Hello everyone here is the next par...this part is dedicated to my sweet and lovely friend Reeba...she is the who gave me idea of taking leap,..
After 8 days
At 5:15 pm in the evening
Shravan was standing outside of pct...this was the daily routine of shravan...after the day of party shravan came to pct and stand outside of pct for talking to sumo for asking her for forgiveness in the hope that one day sumo's heart will melt or she will forgive him...but every day shravan waits for her and she ignored him every day....
In these days shravan didn't drink once he got to know that sumo doesn't like this ...he didn't eat properly, he used to sleeps on the floor thanking that his sumo also sleeps on floor because there is not a single bench in pct...he can't concentrate on her work place...every time he think about her and cries...when he missed her he took that memory box and read her letters again and again....he didn't talk to anyone but tried to talk pushkar but pushkar used to ignore him every time....but he was realizing that shravan is feeling guilty and punishing himself...he always ask bahadur about shravan that is he taking his food properly or not??is he taking care of himself or not?? Pushkar always checks him in night and finds him sleeping
on the floor....
Flashback
One day he heard varun was asking him about everything...
Varun said " kyo kar raha hai shravan apni zindgi barbaad??? Mai dekhta hun naa tu kisi se baat karta hai naa kisi se koi baat share karta hai??? Naa theek se khana khata hai??? Naa kaam ki fikar naa khud ki health ki??? Or kitna kosega khud ko kitni saza dega???or roj floor par kyo sota hai??..."
shravan said " meri sumo bhi to yahi par soti hai naa Bhaiya....jab wo yaha aai mujhe bhookha dekh kar khud nahi khati thi or ab bhi pct me akele khana theek se khati hogi yaa nahi kya pta...mujhe roj peete dekh kar khud pareshaan ho jaati thi...pehle bhi jab humari ladai hoti thi to wo mujhe humesha manati thi or khud baat karti thi bhale he galti meri ho....phir mai kyo naa use manane jau roj...or rahi baat baate share karne ki to uske pass bhi to koi nahi hai baate kanrne ke liye....akeli hai wo waha...jis dar se humesha bhagti rahi aaj wahi uske samne aa khada hua hai....humesha akele hone se dati rahi or aaj phir akeli hai phir se meri wajah se....pehle bhi 11 saal pehle mai ne akela chor diya tha or aaj phir...
Jab takk meri sumo ko apno ka sath nahi mil jata mai khud ko bhi akela rakhunga....jab takk meri sumo ko uski khushi nahi mil jaati mai aisa koi kaam nahi karunga jisse mujhe sukoon mile....jab tkk sumo khush nahi hogi jab tkk uski takleef uska akelapan nahi jayega tab takk mai khud ko aise he saza dera rahunga....mai yahi deserve karta hun....."
Varung got emotional after listing his little brother's painful words...he just hugged him and said "sab theek ho jayega suman zaroor wapas aayegi tu layega use...mujhe tujh par bharosa hai or mai tete sath hun...."
Pushkar thought and went from there....
Flashback end
Shravan was standing outside pct he was feeling like his vision is getting blur...his head is spinning and everything was moving round round...he held his head and fell on the floor....
Sumo rushed toward him and shacked him...
Shravan shravan shravan uttho shravan aankhe kholo.
Preettaaa paani laa jaldi
She took his head in her lap and lightly patted his cheeks shravan uttho please shravan....a big fat tear rolled down her eyes preeta cames with water....
Sumo touched his face with wet hands shravan opened his eyes sumo and found sumo....sumo said....shravan paani piyo...he made him drink water...shravan drunk some water and tried to get up but failed he said sorry sumo...tears rolls from corner of his eyes...and again fell on her lap....
Preeta and other girls helped sumo she took him to the hospital....
After checking him doctor came to her and said....
"Suman beta pichle kuch dino se lagta hai shravan apna dhyaan nahi rakh raha hai....lagta hai theek se kuch khaa pee nahi raha hai....shayad depression me hai yaa kisi baat ka stress hai....dhyaan rakho ki shravan time se khaye piye or tension naa le kisi baat ki....or mai ne kuch test kiye hai report kal takk mil jayegi...or kuch dawaiya hai abhi inhe time par dete rehna...or dhyaan rakhna jo mai ne kaha....agar yahi haal raha to...it can be dangerous for him"
Doctor left them...sumo called to pushkar and told him everything...just then shravan opened his eyes and said to her
" please sumo ek bar meri baat sun lo...please tum chaho to mar lo jo saza lage wo do gussa karo jitna bura jo Sakta hai kar lo par please wapsa aa jao please mujhse baat karo...he started crying...please sumo tum kahogi to mai sabke samne tumhe sorry bol dunga...tum kahogi to jis jis ne tumhe hurt kiya hai use mai punish karunga including me....tum jo kahogi mai wo karunga bss please mujhse baat Karna mat choro....please wapas aa jao"....
