I'm so fancy
You already know
I'm in the fast lane from LA to Tokyo
-Iggy Azalea
I got the job!!!!!
I'm so happy!
I start next Monday.
=^.^=
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I look at my hands in my lip.
What if I am?
What are we gonna do?
I can't have a baby now!
I'm so emotionally unstable like how do you expect me to raise a baby.
I purse my lips together and my vision blurs.
"Stop at the store" I say quietly.
He looks at me worried and touches my hand but I yank it away.
He sighs softly and pulls back onto he road and starts driving to the store quickly.
I go in and feel like I'm going to throw up and I hate it.
Sure I want kids so badly.
But now.....?! When everything is going on.
No I can't.
It's just no.
I go to the pharmacy and buy the pregnancy test and run to the bathroom.
I go into a stall and tears are welling in my eyes but Pete could be wrong.
I lock the stall behind me and take the test out of the bag and sit down doing my business so basically to be blunt I peed on the stick then finished up flushing and went out washing my hands and waiting for the test.
There was about two minutes left and I was nervous as ever.
Two minutes go by as fast as ever and then it beeps I take a deep breath but don't check it yet leaving the bathroom and going out to the car again getting In.
I take a deeper breath.
"Baby, it's ok what ever happens...... I love you" he says.
I look at him and smile brightly.
Finally.
"I love you too." I smile and take another Shaky breath.
I look down and my heart drops.
'+'
"I-I'm pregnant" I say.
We look at eachother then away.
"Ok" is all he says before leaving the parking lot.
I look out the window. And press my head against it starting to cry silently but hard.
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Sorry it's so short I promise the next one will be so much better!!!!