Why am I so unlucky
so many problems in my way
they say having money is lucky enough
but it's just what they say.
I know how it is to live this life
to have nothing good in you
just some common goodness here
only noticed by a few.
Why do people do this always
noticing only what is bad
they don't notice they heart too
making peoples life sad.
I don't blame them though
cause its my fault I live today
trying to make meaning
though I know there is no way.
I have money in hand
but it cannot help me in any way
I wanna leave this realm
expecting a better life someday.
I am not worth it
why do I even exist
with only problems in life
hoping to turn into mist.
I bid goodbye to life
closing up my self
wishing to keep away from all
living in my lonely shelf!