[GIANA LEWIS]
What have you done, Giana?
Lama bah saya tingu muka saya di cermin. I am still me, but why do I feel like I am a different person. I feel like I was betrayed by myself.
Saya turn off tu paip di sinki then with only covered by a towel, saya keluar dari bathroom.
"Good morning. Taking ur shower without me?"
He is awake, and he is staring at me like I was the only girl left in this planet.
"Morning. Sorry, I just felt like I want to take my early shower."
"Come here."
"Brad. Please."
"I won't do anything bah. I just felt like I want an early hug. Hehe.."
Saya duduk sebelah Brad, and he pulls me close to him, he hugs and kisses on my forehead.
*flashback starts*
"Wanna get a room?"
"Er...s-sure."
Brad tarik saya ikut dia cari bilik kosong dalam tu villa. It wasn't hard to get a room afterall. Kami masuk salah satu bilik yang kami jumpa.
Without any words, Brad kissed me and his hands were all over me. He pinned me on the wall, and stripped me from my dress.
"I'm sorry Giana. Are U sure U want to do this?"
"Shut up Brad. Just do it before I change my mind."
He started to kiss me again, and his left hand trailing at my back, trying to unhook my bra. He stared at my bare breast with admiration.
Brad bawa saya baring atas katil, and I let him did all the work. That night I lost count how many times we did it, but it was long great night.
*flashback ends*
"Brad, are U still gonna help me?"
"Of course I will, baby. I'm going to buy U from Miller." Tangan dia masih usap2 rambut saya.
"What???"
"Kalau Miller nda mo kasih lepas ko, I will offer him money."
"Kemon lah Brad. Ko ingat sa ni barang, main beli2. And I don't think he will let me go."
"So, what's ur plan?"
"Just run away, but first I need my passport."
"Ur passport?"
"Ya, Miller hold passport sa. I need it first before I can run away."
"Alright. If U say so but we must come up with a plan. I'll think some ways, ok?"
"Okay."
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Everytime saya di office, saya mesti cari chance untuk masuk bilik mr Miller, tapi sejak kebelakangan ni kan dia selalu di office. Kalau dia keluar pun skijap ja.
"Giana. In my office now." Tiba2 mr Miller interkom saya dari bilik office dia.
"Yes, mister?"
"I have good news to share." Terus ada senyuman di muka dia.
Good news? 😏
His good news could be my bad news.
"We got a deal with this new clients. Next week after sign agreement, I'm going to held a party. I want U and the girls give the best entertainment for them. Who knows U girls bulih dapat extra tips kan."
Ow shit!!
Habis lah saya, even Brad pun nda bulih tulung saya ni kalau mr Miller suruh saya entertain client dia. Habislah.
"Ko dengar kah nda ni?"
"Y-yaa.."
"We are so going to be rich, Giana. This is a well-known client, they have companies all over the world......"
Saya lost fokus sudah sama apa yang mr Miller cakap, all I can think is to run away. Ya, saya mesti lari sebelum the party. But how?
Mata saya masih tingu arah mr Miller, mulut dia masih bercakap pasal tu close-deal tapi tangan dia sibuk cek2 file di kabinet belakang dia.
Then baru saya perasan dia ambil kunci dari satu peti di dalam kabinet file dia. Dia buka laci meja dia guna tu kunci tapi saya nda nampak isi kandung tu laci. After a while, saya nampak dia simpan tu kunci balik in the very same place just now.
How come saya nda perasan tu peti sebelum ni? Stupid!
"Giana!!"
"Ya??"
"Haisshhhh..I don't pay U to day-dreaming. U may leave now."
"O-okay."
That's it! Saya mesti cari masa masuk bilik office dia dan cek tu laci. Hope luck will be on my side!
Few days after, makin susah sudah saya masuk bilik office mr Miller sebab dia sibuk prepare agreement for the new clients. Even lunch time pun dia nda keluar aa, shit.
Oh my luck...mungkin saya mimang bernasib malang kali ni kan?
