This chapter will make hurt your heart..
-Tai
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Trevon sat on the kitchen chair un-moving as his heart literally broke in two. Trevon some how lifted hisself from the kitchen chair walking upstairs to see Phylicia now packing her second suit-case.
“Phylicia.”
Phylicia looked up at Trevon as she folded a t-shirt. Her eyes were extremely teary and when she blinded an abundance of tears rolled down her cheeks. The t-shirt slipped through from her fingers and Phylicia crashed down onto the bed sobbing uncontrollably. Trevon rushed over to her, holding her to him.
”I’m so sorry baby, this is all my fault. I hurt you so bad baby. I’m so sorry.”
Phylicia clutched Trevon’s back burying her head into one of his shoulder as her body shook with each sob. Trevon lifted her head and very lightly pressed his lips to her very warm ones, she kissed back as her lips quivered against his. Trevon took the two suitcases off the bed placing them beside the door. ,”Baby. Get some rest atleast.”
Phylicia nodded a little. ,”I still can’t stay here Trevon. It hurts to much. What can a wife do when she has lost her child, and to top it all off you gained another child with someone else.” Trevon nodded with-out word as he stripped her clothes off her. Trevon handsome face held a hard expression, it was unreadable.
Trevon pushed the bedroom door closed as he’d gotten her last stitch of clothing off. Trevon began unbuttoning his shirt, looking at his beautiful wife, she was so perfect for him, and only for him, and he’d messed that up.
Phylicia watched as his shirt slipped from his strong muscular arms showing off his very nice build. Trevon stepped from his slacks and out of his underwear. “Trevon…” Phylicia eyed his erection than his face. ‘Just let me show you I love you baby. Let me make love to you this last time before you go?”
Phylicia looked so uncertain that she didn’t answer. Trevon crawled ontop of her deciding to take it slow. Phylicia closed her eyes as his lips touched hers in a passionate longing kiss. They kissed for such a long time and Phylicia clung to him tightly. Trevon felt Phylicia’s hand wrap around his manhood and she began to stroke.
“Phylicia..”
Trevon moaned dropping his head into the crook of her her neck slipping his own hand down to her sweet nectar, Phylicia moaned. “Trevon Yes…Aww! ..Please Faster..Please.” Phylicia gasped her eyes poppe open in surprise..”NO WAIT STOP STOP! STOP!!” Phylicia jerked her hand away from him and pulled his fingers from out of her. ,”I cant.. I know you’ve done these things to her too.” Trevon stopped kissing Phylicia once more before laying between her legs before rolling over to let her lay on his chest. ,”I’m leaving in the morning before you wake up.” “Are you going to stay with your boss?”
“I’m not saying right now, but I will call you and the kids.” Trevon nodded kissing her forehead. He wasn’t exactly sure how he was holding it together, his heart was aching and he wanted to cry any second now, and cling to Phylicia and beg her forgiveness and beg her to stay, but that would be selfish… he’d done the ultimate and broke several of their martial and spiritual vows, and she was heartbroken.
That night Trevon couldn’t even sleep knowing his wife would no longer there beside him so when morning came and she started to crawl off him Trevon just pretended to sleep hearing her move around it was not till he heard the hum of her car did he turn his face to his pillow and weep.
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Trevon sat across the booth from Bria after they talked about the baby. Trevon slumped in the booth his mind completely full. Phylicia was on his mind all day, she had not called. “She’s an idiot if she left. I’ll make you feel good.”
Bria leaned across the table for a kiss. Trevon held up a hand to stop her. “Bria. I don’t want any type of romantic relationship with you, the only relationship I want is one concerning my child. Bria’s face fell. ,”What?”
Trevon put money on the table to pay for their meal. ,”I’m going home, call me. If you go to the doctor or if you need anything concering that child.” Trevon got up walking out the restaurant, as a hard look crossed Bria’s face. Bria clutched a knife in her hand. ,”I’m going to kill that bitch…” She promised watching Trevon walk off.
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Trevon’s cell-phone rang later that night at 9pm. It was Phylicia. “Hi baby.” “Hi, I just decided to stay with Lawrence.. it’s cheaper.” “I can buy you an apartment if you want baby.” Trevon offered walking over to his computer to look at his budget. ,”That’s okay. What are you and the kids doing?” “Jania went out with Bria and Anthony is with Bianca. I’m alone.” “Oh.” Trevon nodded. “Yeah. Are you doing okay?”
“Yes.”Trevon stomach burned with jealousy when he heard Lawrence say. ,”Fee. I made you dinner. I need you to eat something. Please?” He had so much care and love in his voice that Trevon sighed. Did that man already love his wife? Did she love him..Does she like him? Would he take good care of her? Trevon bowed his head praying that god keep her safe, and that if Lawrence did love her or even care for her the least bit he would treat her better than he had.
