"All I want is you, so what you tryna do?"
5 months later...
May 26, 2017
5:35 p.m.
Robyn Fenty
"Babe...." Onika taps me with her foot as I sit on the edge of the bed, playing my game.
"Wh- damn it!" I curse as the Houston Rockets shoot a three on me, tying the score.
"Babe. Do you still love me?" Onika asks for the thousandth time this month.
I sigh, pausing the game. I turn towards her and squeeze her thigh," of course I do. Why would you think that? Honestly?"
"Because... I'm all fat and... I have stretch marks-"
"Baby. That doesn't change anything. I still love you the way you are. I've told you this so many times."
"I know... it's just... I think that you're going to fall out of love with me because I'm fat and pregnant and all I do is nag and get jealous all the time... and you're going to find someone who doesn't do those things. Someone prettier and skinnier. And more beautiful...." I can see her eyes getting glossy as she speaks.
"Baby. Baby." I grab her hand and squeeze it," I don't want them because they won't care for me like I care for them. The other day, I stubbed my toe. What you do?"
"...Iced it for you..." she replies lowly.
"And this morning, you woke me up because you wanted me to eat your pussy. What did I do?"
"Give me head. Even though you were grumpy..."
"And all these times you hit me and screamed at me because I never got that ice cream flavor right? What did I finally do yesterday?"
"Got it right."
"Exactly. We have that type of love no one else has. That unbreakable love. I can't get that with anyone else. If I didn't want you I would've been left. So don't think that I'ma leave you anyone soon woman. Especially when I have Kyng growing inside of you..." I say, smiling and rubbing her belly.
She smiles and closes her eyes, obviously satisfied with the answer.
These past couple of months with her have been hectic. After a week or two of staying in Mel's home, we snuck into her house and got as much money we can get and most of Onika's belongings. The money added up to around thirty-five thousand dollars and we got a nice little house across the city. Onika's mother wanted nothing to do with her and she made no attempt to ask Onika how she's been with the baby. The last we heard from her was that night that changed everything. After Onika's 18th birthday, we decided to go solo with or without her. Now that I'm 17, I've gotten a part time job that pays well. Enough for us to save up for our son and for anything we need. Zen and Roman are still together and Roman has been avoiding her mother also, seeing how she reacted to Onika coming out. We live about 15 minutes away from them so we go see them whenever we can. And if I do say so myself... Onika and I have already begun our journey as adults. And I love it. We found out that Onika is having a boy and I had the perfect name for him. Kyng Shawn Maraj-Fenty. I've always wanted a kid named Kyng because I wanted to treat him like one. And I want it with a Y because obviously my name is spelt with a Y instead of an I. Shawn came from Onika, which was just a spur of the moment. But we stuck with it.
"When are the nurses coming?" Onika asks, sleepily.
"They should be here in the morning. You want some dinner?" I ask, rubbing her thigh.
Onika shakes her head but I still decide on fixing her food. She's not going to skip a meal around me.
"Did you finish your online classes?"
She nods her head," yea. My last day was today. They'll give me a report card and tell me if I passed next week."
I smile," that's wassup. I finished my classes at the school too. It's not the same when you not there. But it's all cool."
"Beyoncé giving you problems?" Onika asks, her eyes shooting open.
I shake my head," no. I think she moved. She ain't been there since... January. A couple weeks after you beat her ass."
"What about Kehlani?"
"She has a girlfriend. That one that looks just like her. Shaina or something like that... her friends call her Toushai."
"Hmm..." Nicki hums, closing her eyes again.
I roll my eyes at her jealousy that was about to show. Then a smile crosses my face. She really cares about me. That's why she's so jealous. She wants to make sure I'm not giving any girl the attention she needed. And the truth is, I'm not. Not so much attention has been out on me after Onika and I got back together. And after everyone saw the fight, they know not to even remotely think about me in my presence or Onika will give them the same treatment.
"I love you baby..." I tell her, continuing to play my game.
After not hearing a response, I turn and see that Onika is fast asleep.
I chuckle and continue to play my game.
I'm glad she let me back in... or we wouldn't be where we are right now...
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Zendaya Coleman
"Pinche puta!" Roman screams, throwing a glass cup at my head. I duck just in time and it shatters on the wall behind me.
"Baby! Stop throwing shit!"
"I fucking hate you, Zendaya¡Déjame quieta! ¡Te odio!" She screams, throwing another cup. I duck again, hiding behind the island.
"Baby. What did I do?" I ask, truly scared for my life.
