Why tho.. why'd he have to do this.
I've been crying so fucking hard! SHINee was one of my top 5 groups I got into in 2014.
This morning I woke up (almost fucking being late for school from cryin so damn much!) happy as hell and I went to check my IG and I see a iKON account post 'R.I.P JONGHYUN😥😥' and I'm like what? I chuckled and said 'haha what she mean R.I.P' and thought it was something TOTALLY different. But sadly it wasn't.. I was so speechless! He seemed fine! I BASICALLY GREW UP WITH HIM AND SHINee!! But have you ever grew up listening to a group/band/artist and get kinda attached to them? Yeah well this was me. He was only 27.😓(damn I need a sadder emoji) it pains me to write this. I just REALLY wish he would've told someone how he felt or just LEFT SM. Man I fucking hate this. I looked at him as my older brother. I was honestly hoping this was all a joke. I'm pretty sure we all were! his fucking album is a bop! I guess no more of it...
I wish I could say R.I.P but my heart won't let me!
May you rest my love😰🤭