Voice Of Her Soul

By swekshatiwari

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This story is based on Indian TV show "Ek Duje Ke Vaaste" This story starts from epi 153 when shravan insulte... More

prologue
chapter 1
chapter 2
chapter 3
chapter 5
chapter 6
chapter 7
EDKV second anniversary
chapter 8
chapter 9
chapter 10
chapter 11
chapter 12
chapter 13
chapter 14
chapter 15
chapter 16
note
EdKV's third anniversary

chapter 4

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By swekshatiwari

Hello lovely readers sorry for the late update I was busy in wedding and all... here is a long update for patiently waiting


Part 4
Everyone is present in that big hall of malhotra mansion including malhotra & tiwari family...everyone is in the state of shock...
That beautiful but shivering voice of her making everyone numb but the state of two person's are dealing with different kind of emotion...one is boiling in anger and other one is looking broken and defeated....

As soon as the DVD
Starts everyone looked toward the screen and found sumo in screen... in her shivering voice sumo said " Aaj aap sabhi ko ye jaan kar bahut khushi hogi ki mai suman priya neeraj tiwari MM & TK me nahi rahungi ...
Na ye ghar mere hai or naa ye families... Kyuki mai 6 saal ki umar se he anaath thi, abhi takk anaath hun or marte dum takk anaath he rahungi....Or anaatho ke koi ghar nahi hote naa he parivaar hota hai aaj mai ye baat jaan chuki hun...Unhe apna ghar bhi khud he banana padta hai or apna parivaar bhi khud he banna padta hai...

Aap sab soch rahe honge ki mai kyo aise baat kar rahi hun to mai he aapko batati hun- jab mummy papa mujhe chor kar gye to mai tiwari killa aa gai nanu mujhe le aaye tab sabne kaha ab se ye ghar tumhara apna hai...humesha ye kaha jata ki tum zimmedari ho humari...or ye bhi kaha jaata ki ladkiya parai hoti hai...phir kaise wo ghar mera apna hua???...waha bhi mujhe anchahe taur par he rakha jata tha...jab shadi ki baat hui tab uncle ne apne ghar ki bahu banane ke liye mna kar diya...shadi ho bhi gai to bhi pushkar ke alawa kisi ne dil se nahi apnaya....socha sabka dil jeet lungi apne pyaar se...par pati ne itna waqt he nahi diya... Ghar se chale jaane keh diya...jab pati ke ghar se nikala gya to us ghar me gai jise 6 saal ki umar me mera ghar bataya gya tha...socha shayad aaj wo mera ghar hai...par waha jaane par sabne bojh samajh liya...tab ehsaas hua ki ye ghar to kabhi mera apna he nahi tha....aaj maa papa hote to ghar akele Jana he nahi padta... maa papa khud mujhe aise ghar se le jaate jaha mujhe pyaar or samman nahi mila...wo ghar aaj bhi shadi ke baad bhi mera ghar hota...Jaha mere maa- papa hote jaha meri apni family hoti...tumne Sahi kaha tha shravan koi mujhe nahi chahta...sab peecha churana chahte hai...unwanted hun,..or such he hai anaath unwanted he hote hai..."

Now shravan was feeling her pain...he was feeling those tears in her eyes which she was hiding that day...he was regretting for his every single word which he spoke her that day...he was unable to believe that he himself said these hurtful words to his sumo...

Sumo said "mai ye sab is DVD me isliye keh rahi hun kyoki aaj bhi aap sabke ehsaan mujh par hai...or is naate mai aap sab ki izzat bhi karti hun or pyaar bhi or aap sab ke samne ye sab bolte hue shayad kamzor pad jaati yaa apne mnn ki baat keh he nahi paati...par kehna zaroori tha kyoki dusre ke bojh tale dabi anaath he Sahi par insaan mai bhi hun or hurt mai bhi hoti hun....par mai apna dard batati nahi kyoki koi apna hai nahi naa Jo samajh sake....sabko khushi dene ki koshish karti rahi ki shayad iske sahare he Sahi ehsaano ka bojh kam kar pau....par shayad is sab me apni khushi ki parwaah he nahi ki or isliye log hurt karte gaye...

