re just gonna leave me.” I told him flatly looking back at him.
“I know for a fact that just like I won’t be able to stand seeing you with another guy, you sure as hell won’t be able to stand seeing me with another girl. But that doesn’t matter, because there’s no way in hell that I could be with any other girl that’s not you. Can’t you see it Anna? I only want you.” He had the most sincere voice when he said this.
I thought about seeing him with another girl, I imagined him having his arms wrapped around her the way his wrap around mine and I couldn’t stand even thinking about it so how was I supposed to bare looking at it. I tried imagining myself with another guy and I just couldn’t, I couldn’t imagine myself with anyone else other than him. It was then when I realized it. “And I only want you too.” I told him softly.
A smile crept among his face and I couldn’t help but smile back. My stomach was turning in all sorts of directions but I didn’t care because as soon as his hand touched mine all the worries I had went away and the feeling in my stomach disappeared and turned into a much more pleasant feeling, butterflies. He slowly leaned in and planted his lips on my own; he just left them there probably wondering how I’m reacting. Then he slowly started kissing me I reacted instantly loving the way how his lips felt on mine. He slowly pulled away and my lips were burning for more, he smiled“You’re lips taste like syrup.” He said smiling.
I instantly felt my cheeks burn up knowing I was blushing only made me blush more, “Sorry.” I told him shyly.
His smile only grew bigger and he said, “You’re even cuter when you blush.” He winked at me which only made me blush even harder. God I was not an easy one to blush but he made it seem like the easiest thing in the world.
“Stop it.” I told him playfully pushing him slightly. He once again leaned in and I felt my eyes shut a little more the closer he got. The next thing I know I was thrown on the bed and instead of having him kiss me he was tickling me all over. “Will! Stop. Stop it.” It took me longer to say this then needed since I couldn’t stop laughing.
“Not until you say, William is the best person in the whole world and he’s so freakin hot!” he said in a girly voice.
“Please. Please don’t tell, don’t tell me that was. Me.” I could barely even speak since I couldn’t stop laughing thanks to William tickling me all over.
“You can be it was!” He said continuing to tickle me.
“I-I don’t ev-evn sound like that!” I let out a yell at the end. “Oh m-m-my gosh! Wi-Will stop! I finally managed to add.
“Not until you say it!” He said starting to tickle me on my sides where I was extremely ticklish.
“I-Im about to pe-pee my p-pa-pants!” I told him.
“Well then you better say it soon!” he said laughing.
“Wil-william. Is the be-best. Person in the. Whole wor-world and . He’s so freakin h-h-hot. I let out finally. He stopped tickling and laid down on my side laughing like crazy as I was catching my breath.
“Like OMG William is soooo freaking h-h-hot.” He yet again said in a girly voice while smirking at me.
“You’re such a dick!” I told him elbowing him on the side. He got on top of me making that same damn shiver to run down my spine again. A small smile appeared on his face and I couldn’t help but smile back at him, I couldn’t help but lean up and kiss him. Right now everything was just perfect, he was just perfect.