"Giana, is mr Miller available?" Tiba2 Rachel datang pi meja saya.
"Ya. He is---"
"Thanks." Terus dia masuk bilik office mr Miller. Aii...teda pun dia tunggu saya habis cakap.
Nda lama tu saya dengar suara mr Miller marah2 dari dalam bilik dia tapi saya nda pasti dia marah pasal apa.
"Next time inform sa awal2! Jadi sekarang sepa mo tanggung?!!! Haissshhh..."
"Sorry mr Miller." Bilang Rachel.
"Giana, kalau ada orang cari sa, cakap sa busy." Terus dia jalan keluar dari office, si Rachel terbubut2 ja dia dari belakang.
Saya masih lagi blur2, maybe something happen sana tingkat bawah sebab ngam2 hari ni ada supply barangan antik baru sampai dari china.
Maybe this is my chance!
Tanpa buang masa, saya masuk pi bilik office mr Miller. Saya masih ingat lagi bah di mana dia simpan tu kunci. Saya buka ja tu kabinet file, masih ada juga tu peti di dalam...and so does the key!
Begagar2 bah tangan saya buka tu laci. Sempat lagi bah saya berfikir, macam mana lah tu kalau passport saya teda si dalam? Argghh...
Gadd...please....
Click!
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Unlocked!
Yayyyy....
My passport is there!!!!!
Tapi saya nda ambil pun tu passport sebab saya belum ada plan macam mana mo lari. Kalau saya ambil awal2, nanti kedapatan.
But at least it is confirmed, memang ni si jahanam simpan passport saya di sini. 😏
I'll be back...with a plan!
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"Are U sure?"
"Ya bah...sa nampak sendiri tu passport sa dalam tu laci. Kemon, Brad...We out of time, tu party next weekend, sa nda mo make sex with some random guys."
"Me too, baby....I don't want other guys fxcking with U, include Miller. I want U for myself."
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Oh gaddd.....
Kami masih lagi bah dalam kereta, baru mo pi lunch time, tapi si Brad sudah pi goda2 saya. Dia kiss di bibir then pandai melarat pi leher saya.
"Brad....aaah..."
Tangan dia mulai menjalar masuk pi dalam skirt saya, oh he is so good.
"Brad...stop it."
"U already wet, G. Can we skip the lunch?"
"Huh?"
"I know a place nearby. Come let's go."
I must be so out of my mind now.
Saya ikut Brad pi check in motel aa, in the middle of my lunch time break. Tu motel actually nda juga jauh dari tempat makan yang kami mo pi.
After urusan check-in, kelam kabut bah kami masuk bilik, sama2 nda tahan sudah. Damn. Pintu bilik tertutup ja, Brad terus buka button blouse saya satu per satu dan saya buka skirt saya.
"Oh yeah, baby...come to papa..."
We start to kiss again, and he leads me to the bed. Saya buka baju dan seluar dia, dan dia buka bra dan santut saya. Teda lagi foreplay2, dia buka underwear dia, terus dia spread my leg wide, and fxck me harder.
After had a quick sex, Brad baring di sebelah saya, nafas dia masih lagi turun naik, kepenatan. Saya ampai kepala saya atas dada dia, still trying to calm down my own hormone.
"G..."
"Hmmm..."
"I had a plan." Terus saya angkat kepala, tingu muka dia.
"Did sex make ur brain working?"
"Hahaha..very funny. Listen, right after U get the passport, U need to get out from this town."
"I am planning to. Sa mo balik KK."
"No."
"What do U mean no? I have nowhere to go, Brad. I have no one here."
"I know. Once Miller tau ko lari, mesti dia akan cari ko di KK. Don't U think so? In fact, U are not alone...U have me, remember?"
Oh Brad...
"So what's ur plan?"
"Just get ur passport first. The rest, U just leave it to me. Ok?"
"Okay."
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So this is the day.
4 days before the party. Saya sudah decide hari ni saya akan lari dari mr Miller...forever. Brad bilang nda payah bawah beg baju, just bring anything important like my ID and of course, cash. Brad pun sudah urus apa2 yang patut dia bilang. All I need is to follow the plan.