“I have to go…I love you Trevon.”
“I love you too baby..”
The line went dead and Trevon sunk into the bed beside the pillow Phylicia use to once to lay her head on.
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Phylicia’s Pov.
Phylicia smiled and light heartedly laughed and Lawrence joked. Phylicia swirled spaghetti around her fork. “How are you doing?” Phylicia nodded and swallowed. ,”I’m hanging in there.” Lawrence nodded leaning over to kiss her head. Phylicia smiled kissing his cheek. Lawrence’s face turned red immediately, and Phylicia blushed too. Lawrence cleared his throat getting up to clean out the pots.
Phylicia smiled watching him.. unable to stop comparing him to Trevon. He was just as handsome. A little more filled out than Trevon. Phylicia looked away thinking about her husband and how much she missed him, and how much she felt like she couldn’t go back to him, everytime he kissed, touched, or even looked at her the other woman clouded her vision. How could he.. Phylicia dropped her spoon pushing her plate away as her appetite left her. Lawrence looked back at the clatter of her spoon against her plate.
“Fee?”
“Im going to bed.”
Lawrence nodded. She’d eaten just enough to satisfy him. Lawrence dried his hands walking over to her he pulled her into a hug that was gentle yet secure at the same time, that Phylicia leaned her head to his chest. Lawrence’s lips touched her cheek, Phylicia turned her head kissing his lips. Lawrence pulled away immediately.
“ Lawrence I’m sorry.. I just…It’s a lot.” Phylicia frowned. Lawrence looked understanding. ,”It’s okay.” Phylicia lightly let go. ,”Phylicia..” Phylicia turned looking back at him. ,”I really care about you, and I would do anything for you, and also I really like you.. I will not take advantage of you because you are very emotional right now. I need you to trust me.. you have nothing to worry about.”
Phylicia nodded. Lawrence walked closer to her placing a kiss to her lips. Phylicia smiled. It felt nice but it wasn’t quiet as good as Trevon’s kisses. Soon Phylicia fell asleep only to wake up at 3am. Usually her and Trevon would talk until she went to sleep again. Phylicia pulled out her cellphone dialing his number, within half the second ring Trevon answered.
”I was waiting for your call. Are you okay?”
“Yes.”
“Baby.. Are you attracted to him?”
Phylicia was surprised he’d asked that. ,”I don’t know, but we kissed..” Trevon paused. ,”Okay. Is he treating you okay?” “Yes, he’s very sweet.” “Okay. Baby I put money on your silver card. It’s about 2,000 if you need it.” “Okay.” “Trevon..” “Yes baby?” “Can you come here?” Phylicia almost laughed at his quick moving around and the sound of car start.
”Where does he live?”
Within 5mintues Trevon was laying with her stroking her back. “Thank you.” Trevon nodded. Leaning over to kiss her lips. Phylicia sighed.. His lips were so good. Trevon smiled but wondered if Lawrence made her feel that way too when he kissed her. ,”Phylicia do you want to work us out? Do you want to separate?”
Phylicia looked at him. “I don’t know about working us out, you will always have the other woman around..and the baby to show for.” Trevon’s heart took a speeding fall as she said that. Phylicia immediately noticed his facial expression change from hurt to devastation. He could only nod as tears spilled from his eyes.
“I really screwed up a good thing” Trevons voice cracked on each word. Phylicia turned more to face him stroking his face looking into his eyes she didn’t know what to say or what to do.. How could she take him back?? Trevon leaned down to kiss her again before pulling back.
”Tell me when you would like me to stop.” Phylicia nodded. “I want to still see you and the kids. I’d rather us to be friends Trevon. I can’t handle you having another woman and child. We were suppose to have a child together. You made me lose my baby trevon… I’m just so hurt I can no longer be with you.. you are literally tearing me apart.”
Trevon started to get up. “I should go.” Phylicia watched him. ‘Trevon..Where are you going?” Trevon sat on the edge of the bed. ,”I don’t know. I don’t want to hurt you anymore than I have and I don’t want to beg you for anything I don’t deserve you period, but I love you so so much. Trevon walked to her dropping to his knees
He put his head to her lap. “Please, Please. Let me work things out and let’s work us out.” Phylicia looked at his head.
“I-“…
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CLIFF HANGER!
Let’s all be considerate of PHYLICIA and TREVON. Does he deserve that chance and if given will it be fair to Phylicia?
:) Do you think Bria will try to kill Phylicia?
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WARNING:
-THE END OF THE STORY IS NEAR-