This song is perfect for this chapter :) DNA by Lia Marie Johnson
1:04-3:07 is for when I tell you to watch the video towards the end. I'll warn you when it gets near so you have an idea of what I want you to see
SOFIA NADIN
I sit on the couch cuddling with Ethan. It's been 1 year since me and him have been dating.. I fell in love with him so hard and ugh I'm just falling more and more and even more!
I'm so glad that I told him and didn't keep it in... this week he's been pretty weird though... Distant almost. I was going to go spend the day by myself at a spa and Ethan was spending the day with Grayson
"So what will you and Grayson be doing?" I ask
"Probably go eat pizza and talk cause we haven't done that in a while if not I'll be back by about 9 ish I'll pick you up after tho" Ethan looks at me and smiles
"I love you" I say out of no where
"I love you too" Ethan says kissing my forehead
I get up and go into my closet getting shorts and a striped t shirt
"My baby lookin hot" Ethan said smiling and looking at me up and down
"Thanks bb, it's 4 and my spa appointment starts at 4:30" i said frowning
"Awww it's ok I'll see you in about" he stops and counts with his fingers
"5 hours Ethan" I said lightly slapping his face
"Ok smarty" Ethan says rolling his eyes playfully
I get my phone and my keys and get ready to leave
"Ok bye Ethan I'll see you in a bit" I say
"Ok bye babe I love you and stay safe!" I shut the door and now I'm on my way to the spa...
When I get to the spa and sign in. I wait for them to call me into the room
"Sofia Nadin?" The woman calls
I get up and walk towards her
"Hi" I say as I approach her
"Hello! My name is April and I'll be taking care of you sofia" she says happily
"Ok so you will be getting the full body massage with the face massage as well with the hydrating face mask right?" April says as we approach a door
"Yes mam"I said going into the now open room with her.
She nods. As we enter the room the scent of lavender with a hint of mint hits me and I immediately feel calm
"Oh wow it smells amazing!" I said
"Right! Ok Sofia you can take off your clothes and leave on your underwear but no bra. When you're done you can get under those covers and wait for me. When you're ready just press the button right next to you" she explains
"You Can put your stuff right on those hangers and phone and other accessories in the little bin next to the hangers"
"Thank you" I said as she leaves the room
I take off my clothes and put my stuff on the hangers and my earrings with my phone in the bin
I go under the covers and I press the button. A few seconds later she comes in and smiles
"Ok you can put this towel right over your self under the covers and I'll take the covers off and put this one over your underwear" she says i do as she says
a few minutes later I'm half asleep as she massages my legs making me less tense
"You've been super tense huh Sofia" April said now massaging my feet
"Yes. Me and my boyfriend are distant almost I don't know he's been the one that's distant.." I explain sighing
"Oh that sucks... Have you tried talking to him?" She says now moving up to my left hand and arm
"I can't explain how I feel it's weird... you know what I mean?"
"Yes I know exactly what you mean girl" April says
We spend the rest of the massage talking and sooner or later she was done and I smile as she tells me stories of her and her boyfriend well now ex boyfriend
"Well I hope to see you again soon Sofia" April said as she comes in after I get changed
"Me too April I'll make sure to get you the next time I come her again. Can I get your phone number actually you seem really cool and chill and I wanna hangout maybe if you want" I said trying not to seem like a creep
"Of course Sofia" she says smiling
We exchange phone numbers and we talk for a bit until it was time for her next appointment
"Ok Sofia I gotta go for my next appointment. I'll see you soon I hope! Bye!" She says
"Bye April I'll see you soon" I said smiling
I pay and then I go to Toast to get a pancakes for me ethan and Grayson
I check the time and see that it's 8:30 pm and I decide to go to my apartment where I bet Ethan and Grayson are
When I get to the apartment I park my car and go to the floor they live in. As I walk out I see a girl walk out of what seems like my apartment
I furrow my eyebrows and I walk faster and when she passes by me I see her wearing a guys shirt
I feel sick to my stomach and i get closer to the apartment i feel myself getting angry
As I go in I see a sweaty looking Ethan with no shirt and a girl next to him
I laugh a bit and I slam the door. I see Ethan and the girl flinch and when Ethan saw it was me his eyes widened and he got up
"So Ethan you having fun with that bitch" I said leaning against the door biting my lip trying not to let tears go
"Look Sofia it's not what it looks like" Ethan said
"Are you kidding me. It's not what it looks like. Man up Ethan who is she and why were you kissing her" I said pointing at her a tear slipping out of my eye
"I-" he stutters and the girl cuts him off
"What he meant to say is that he had sex with me and he was getting ready to pick you up while I took a shower and left" she says smirking
"Oh wow m" I said
She comes up to me and I go near the table trying not to get to close to her if not I'll get angry and un leash the aggressive side of me
"Are you scared" she says laughing
"of you no. I just can't go near you right now if not I'll get you to the E.R" I said stopping now since I'm cornered
"Do it you little bitch you know you're not stro-" I stop her there by grabbing her by the hair and opening the door and slamming her onto the wall
I shit the door and now it's just me and Ethan
"So Ethan why did you betray me like that huh? Why?"
"I'm sorry Sofia I just-" I cut him off
"You just what Ethan?" I said getting close to him
1:04-3:07 on music video
"I don't love you" Ethan said letting a teardrop slip
"You what?" I said now tears going down my face
"I said I don't fucking love you!" Ethan yells pushing me back
I fall on the floor and I look at him getting up and running to my room he follows me and I hold the roses he gave me and he stays in the hallway looking at me
"I'm sorry Sofia" he says tears going down his face
I smash the roses on my bed making all the roses crumble and fall and I look at him and throw them at a wall falling down
"LEAVE ETHAN!" I yell
"But-"
"Don't fucking talk to me ever again. Don't ever try and find me again. Don't ever even try to get near me again" I said
"You know how much I fucking loved you Ethan! You knew how much I love you! I gave all my love and affection to you and you just threw it in the trash." I said
"All the times you did you loved me were a lie and I will never forgive you for that. Now leave Ethan before I actually leave" I said
He turns around and leaves putting on his extra shirt that he brought
I hear him shut the door and I immediately start to cry loud and let all of my anger out. Anxiety comes over me and I suddenly feel like I can't breath...
I calm myself down and I stare up at the ceiling trying to get my breath back. I lay there numb not feeling anything..
That night I couldn't sleep I just could think of how he threw me away for someone much better probably...
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