Pagi2 tu macam biasa saya masuk office, trying to act as normal as I can. Pada hal dalam hati, risau sudah kalau plan nda menjadi. Right before lunch break, Brad datang pi office tapi dia bukan pi jumpa saya.
"Hai, G. Miller ada? 😉"
"Yup. He's inside."
Actually, it's a part of our plan. Brad akan bawa mr Miller pi lunch, and thats the time for me to sneak into the office.
"Ur skirt is too short, baby." Sempat lagi si Brad bisik di telinga saya sebelum dia masuk bilik office mr Miller.
Naughty Brad.
Maybe around 10 minutes later, mr Miller sama si Brad keluar lunch. Diurang hilang ja dari pandangan cepat2 saya masuk bilik office, ambil kunci laci, unlocked laci...and yes...the passport is still there. Begagar2 bah tangan saya.
Duluan saya kasih masuk tu passport dalam handbag saya, then ada cash lagi dalam tu laci. Terus dalam hati saya bilang buduh kali si Miller ni simpan duit di sini tapi nda la banyak, cukup2 juga kalau bikin bili tiket kapal. Cepat2 saya kasih masuk tu duit dalam handbag saya.
Sempat lagi saya selongkar2 dalam tu laci, then saya perasan ada beberapa keping dokumen lain dalam tu laci. Saya nda tau dokumen apa tapi nampak macam penting, kalau nda mana mungkin mr Miller simpan dalam laci ni. Kan?
Tiba2....
Pintu terbuka.
"Giana? What are U doing here?"
Shit. Rachel!
"N-nothing." Slowly saya kasih masuk tu dokumen dalam handbag saya supaya si Rachel nda nampak.
"Mr Miller?"
"Oh..dia sudah keluar pi lunch. Is there anything I can help U?"
"Nothing." Terus dia keluar.
Phew... Nasib baik dia nda stay lama2 di sana.
Now, I got my passport! Next plan...
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It almost midnight, Brad belum lagi sampai2. Saya mo call dia tapi saya sengaja kasih tinggal handphone saya sana office. Lagi pun Brad bilang jan call dia sebab takut mr Miller suspicious.
After saya dari office tadi, saya terus lari pi check in motel. Brad sudah urus pasal ni bilik, mimang dia pilih motel yang terpencil sikit dan jauh dari area office. Dia bilang, nda mungkin Miller akan cari saya di tempat2 macam ni.
TOK! TOK! TOK!
"G...open the door. It's me, Brad."
"Mygad Brad. What take U so long?"
"Are U ok? Did U get ur passport?"
"Ya..how's Miller?"
"Ow...he is so pissed. Dia hire urang cari ko. U can't stay here any longer, G."
"Habislah sa. Gad...what am I thinking? I-I should get back---"
"No. Ko gila kah? It's now or never, G."
Mati lah saya kalau mr Miller terjumpa saya. Komfom dia nda kasih lepas saya, silap2 dia bunuh kali saya kan. Damn! Tambah lagi saya takut.
"Brad...sa takut oo.."
"Don't worry. Dia nda dapat cari ko juga ni. Trust me."
"So, what's next plan?"
Actually tadi masa Brad baru sampai, saya nampak dia ada bawa satu beg kecil. Dia pass saya tu beg sebab dia bilang dia memang bawa tu untuk saya. Saya cek dia dalam, ada beberapa helai baju dan seluar.
"Nah, ur new phone. Sa sudah save my number di dalam, U can call me anytime. G..." Dia pegang dua2 bahu saya. Mata dia tingu tepat di mata saya.
"U will be fine, G. Don't worry okay."
"Thanks Brad. U help me too much already. Why are U doing all these?"
"'Cause I like U. 🙂"
"Serius bah."
"Ya bah. I like U. Susah sa mo explain, G. Yes, I fxck different girls everyday, but it changed when I met U. That's y sa mo tulung ko. I want U, G."