"I saw you with her!" Roman yells, followed by a string of Spanish and- I can only guess - Creole curse words.
I try to translate some of it but one word sticks out and that's gym.
"That girl at the gym?" I ask as more glass rains down on me.
"Si, perra estupida! You trying to cheat on me?!"
"Baby! That was my trainer!"
"A trainer gets all on you like that?Opening your legs and shit?!"
I groan, rolling my eyes," babe! She was stretching my leg! That's what you posed to do!"
"You're a fucking liar! If you don't want me, just say so!" She says, stomping off.
I fight the air in my hiding space. Once I tire myself out, I get up and fetch a broom. I know she's not going anywhere. She realized that once again, she's wrong. She's so overprotective and jealous. I love it but when she gets to hitting me and throwing shit at me, I have to hate it at the same time.
As I sweep up the glass, I can hear music playing upstairs and I can guess that she's taking a shower. She usually does this after she has a blowout. I don't know why she's so certain that I will cheat on her. I'm not even that big of a deal like Robyn. Speaking of, I wonder does she go through this same thing every day? She probably does. Considering that the twins act exactly the same.
After I dump the glass in the trash can, I sigh, gather my pride and head upstairs. I walk into the room that we share and I can hear the shower running, over the music,in the connected bathroom.
I twist the knob to find it locked. Huffing, I pick up my comb from my dresser and slip it in the crack. After twisting the knob, the door pops open. I walk into the bathroom, looking at the shower door. I can see the muggy outline of Roman's body as she stands underneath the hot stream of water. She flips her long hair back and groans.
I wonder what's her problem. Either way, Ima fix it.
I take off my sports bra and boxer briefs then tie my hair up in a messy bun. I then walk to the shower and slide open the door, slipping in behind her.
I wrap my arms around her and pull her body into mines.
"Zen..." Roman says, barely audible over the music she has playing from her speaker.
I shush her," it's alright, baby. You gotta stop thinking Ima cheat on you. If I want them, I'll go to them."
"But you left me before to them... that's why I'm so cautious."
"I know. But I've changed. You got to see that... I love you. And a million hoes ain't got nothin' on you. So why would I waste such a beautiful person?" I ask.
Roman turns around and stares up at me with her hazel gray eyes. She has an apologetic look on her face so I assure her it's okay.
"But..."
"No buts," I say, leaning in to kiss her. Once her lips connect with mines, I can feel the spark that I felt when I first kissed her. The sparks that never left no matter how crazy she was or how many times we argued. I wouldn't trade this spark for anyone in the world.
I deepen the kiss, wrapping my right hand around Roman's neck. As our tongues clash together for dominance, I push her against the wall, pressing my body to hers. Her legs instinctively spread open and I waste no time in slipping two fingers in her.
A gasp of surprise comes from her, causing her to break the kiss. I curve my finger and tap her walls momentarily, watching as her eyes roll back into her head.
"I love you baby..." I whisper, dropping to my knees.
I take one of Roman's legs on my shoulder and bring my tongue to her clit. I begin sucking on it, causing her fingers to grip my hair roughly. Groaning against her clit, I keep on sucking and begin moving my fingers quickly inside of her.
"Fuck!" She curses, moans following shortly after.
No more than five minutes later, her body tenses underneath me and I curve my fingers, hitting her spot.
A high pitched scream comes from her mouth. And her grip turns deathly on my hair. I use the pain she's causing me and go faster, flicking my wrist.
With another scream her body tenses up for a second. Then it relaxes. I pull away as I see her liquids leaking down my arm. Smiling, I slowly pull my fingers out and give her pussy one final kiss before standing back up. Roman tiredly gathers me in a sloppy kiss, her tongue roaming my mouth.
She flips us around to where I'm in her previous position and I groan, pulling away.
"What are you doing?" I ask.
She shushes me and no sooner after that, I can feel two fingers sliding in me. My stomach gets a heavy feeling then it disappears as Roman's fingers make themselves comfortable. My gut twinges and my back arches as a low moan comes me.
"I love you too..." Roman says, smothering me in a kiss.
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Just a short chapter. Telling you where the characters are.
How do you guys feel about the pregnancy?
Robyn being more mature?
Roman and Zen's relationship?
The baby name tho. Kyng is really gonna be my baby's name. Don't steal it 🙅🏾 or at least give me my credit. I take food stamps 😂
Speaking of baby 😭I can't wait to live with the love of my life. But she like ten states away 😭😭🤧 but best believe when we meet 😂 Issa done deal.
Anyhoooooo...
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~Trina J.