'NNOOOOO, it cant be, your lieing, YOUR ALL FUKING LIEING NOT SHAN FUCK YOU, YOUR ALL A BUNCH OF LIERESS'
THEY ALL GAVE ME SYMPATHECTIC LOOKS BUT I KNEW THEY WERE CHATTING CRAP, THEY GOT IT ALL WRONG IT WASNT SHAN THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT. OR THIS WAS ALL A BIG DREAM, IM GONNA WAKE UP FROM THIS NIGHTMARE SOON, ITS FINE, ALL I NEED TO DO IS PINCH MYSELF, ITS ALL A DREAM. DREAM. DREAM. DREAM. WAKE UP WAKE UP FUKING WAKE UP. OKAY NOT A DREAM BUT THEY GOT THE WRONG PERSON IT WASNT SHAN NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WAY COULD IT BE HER, RIGHT? I LOVE HER, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER NO ONE ELSE. WEBELONG TOGETHER THEY DONT UNDERSTAND ME US. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I SAT ON THE FLOOR AND CRYED WHICH FELT LIKE FOREVER NEVER WOULD I EVER OF CRYED, COMON ITS ME SHAQ. I NEVER SHED TEARS BUT FOR SHAN I WILL DO ANYTHING.
I BEGAN SMASHING AND THROWING EVERYTHING IN MY REACH, ALL I NEED WAS TO SEE HER THATS ALL AND TO HOLD HER, MY ANGEL!!!
I HATED EVERYTHING AT THIS MOMENT AND WANTED NOTHING BUT SHAN.