January 11th, 2018
It always comes back to the end of the day.
I can go my whole life saying there's a way.
There's a way to be different,
There's a way to stand out,
There's a way to be noticed,
There's a way to make a name for yourself,
There's a way to create a better future,
There's a way to start over,
There's a way to do your best and still be acknowledged,
There's a way to improve,
There's a way to get out of this...
I tell myself these ways to keep going.
I tell myself these ways to counter my own mind.
I tell myself these ways when the world is bringing me down.
I tell myself these ways when I have the strength to...
But at the end of the day...
At the very end...
...is it really worth it?
This is what I ask myself.
Day in and day out.
And I still don't know the answer.