Saya diam ja. Saya susah mo percaya cakap lelaki sekarang tapi Brad...dia sanggup tulung saya lari dari mr Miller. Maybe dia betul2 ikhlas tulung saya.
"U should get some sleep, tomorow will be long day. Come.." Brad tarik saya sampai di katil. That night kami tidur sama2.
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Next morning, awal lagi Brad kasih bangun saya. After kami bersiap, dia urus check-out bilik terus kami pi breakfast di cafe bersebelahan dengan tu motel ja.
"G, after this sa hantar ko pi bus station. Follow this address, and stay there." Dia taip satu address dalam phone saya, then dia pass saya satu kunci.
"What is this place?"
"My home."
"Ur home?"
"Actually my late granpa punya rumah. Before he passed away, he left the house for me. Don't worry, no one live there. It's a safe neighbourhood."
"Jadi apa lah sa mo buat di sana?"
"Stay there. Make urself at home. After everything settle down here, sa cari ko sana k."
Siap ja kami breakfast, kami terus pi bus station. Brad bilang the journey will take at least 3 hours. Once sampai sana, dia suruh saya naik taxi dan minta hantar ikut tu alamat. Dia bagi lagi saya pocket money in case emergency.
"Thanks, Brad. Thanks for everything."
"Take care, baby. I'll see U soon, ok."
Masa saya dalam bas sudah, baru saya rasa lega. I am free from that jerk Miller! Saya harap dia nda dapat cari saya sampai bila2.
3 hours later saya sampai di satu pekan kecil. I am so not familiar with this place, saya kan first time travel sendiri. Ngam2 area bus station tu ada banyak taxi.
After saya dapat taxi, saya text si Brad. Saya kasih tau dia yang saya selamat sampai dan sedang on the way sudah pi rumah dia. Dekat 1 jam juga oo baru saya sampai di destinasi.
The house is not bad, cantik dan luas halaman dia. And the neighbourhood looks safe, just like what Brad told me. Ada juga rumah kiri kanan tapi nda lah dekat, jauh2 tu gap.
"This is it, Giana. New life begins here."
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*2 weeks later*
📞 Brad : How's everything in there?
📞 Me : So far so good. I like this place. But....
📞 Brad : But?
📞 Me : You are not here. U said U'll come. Tapi dua minggu sudah ni.
📞 Brad : Haha...U miss me, right? I miss U too, baby. I'll be there soon ok. I'll promise. Lagi pun si Miller masih gila lagi di sini, everyday dia tanya sa pasal ko.
📞 Me : Gadd...is he ok?
📞 Brad : Wait..what? Are worry about him?
📞 Me : No...that's not what I meant bah. Forget it. Brad, sa boring o di sini. Bulih kah sa cari kerja?
📞 Brad : Hmm...what job?
📞 Me : I don't know, maybe keja sana supermarket kah, cafe kah..Besides, I need money.
📞 Brad : Okay. Just don't go too far aa. Nanti ko sesat. Gadd..I miss U, G. This weekend sa try balik sana k.
📞 Me : Thanks, Brad.
End call.
Whoo--hoo...
I am so excited. Brad bilang saya bulih cari kerja. Honestly, sa buring bah sini rumah. Awal2 ja saya rasa siok, kadang2 saya kasih bersih rumah, pi tingu2 sana halaman luar.
Ada satu kali tu saya keluar pi jalan2 sekitar neighbourhood, ada juga saya berkenalan sama jiran2 di sebelah. Automatik saya jadi friendly ni habis diurang pun friendly kan.
Round punya round saya jumpa beberapa blok kedai. Ada supermarket, diner cafe, farmasi, pet shop, macam2 lagi lah ada. Walau pun tu pekan kecil ja tapi lengkap diurang punya facilities.
"Alright, ms Lewis..I'll be seeing U tomorow."
"Thanks mr Danny."
Yayyy...
Saya baru ja dapat kerja sana supermarket, as a salesgirl. Diurang mo juga hire saya o kan, walau pun saya ni bukan local sana, lagi pun tu kerja just part time saja sebab saya bilang saya student.
