-(Flash Back)-
"So when are you gonna dump that dirt bag?"
"Y/n? Um...soon. Why?"
"I mean, cuz she's like so clingy and weird. It's Pathetic."
"Yeah...I don't even know why I went out with her. I mean she's nice and all but-"
I turn the corner with tears in my eyes, holding my chest, afraid that if I let go, my heart would fall and break into a million pieces.
I watch as Lissana spins her head around and looks at me shocked as Natsu tightens his arm around her shoulder with a bored expression.
"so...it was just pity then?" I still gripped my chest, hoping that the pain would end.
"n-no! Y/n! I love you!" she shrugs off Nastu's arm and stand up to make her way over to me.
"No, You can't say that you love me. If you really did love me then you wouldn't say those things..." I said quietly as tears now cascade down my face.
"I hate you" I ran away, not knowing where I was going.
-(Flash Back End)-
I now sat at the top of the mountains. The snow was cold but my heart was colder.
I couldn't feel my limbs and by breath was shallow.
Then it just went black.
-(Time Skip: 2 months)-
I open my eyes and was met with a wooden ceiling. Did I make it back to the guild?
"Guys! She's awake!" I hear Gray's voice echoed throughout the guild.
There were a series of thumps and taps before a face that I knew too well emerged from the door frame.
"Y/n!" Lissanna whispered as if she was desperate.
"What?" I snapped. She instantly recoiled and looked at me with disbelief.
"I saved you, you know that? You passed out on top of that mountain and I saved you! Now all I get is a 'what?'" She threw her hands in the air.
"What were you even doing up there!?" She exasperated.
"I was thinking of what I was gonna do with this." I pulled out a gold ring that had a small diamond on it. "Was gonna ask you something. But I know the answer now."
"YES!"
"..."
"..."
"What?"
"YES I WILL MARRY YOU!" She had tears in her eyes as she smiled.
"Heh. Well that won't happen. Do whatever you want with this piece of trash." I threw the ring onto the floor and got up from the bed I was resting on.
"What do you mean 'piece of trash'!? And you show me the ring yet you say that it won't happen!? What is wrong with you!? Don't you care about people feelings!?"
"DID YOU COMPLETLY FORGET WHAT HAPPENED THE OTHER DAY!? YOU NEVER LOVED ME! YOU CHEATED ON ME WITH NATSU! I HEARD YOU TWO TALKING ABOUT ME AND IT WASNT A TALK OF PRAISE." I was now fuming with anger with my fists clenched tightly at my sides.
"I'm not marrying someone like you, Lisanna."
(I am so sorry for giving Lisanna this position...)
"I thought you were cheating okay!? What was I supposed to do think when you were always gone on a 'job'!?" She threw her hands in the air while making quote marks with her fingers.
"You blame me for working my ass off to get you a ring so that we could spend our lives together!?" I chucked in disbelief. "I went on days without sleep to get you this. To have our vows and have children! And you wanna blame me for doing all these things for you!? I think not."
With that I walked away leaving a shocked Lisanna in my wake.
-(Time Skip: 2 Weeks)-
I lay in bed, not moving an inch. I was afraid.
I haven't eaten. I haven't got up. I haven't even thought about anything else other than Lissana.
She looked so happy when she was with me. Am I really that oblivious to how she was feeling? Is that why she cheated on me?
And to think that we would get married.
It's all my fault.
-(Time Skip: One More Week Later)-
I'm not even hungry. I'm not thirsty. I'm not crying.
I'm numb.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
Oh. A visitor.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
Stop.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
"LEAVE ME ALONE!"
Silence.
Thank you.
BAM!!!
Water then flooded through my apartment, soaking the floor.
Ah. Shizz.
So much for silence and tranquility.
"If you summon me to knock down a door again, I will knock down your face into the floor."
"Love you too, Aquarius!"
"Are you sure she's in there?"
"Yeah. She yelled at me for knocking."
"Are you sure she wants us in here, Lucy?"
"Nope."
"Lucy!"
Two voices argued back and forth. And then two heads popped out from the door way.
It was Lucy and Levy.
"So nice for you guys to visit. Though, your both paying for the door and carpet." I informed them as the floor made squishy noises from underneath their feat.
"OMG! Y/n what happened to you!? Have you been eating!?" Levy runs up to my bed and places her hand on my forehead.
"Your burning up too! I'm going to make you something!"
"Y/n? Are you starving yourself?" Lucy asked in concern.
"No. I just don't feel like moving." I responded noncholantly.
"LUCE! GOT YOUR DISTRESS CALL!" Natsu and Lisanna suddenly appear out of the door way. Lisanna looked embarresed because of Natsu barging into a so called strangers home. But when she saw me in the bed, unmoving, her eyes instantly softened.
"Oh. It's just Y/n." Natsu stated with indifference. "Ugh. Luce I told you to forget about her."
"Seriously!? You want me to forget about member of our family that is dying!?" Lucy was fuming with anger.
"She'll live. She's just a bit skinny."
Infuriated, Lucy lifted my shirt just enough to emphasize how skinny I had gotten. You could faintly see the outline of my bladder and stomach. You could deffinatly see my rib cage and see the beating of my heart.
"Oh my...No No No. Thats not right." Lisanna was starting to panic. "Why are you doing this to yourself y/n?" She continued.
I scoffed. "Really. You're going to act like nothing ever happened. Funny."
"I-I did this to you?"
"No Lisanna, the frigging carpet did. Besides where were you the last 2 thousand years?"
"With me. Now let's go Lisanna." Natsu grabbed her hand and stared for the door.
With all my strength, I got up from the bed and grabbed lisanna's wrist.
"If you leave now, I'm gone forever." I tell her with blank eyes.
"Stop telling her what to do! She's tired of following you all the time! Let her do what she wants which is to be with me!" Natsu barked.
"N-Natsu, please!" Lisanna begged.
"Lisanna will choose where she wants to go." I state calmly, ready for rejection.
"I-I'm sorry Natsu, I need to help- NATSU NO!!" She let out a scream as well as the others and he lets out one of his own.
"FIRE DRAGON ROAR!!!!"
Immediately, my body was engulfed into flames. The hot, burning feeling eating away at my skin. Surprisingly, it didn't hurt that badly. It just stung...really bad...I felt my skin char and turn black. Finally, the blaze of fire had gone down and I could no longer feel part of my body. "NATSU!!" Lisanna screamed as she went by my side and cradled me in her arms. "Ah...that hurt." I managed to chuckle a bit. "Hey Liz, I forgive you...I can't really hold a grudge and hold you back forever anyways." I let out a small smile. "What are you trying to say Y/n?" I pulled out the small ring I had thrown onto the infirmary floor from my pocket. I went back to to retrieve it and hopefully sell it but the timing was never the best.
I gave the ring to Lisanna. "Now go and have great adventures." She stared at the ring. "But, what about you?" Tears were starting to make way to her eyes. "Well," I sighed "I won't be going anywhere anytime soon." I looked at the ground as memories with Lisanna flashed in my head. I had really thought she would stay loyal to me.
"Go and have an adventure..."
(See? You didn't die this time....I mean... you almost did...but you lived!
-R(M). )