Nanu aap humesha mujhe pyaar se apni bacchi kaha karte the...aap humesha meri shadi kisi acchi jagah karana chahte the aap kehte the mai aapki zimmedari hun or aapki chinta apni zimmedari poori karne ke baad he khatam hogi...to kya nanu aap mujhse pyaar nahi karte the?? Kyoki jaha pyaar ho waha zimmedari shabd ki koi jagah he nahi...apni zimmedari poori karne ki chaah me apne meri khushiyo par dhyaan he nahi diya....aap meri shadi isliye nahi karana chahte the ki mujhe zindgi acche se jeene ke liye ek accha jeevansathi mile ek accha dost mile...Jo mujhe pyaar de meri care kare... aap meri shadi isliye karana chahte the kyoki aap apni zimmedari poori karna chahte the...aapne aditya se shadi ke liye mujh par dabaw dala...or mai ne aapki jaan bachane ke liye haan kar Di kyoki aapse pyaar karti hun aapko khona nahi chahti thi...par aapne mujhse jabardasti emotional blackmail karke haan karai kyoki aap apni zimmedari se chutkara paana chahte the...nirmala aunty ne ek bar kaha ki aditya ko mai pasand hun or shayad mujhe bhi aditya pasand hai...par aapne ek bar bhi ye nahi Janna chaha ki Mai Kya chaahti hun....shadi ke samay bhi aapko meri udaasi nahi dikhi...kaise dikhti apni zimmedari poori hone ki khushi Jo itni thi aapko....aaj bhi itna sab kuch ho gya tab bhi aap purani baato ko le kar baith gaye ki pehli shadi toot gai...kya aapko ek pal ke liye bhi aisa nahi laga ki us insaan se meri shadi ho jaati to kya hota mera???...accha hua Jo shadi ke pehle such samne aa gya or meri zindgi barbaad hone se Bach gai...nahi laga naa kyoki aapki zimmedari phir aapke sir aa gai thi...or aaj jab shravan ne nikala tab bhi aapne aisa he socha...kya such me nanu mai ne aap logo ke liye kuch nahi kiya...kya such me mai aapki Zara bhi apni nahi..kya such me aapne mujhse kabhi pyaar nahi kiya???"

Now Raghuwar Tiwari the teacher of Ramnath Malhotra the great lawyer has no answer, not a single word of her granddaughter's questions....not any explanation....he used to course neeraj but in reality he was a great father because he loved his daughter... he didn't treat her as a responsibility or a burden....and that's why suman always used to defend his father...

Sumo said "Nahi nanu aap mujhse pyaar nhi karte...agar karte hote to ramnath uncle ki tarha aap bhi har had paar kar dete.... 
Uncle aap to shravan se bahut pyaar karte hai naa itna pyaar ki uska har sahi har galat aap khud he soch lete hai...aapko laga uski maa uske liye sahi nhi aapne use uski maa se alag kar diya...aapko laga mai uske liye sahi nhi aapne mujhe bhi use door kar diya...kya aapko ye bhi nhi laga uncle ki isme sirf shravan akela nhi mai bhi involve  hun?? Kya aapke bete ke alawa kisi ki zindgi kisi ki khushiya nhi hoti???nanu ko bhagwaan ki tarha poojte hai naa aap andho ki tarha bharosa karte hai un par...kya aapko ek baar bhi nhi laga ki mai unki parvarish hun galat kaise ho sakti hun??...aapne ek bar bhi nhi socha ki jis insaan ke karan aap ramnath se "The Ramnath Malhotra" bane unki natin or poti dono ki zindgi se kaise khele???...itna sab karke bhi kya aap shravan ko khush rakh PAYE???...nhi naa...pta hai kyo?? Kyoki aap khud ke alawa kisi se pyaar nahi karte...agar karte hote to nanu ki parvarish par bharosa hota...shravan ka dard dikha hota...aunty se bichadne ka gum hota aapko...
Khair auntyor aap ke beech Jo hua usme aapko akele galat nahi kaha jaa sakta"