Suman tried not to cry in front of him....his condition his words making her emotional...she said
" kya dikhana chahte ho tum haan??? Mujhe darana chahte ho apne aap ko bimar karke?? Ki tumhe bimag dekh ke mai bhagi chali aaungi...kya dikhana chahte ho khana peena chor kar ki kitna pyaar karte ho mujhse??? Tumhe kya lagta hai shravan sab itna easy hai???jo kuch bhi hua mai sab ek din me bhool jau or tumhari ek sorry par wapas aa jau.....tum jante ho ki tumhe dard me dekh kar mujhe bhi takleef hogi...tum ye bhi jante ho ki pyaar to ab bhi hai mere mnn me...mai jinse pyaar karti hun unko hurt nhi dekh sakti jaise tum hurt karte ho....or ye meri kamzori hai to kyo fayda uttha rahe ho meri kamzori ka??...itne se mnn nhi bhara kya jo or hurt kar rahe ho mujhe khud ko hurt karke??? Tumhare aisa karne se kuch nhi badlega shravan...move on karo ...dhyaan rakho apna...mat do khud ko itni takleef...khud par dhyaan do apne papa par dhyaan do or aage badho zindgi me....kyoki ab humare beech kuch theek nhi ho sakta......or dard sehne ki himmat nhi hai mujhme mar jaungi mai....tum nhi jante ab kitna tod chuke ho tum mujhe..."
And she left from there....shravan cried bitterly...pushkar who was hiding behind the door listen their conversation looked his brother's condition and realized that he needed someone...he will not forgive him easily but as a human can give him some emotional support...
He asked to shravan "kya hua Mr. Malhotra?? Sumo ka gussa sahi hai but everyone deserve second chance ....kya hua mujhe bataiye...."
Shravan looks him with surprised expression and hug him and cries
" chote bahut hurt kiya hai mai ne bahut zyada...poori tarha se toot chuki hai wo...mujhe nahi smjh aa raha mai kya karu??? Nahi dekh Sakta use takleef me"
Pushkar asked "to phir kyo de rahe ho itni takleef use khud ko hurt karke..."
Shravan said to kya karu mai...
Pushkar didn't say anything and took him home...
Shravan thinks about today's incident and remember her words of her dairy
Flashback
Shravan cames from that party where he met sumo....he cames to his room and found her letters and everting on table as he left them...he took that dairy and opened it
Front page - To my best friend my chashmish 😊
He read that and smile
Page 1 - hii chashmish sorry sorry ab to tum chashma lagate he nhi....ye meri is year ki second dairy hai...haan mujhe pta hai log har saal ek dairy likhte hai wo bhi new year me new lete hai...kyoki kehte hai naye saal ke sath nayi shuruaat hoti hai....par meri zindgi ki nai shuruaat to aaj ho rahi hai kyoki aaj tum aa rahe ho poore 10 saal baad....itna mat socho aaj ramnath uncle ka birthday hai naa to wo aaye the unhono bataya...tum nhi jante kitni khush hun mai 10 saalo se wait kiya hai is din ka...ki kab tum aaoge???kab mai tumse maafi mangungi??? kab hum phir se dost banenge??? or kab mai tumse apne dil ki baat kahungi???har saal chuttio me wait karti hun par tum aate he nhi...badla le rahe the naa tumhe wait karane ka....koi baat nhi mai to zindgi bhar tumhara wait kar sakti hun....kitna kuch soch ke rakha hai jab tum aaoge to ye kaungi wo karungi...in fact ye dairy bhi tumhare kiye he likh rahi hun har saal likhti hun taki jab tum aao to mai tumhe in 10 saalo ke har ek din ka hisaab se saku ki kitna miss kiya tumhe....mujhe to khushi ke karan wait he nhi ho raha raat ki party ka....mera face dekh kar nanu to keh rahe the bulb JAL gya hai ☺☺ chalo mai chalti hun shaam ko party me milte hai tum bhoole to nhi naa or ab bhi naraz ho naa....koi baat nhi mai yaad bhi dila dungi or mana bhi lungi....tumhari sumo hun kuch bhi kar sakti hun...."
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So this is the small part or sumo's dairy..I am going to write some important parts of sumo's dairy...I will mention all those incident which was written on dairy... it's my favourite part so please tell me what do you feel about it...
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Love😘
Sweksha