Surprise It's Early Hope you enjoy sorry its so short!!!!
I've learned that I have a cycle. I just cant break it I push everyone away when anyone shows that they care even a little I run away and drink. I drink till I forget or i feel till I feel normal and happy with myself like I used to I've also learned that i will never be happy without it I'm just broken misunderstood me and that will never change no matter what. You want to know why because I have to many secrets hidden in my heart and my hearts heavy and also guarded and block from everyone. Will i ever get my Happily Ever After............ wait does that even exist anymore?