This time ramnath saw suman's eyes he is a lawyer and capable to read facial expressions... And now he remembers the helplessness in her eyes that time...and that is clearly visible in suman's eyes till now...the girl who respects her like a father what he did with her...what he did with his own son and wife...he has destroyed his family...and now he can't do anything to make everything right...no one want to see his face....

Sumo said "jitne galat aap hai naa uncle aunty bhi aapse kam responsible nhi hai...uncle ne kaha nikal jao ghar se aap chale gye...uncle ne kaha wo case karenge aap haar jaoge aur aapne har maan li...uncle ne kaha ki wo aapki image spoil karenge or aap sirf is baat ke liye shravan ko chor kar chale gye...kya aapne ek bar bhi shravan ke bare me nhi socha...kya aapko nhi pta tha ki uncle aapki image waise bhi spoil karenge he??kya aapko itna law nhi pta tha ki case 2saal kam se kam chalega he or tab shravan 18 saal ka ho jayega or phir wo apne rehne ke liye khud faisle le Sakta hai...aapne ye kaha wo courtcase ke karan suffer karega... kya aapko ye khayal nhi aaya ki aapke Bina reh Kar bhi wo suffer karega???...nhi aaya naa kyoki aapne aasaan rasta Chuna zimmedari se bachne ka...aapne ek bar bhi shravan se nhi pucha ki wo kya chahta hai...or yahi aapne mere sath kiya...aapko aditya ne kaha or aapne maan liya ki mai aditya ko pasand karti hun...mujhe beti kehti hai kya aapne ek bar bhi nahi socha ki ye beti se bhi uski marzi janna zaroori hai???mujhe aapne he kaha tha is hadse ko bhool kar aage badhne ki koshish karna use apni zindgi mat bana Lena...par nahi hoga mujhse aunty mai aapki tarha nhi hun Jo itni jaldi move on kar le...aditya ke diye hue zakham aaj bhi mere dil me hai or humesha rahenge...or iski kuch hadd tkk aap bhi zimmedar hai"

Nirmala was weeping with silent sobs now she was realizing how much wrong he did with shravan by leaving him...by giving his place to aditya...how wrong he did by not asking to shravan for his decision and not talking to suman and asking about her decision before talking to tiwariji...suman was right how easily she has moved on...she could try to contact shravan in London...but she took easy way...she always sees one side of story she always takes that decision what she feels right...just like ramnath...and it hurts to others...she did hurt suman equally...

Sumo said "aap sabhi humesha khudse liye gye faislo ko Sahi mante rahe or socha aapne Jo kaha wahi Sahi hai...par kabhi dusro ki ankahi baate bhi Sahi ho sakti hai kya kabhi socha....humesha mamiji mujhe kehti rahi ki maa papa ne 20 lakh liye or unhe mujhe chukana hai...ye faisla mamiji ne liya or mujhse keh bhi diya...ye soch kar ki wo Sahi hai....par agar mai ye kehu ki kya maa ko paise dene ke liye aapne mujhse pucha tha??? Tab aap kya kahenge??? Jab paise dene ke pehle aapne mujhse nahi pucha to phir mujhe wo karz kyo chukana chahiye???par mai chukaungi meri maa ke liye kyoki unse pyaar karti hun...par aapko ye batana bhi zaroori hai ki ehsaan aapne akele nahi kiya....mai ne apne ehsaano ko kabhi ginaya nahi iska ye matlab nahi ki mai ne aapke liye kuch nahi kiya....preeti ki shadi me purane orders ki saving or advance Jo kharch hue wo 20-22 lakh or phir pct catering wagerah 6-8 lakh is sab ko joda jaye to is shadi me mai ne bhi 20-30 lakh kharch kar he diye...par mai ne kabhi jataya nahi kyoki preeti meri Behan hai or mai use apni Sagi Behan se kam pyaar nahi kiya hai...or isliye  uski shadi bachane ke liye mai ne apni khushiya kurbaan kar di...kyoki use khush dekh kar mai khush ho jaati...par yaha meri khushiyo ki kisi ko parwaah nahi....aap humesha kehti rahi apne baccho ki tarha pala hai mujhe par kya aap preeti se us par kiye kharcho ke paise wapas leti...nahi naa kyoki preeti ko aapne apni beti mana or mujhe nahi...keh dene se koi apna nahi ho jata or apna banane ke liye bina jataye apno ke liye karna padta hai....Jo mai ne kiya hai....mujhe pta hai un 20 lakh ko ab aap shadi me mujhse kharch hue paiso me hisaab karna chahengi or shayad bache paise aap lautana chahenge??? Par Jo apni khushiya or zindgi mai ne daw par lagai unka hisaab kaise karengi aap???"

