Today, I woke up as if nothing had happened. The sheets were fresh. My jumper clean. I didn’t know anything should be wrong until I read about Fill’s death and remembered.
I know that on some level I should feel sad, that he was the closest thing to a friend I had currently, and before that...well...i don’t know...but all I feel is cold and numb.
And different somehow. Like I’m floating out of my body, like something is pushing me out. The way I felt when the resident took over Sugar’s body. But who is trying to occupy me now, I can't say.
Looking down at my feet just now, I noticed where they missed cleaning some blood between my big and middle toes. When I went to clean it myself, I realized it wasn’t blood but a letter written in red. And then I examine the insides of all my toes. On each side there is a letter. Altogether they spell:
st ay aw ak et on ig ht
I wish I knew what it meant and why it was there.
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