By the way, Jaehyo doesn't know she was raped. He just knows she was beaten.
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"Mina..." Jaehyo muttered. "Can I come in?"
Mina isolated herself in her room since she got there. The only people she would see were Mikki and Kai, she couldn't bring herself to face anybody else. She hugged tighter onto her Winnie the Pooh bear, tears streaming down her face. She couldn't face him...
Not after what happened...
"Mina please.." His voice sounded desperate. He wanted to see her so bad, it killed him inside. Jaehyo felt horrible, something inside him said it was his fault, but he didn't want to believe it. "Please.."
After a long pause of silence, he was about to give up and try again the next day, like he's been doing for the past several days. But, when he heard the light shuffling of feet, he grew hope. The door opened slowly, revealing the red faced Mina. Her eyes looked swollen and bruises were still evident from that night. He couldn't believe this happened, his eyes grew dark, angry at the person who caused this.
Jaehyo wrapped my arms around her, as if she were something fragile. Heck, she was. She could've broken down at any moment, but he didn't care. He just wanted his girl back in his arms, and that's what he got.
He loved her.
He truly did.
She was muttering something under her breath as she hugged him back. He felt his shirt feel wet, she was crying again.
"You never came for me..." She sobbed, hugging him tighter. Jaehyo's smile slowly faded. "I-I waited... but when I needed you most, you never came..."
She looked up at him, her eyes glassy.
"Jaehyo... where were you?" Mina's fists clenched, gripping the back of his shirt. Her body was shaking, yet he didn't know what to do. "I needed you... Jae, I needed you but you weren't there."
"I- I.. I'm sorry!" He cried.
"Where were you Jaehyo? Where was my doofus in tin foil when I needed him most?!" Mina sobbed into his shirt. Jaehyo slowly let go of her and backed away until his back hit the door. She continued sobbing those words over and over reaching out for him. Her beautiful eyes now dull from the trauma were staring at him confused.
"What's wrong Jae?" He shook his head. He knew his face was white as snow. Hell, he was pratically shaking in front of her. "Jaehyo...?" Mina murmered. Her tears never stopped.
"I..I-" He didn't know what to say. He couldn't tell her he was with Hwani when she was attacked.
"Where were you Jae?" Mina asked again but with more assertion. Jaehyo looked away. He couldn't look at her. "Where were you?" demanded Mina.
He looked down. "I was with Hwani.." Jaehyo mumbled softly.
"What?" Mina asked. Jaehyo couldn't tell if she heard him or was in denial.
"I was with Hwani!" Jaehyo accidently shouted. The house went silent. It was dead quiet in Mina's room. Hurt and something else flashed across her face before it was blank.
"You were with Hwani...?" He nodded. "After you promised you weren't going to be around her again?" He nodded again but slower this time. "Get out." She deadpanned, wiping at her eyes. He looked up hurt.
"What?"
"I said get out." She wouldn't even look at him.
"But Mina, it's not what you think!"
"How many times have you seen her?" Jaehyo didn't answer her. He felt like shit. "How many?" She demanded.
He muttered, "Two times in person.." She looked at me, "And we've texted and called.."
....
"No Jaehyo, GET OUT! You were with Hwani again while I was being beaten and attacked! Jae, he hurt me! You were suppose to be there with me, but you weren't!" This time he saw some tears escape at her outburst, her voice was cracking.
"Mina, I'm sorry! Let me explain!"
"No, get out. I never want to see you again Jaehyo."
He started to cry at that. "No Mina, you don't mean that." He shook his head in denial.
"But, I do," spoke Mina softly.
At that moment Mikki and Yukwon burst into the room causing him to topple forward. Mikki gave him a dirty look and Yukwon grabbed him by the shoulders and started to drag him out of the room.
"No, NO! I have to explain to her! I have to!" Yukwon continued to drag him out of the room. The last thing he saw was Mina falling to the floor, crying, and Mikki comforting her.
"Mina... I love you..."
Then Yukwon dragged him away. Once he stopped struggling Kwon let him go and looked at him sadly. "I royally screwed up." Instead of saying anything, Kwon led him past the guys and out the door.
The only thing he said was, "Don't ever come near her or talk to her again. If you do, Kai and I will kill you." He then slammed the door in his face.
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Taeil grabbed Yukwon's wrist, turning the younger towards him. Yukwon puffed a breath of air, spinning to face him. He raised his eyebrow, but when he saw Taeil's worried face, his expression softened.
"You didn't have to be so mean," Taeil spoke quietly, barely uttering his words. Yukwon lifted his chin, cupping his cheek.
"I'm sorry, but you heard what happened, he-"
"Yeah, I know, I heard." Taeil looked to the group who was too busy tending to Mina to notice them, then looked to the ground. He was stuck between going to his best friend or staying by Yukwon's side.
"Tae, go." Yukwon said, lifting Taeil's chin up. He pressed his lips to his cheek and smiled. "I get it, he's your best friend. Go check on him."
Taeil's eyes lit up and his face blushed. He hugged the younger, thanking him as he went to find Jaehyo.
"Aish, that idiot."
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Mina's POV
Everything inside me hurts.
When everyone left to give me some space, the constricting feeling in my chest never went away. It felt as if it were eating away at me, feeding itself on my sadness. How could he do this to me? I didn't want to believe it but...
Was everyone right all along?
That they knew he would play me like this?
It hurts. The Jaehyo I knew wouldn't have done this, but then again, what did I know? He never stopped seeing Hwani...
The girl he loved before me.
I shook my head, wrapping my arms around myself. I hated crying, but nowadays it seemed to be the only thing I could do...
I sat in the corner of my room, with my knees to my chest. I couldn't take it anymore. All the hurt, all the pain... I just wanted it to go away.
I grabbed everything I could find in the medicine cabinet, everyone was gone so they wouldn't notice if I was right? I hated this.
I hated feeling sad.
I hated knowing the fact that I could get so worked up over everything.
I just wanted it to end.
I wanted the pain to go away.
One after another, I swallowed down the pills I could find. Laying on my bed, I waited, the tears never stopped, but...
Hopefully the pain will.