Now mamiji was feeling like someone have shone her mirror ...now she is realizing that how completely suman fulfilled her duty as her elder daughter and  how badly she failed as a mother....

"Mamiji meri ye zindgi or khushiya naa aap lauta sakti hai naa he preeti....preeti to shayad chahti he nahi...kyoki use apni khushiyo ke aage kuch dikhta he nhi....ye such preeti apni shadi ke pehle se he janti thi...par phir bhi usne kuch nhi kiya...mai manti hun mai ne he mna kiya tha apni kasam de kar...kyoki bandhi hui thi mai apne waade se..tere liye apne pyaar se...par tu to kuch kar sakti thi???tu ne Teri shadi ke time se mujhe tootte dekha tha phir bhi kuch nhi ki...kyoki mai ne tujhe apni kasam di thi...nahi kyoki tu nhi chahti thi ki Teri shadi me koi rukawat  aaye....agar mai Teri jagah hoti to mai zaroor kuch naa kuch karti....tod deti wo kasam...kyoki isse meri Behan ko uski khushiya mil jaati or apni Behan ki khushiyo ke liye mai aisi hazar kasme tod deti....jab nanu ne mujhe force karke haan karai tab bhi tu waha thi...jab meri shadi ho rahi thi tab bhi tu janti thi phir bhi chup rahi jabki tab to Teri shadi bhi ho chuki thi tab to Tu aditya ko such bta sakti thi tab tu nanu ko smjha sakti thi...par tu ne aisa nahi kiya...kyoki tujhe apni khushiyo ke aage kuch dikha he nahi..meri shadi me khud mujhe taiyaar kar rahi thi tab tu ne kaha tha ki aditya mujhe khush rakhega... tujhe kabhi nhi laga ki kaise mai kisi or ke sath khush rahungi jabki mera mnn aaj bhi shravan ko chahta hai???..tujhe kabhi mera pain realize he nhi hua kyoki tujhe tera pyaar Badi aasani se mil gya..kyoki tujhe kabhi pushkar se door Jana he nhi pada...kabhi khudko pushkar ke alawa kisi or ke sath sochna he nhi pada...kya tu reh pati kisi or ke sath khush???..kya de paati wo haq kisi or ko Jo tu ne pushkar ko diya...nhi naa??phir mujhse kaise ummeed kar li ki mai shravan ke alawa kisi or ke sath khush reh paungi??tu ne kabhi meri khushiyo ke bare me nhi socha....kyoki tu ne mujhe apni Behan smjha he nahi...kyoki tu ne mujhse pyaar kiya he nahi jaise mai ne tujhse kiya" said suman

Now preeti was feeling just like her mother...now she can realise that suman actually loves her more then her real sister and what she did??.. she used her elder sister...an angry pushkar looked toward her with disgust in her eyes....she realized that this is the start of his anger...this is not going to end here...

Let me know your views about this part guys..please comment

Love😘
Sweksha

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