I'm not a bad kid. I'm simply misunderstood.
I'm not dumb. I'm incredibly intelligent.
I'm not an open book but yet people think that they know everything about me.
I'm only fourteen years old, and I've already gone through and have witnessed things people my age haven't.
My father doesn't give a damn about what I do anymore ever since with what happened with my mother. He's too drunk to care, or he's not even home because of 'business.' I know what his 'business' is, and it's disgusting in eyes.
I don't even feel like I have a real family anymore. I'm an only child, and my father isn't even around enough to be called my father. He's not my dad, but he's still my father. I can't change that no matter how much I try to.
I have three best friends, and they're my only friends. They're known as the Shadow Knights, and I'm the newest member. Sasha is like my sister while Gene and Zenix are like my brothers. Truth be told, I look up to Gene, and I might of had a crush on him for about a week.
Nobody will ever know about that, ever.
Secretly I wish to have a family but then I remember they wouldn't care about me. Sometimes my father comes home extremely drunk and the next day I'm walking with the Shadow Knights with a black eye. There's not much I can do about it.
My father has called me worthless and has told me to go die before. He wakes up the next morning and forgets about the events of the evening before. I sneak off in the middle of the night and don't come back until later that day, and he doesn't even notice. I've given up with love and having a family altogether now.
There's so many rumors about me out there, and they aren't even true. I don't care anymore to be perfectly honest. Let people believe what they want to believe. Their heads are so far one another's asses that they won't be able to hear the truth.
Enough about my depressing life.
I can't stand people. They get everything given to them, and they don't even care. They're an even grateful and expect something else to be given to them.
There's the flirts, the perfects, and so many others that I don't even care enough to acknowledge anymore.
I guess I better continue with this stupid hell I call my life.
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Hello my beautiful little roses! So, this book is going to be different from what I normally write, so it may be a little more mature.
There is cussing, smoking, alcohol, the mention of rape and sexual harassment, and in the end a few mature themes brought up. But other than that, it should be fine.
I hope you enjoy this book though! Stay beautiful my little roses!
~DramaQueen💜