Few days saya kerja, memang penat lah. Kadang2 saya cover lagi shift untuk staff lain, ada yang tiba2 nda datang kerja pun saya juga yang kena suruh ganti. Pas tu kerja saya cum everything, sometimes jadi cashier, jadi tukang sapu, susun barang, receive stock. Tapi saya nda pernah komplen sebab saya suka ni kerja. It makes me busy and forget about the past.
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(incoming call)
📞 Me : Hello darling...
📞 Brad : Hello baby...wow, pandai berdarling2 sudah aa. Where are U?
📞 Me : On my way home.
📞 Brad : Good. I already here.
📞 Me : What??? No way!!!
Dekat ja bah jarak supermarket sama rumah, jalan kaki 10 minit sampai sudah. Cepat2 saya pulang bila saya tau si Brad ada di rumah.
"Mygadd Brad...U are here!!"
We hug, kiss...and yeah..making out. Damn...tipulah kan kalau saya bilang saya nda rindu dia.
That night after our dinner, kami chit chat, no particular topic actually, just random talk, about ourselves. Macam saya sama Simon dulu. We like to talk about everything, and laugh on lame jokes.
Dui...saya rindu si Simon.
"Baby, U look tired."
"Yaa...banyak kerja bah tadi."
"Come, let me give U a massage." Dia berdiri di belakang saya dan mulai massage di bahu saya. Gadd...punya siok.
"U are so good, Brad."
"I am. Hehe..I'm good with my hands, don't U know that?" Terus tu tangan dia pi cupped di nenen saya. 😏
Well...
The rest kamu tau lah kan apa jadi. Dari living room, sampai bedroom kami make sex. We have a great sex for hours sampai saya bulih tertidur lagi masa si Brad ride saya. 😂 Subuh2 saya terbangun, saya lagi jadi naughty pi kacau mr pen!s dia, then kami sambung lagi. Gadd...kalah2 urang pi honeymoon o kami.
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Almost 2 bulan sudah saya tinggal di rumah Brad. I love being here, tenang ja, teda urang yang busybody pasal hidup saya. Kerja saya pun okay walau pun gaji kecil ja tapi cukup untuk saya saturang.
Brad kadang2 dia datang hujung minggu, tapi kalau dia nda dapat datang dia call terus sana lah kami buat phone sex. Gila. Si Brad lah tu ajar saya.
Mr Miller? Brad bilang lama sudah dia nda jumpa that jerk. Maybe si Miller fed up sudah cari saya. Harap2 lah.
So this one day saya baru balik dari kerja, terus saya text si Brad.
📨 Me : Just finish my shift for today. On my way home now.
📩 Brad : Okay baby. I still in the office. Miss U.
Senyum2 saya baca text dari si Brad bah. Saya nda tau apa bah status relation kami, tiba2 ja kami bersweet2. I like him actually, tapi saya takut mo get serius sama dia.
Serius?
Balik2 sudah kami make sex, apa lagi yang nda serius. 😏
Sampai2 ja sana rumah, saya hairan tu pintu rumah terbuka luas. Pelik. Nda kan saya lupa tutup pintu sebelum saya pi kerja tadi pagi? Odoiii...mati lah saya kalau ada pencuri masuk ni.
Cepat2 saya masuk dalam rumah, ready2 ja saya teriak kalau betul2 ada pencuri. But to my suprise, masa saya berdiri di pintu masuk tu, saya nampak ada dua urang perempuan di dalam. Diurang pun terkejut nampak saya di sana.
"Who are U? What are U doing here?" Bilang salah seorang tu perempuan.
"I-I live here." Bilang saya.
"U? Live here?! And who the hell are U?" Bilang dia lagi. Kawan dia yang saturang lagi diam ja tapi mata dia dari tadi nda lari dari tingu saya.
Siapa diurang ni?
Macam mana diurang bulih masuk dalam ni rumah?
**to be continued**