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Exhaustion hit. When your body fell as if it's nailed and glue to the floor. Your throat tightened while a lumps never left. You hands shook and tears flow out your eyes without blinking. That when depression anxiety hits home at once.
Tears leave your brown eyes as your body laid there drained.
Hard work for nothing.
Your body trembles heavily as tears slide down your face.
Reaching your face you try to muffle your cries but only get louder.
The tears and cries turn into scream.
Eyes now bloodshot and stinging eyes. While snot mixes with your tears.
Slinging your arm over your eyes, you cover the pain that now shines through.
Though now no one cares.
Silent takes place of your cries.
There is a chill to go up your spine.
As empty as you feel the panic replaces it.
Panic overload your body as tears once again stream your face.
Clenching you shirt near your heart you calm down slowly.
As tiredness overtakes.
Tiredness turn to angry.
That no one will understand or care about.
no one cares.
" get it together."
" how are you failing."
"Why are you crying."
This is a sign that I fucking give up.