Her mind was once a youtful star —
the very source of her liveliness
and warm smiles
which plaster all her scars,
and luminance
in her actually bizarre
and dark event horizon.
It was once an equilibrium
— filled with well-balanced
emotional forces
that cause her
the calmness and stability
of her being.
But as time passed by,
along with its changes
and tragedies,
her resilience and stability
grew weaker
and more vulnerable.
the constant tug of wars
of pressure to pressure:
the chaos and the harmony,
the grief and comfort,
the joy and melancholy,
have tried to knock out her mind
and gave an unbearable weight
that she eventually
could not handle anymore
until it collapses on its own heaviness.
the once dynamic star
slowly died out of all the pressure
that exhausted her will to shine
until it becomes a void space
that devours and destroys
everything on its way:
her decisions, her perceptions,
her beliefs and
including all the memories,
that now remain
as broken remnants
in her universe.