Chaeyoung's POV
"Somi-ah~ let me go." I pleaded.
"No." she rolled her eyes.
WTF.
You know what? After being embarrassed, I would run.
Alone.
Going to my secret penthouse.
Locking myself there.
I want to drink as much as I can.
Cries all my heart out.
She once again broke my heart.
I want to hide from her.
I want to run away far from them.
But Somi seemed so extra ever.
She's dragging me I don't know where but I'm pretty sure we're out in the campus.
"Where are we going?" I almost broke.
Oh boii~ I wanna cry.
No please.
Tears, not right now.
Not in front of Somi.
Jebal.
"Shut up. Just trust me this time okay?" she said.
I don't know but I feel so small right now.
I witnessed how they won't believe me.
How they look at me.
Of course except noona and my hyungs.
But there's someone who really makes me feel so dumb from everyone. Even from the BLACKPINK.
Mina.
She just defended her stupid boyfriend.
Her disappointed look she gives really stab my heart.
I mean she's into her fucking boyfriend.
BamBam my ass.
I promise, Karma will find its way.
Only if I found Jimin.
After I almost drowned in my thoughts, finally Somi stopped dragging me and here we are at the...
"Where are we?"
"WELCOME TO MY PENTHOUSE!" she sang.
"How? Wait what? When?" I asked with my shocked face.
"Aish~ long time ago, my mom secretly gave this to me." she said as she sat on her bed.
"So you mean you're dad....."
"Yes. He don't know about this. Whenever I'm broke, this place is my friend. By the way you are the only one I brought here so be happy." she smirk.
I just smiled at her.
I don't know what will happen to me if Somi isn't here to save me.
"You know what? We're so the same. When I feel sad, I'll end up in my penthouse also." I sat next to her.
"You can cry now oppa." she held my hand.
I look at her.
"You know I can't." I said facing her.
I don't feel like crying right now. It just a waste of time. I mean yes, I'm broke but I just can't.
"I'm going back there." she stood up.
"I will leave you here so you can cry but please don't suicide arasso?"
No I'm not going to cry Somi-ah~ either I'm not going to suicide. I still love myself.
"Arasso." I smiled at her.
The she leaves.
I felt so glad that there are still people caring about me. They give me importance and so much love.
They don't deserve me.
To console my heart, the only way is talking to myself.
"Mina? What if BamBam is guilty, would you break up with him?"
"Of course she will pabo."
"But would you accept my feelings?"
"Will you love me back?"
"Ugh! I sounds like desperate."
/sigh/
I brushed my hair with my hand then I got a message from my noona, Jihyo.
Where are you kid?
I read her text.
What the----- I broke into tears.
Oh boii~ I'm jinjja crying?
Shit! I wiped my tears and replied her text.
To: Jihyo Noona
Somi's penthouse. :)
"AISH~ SON CHAEYOUNG WHY ARE YOU CRYING? *sniff* BECAUSE OF HER TEXT? OR SOMI LEAVES YOU? OR YOU'RE JUST WEAK? *sniff* UGH! STOP! ULJIMA!"
I said to myself.
WTF! HOW CAN I HELP MYSELF IF I'M BELITTLING MY OWN SELF?
From: Jihyo Noona
Okay I just met Somi along the street. Just don't do some stupid arasso?
To: Jihyo Noona
Arasso.
Then I realized something.
To: Chou Yoda
Hyung? Take care of my bag. If you're going to meet me, not now I need some time alone. Just ask Somi later.
How I wish it's easy to let go.
I can't rid off these feelings whenever I see her, I hear her voice, or whenever she talks to me.
When I was still in the hospital and when the time I was able to speak, she was there at my side.
We are talking all day and night.
Teasing each other.
Fooling around.
Without distractions.
Just the two of us.
How I wish I could turn back time.
But of course I already know, she will eventually end up with that bastard.
And that is the reason why I didn't texted her.
I mean due to respect for her so-so boyfriend, I am not going to meddling with others' lives.
One day, it's my time to be happy with someone who would love me dearly.
[BEEP]
From: Chou Yoda
I understand. Just let us know if you need us. :D
/smiles/
To: Chou Yoda
Thanks. By the way, what is going there? Did Jihyo and Somi arrived there?
From: Chou Yoda
Nothing happened after that incident but you know what funny?
To: Chou Yoda
What funny?
From: Chou Yoda
Jeongyeon hyung ends up reporting alone. ;D
To: Chou Yoda
Why what happened to Momo hyung?
From: Chou Yoda
He forgot his parts. ;p and I know Jeong hyung will burn him.
To: Chou Yoda
As expected from Hirai. ;D btw where's Jihyo and Somi? You didn't answer my question.
From: Chou Yoda
Ohh Somi is currently in the Detention room with Yeri. According to Chaeyoung-ssi, they found them arguing with each other. Such a warfreak! About Jihyo? She's currently glaring at me.
Chaeyoung-ssi who?
To: Chou Yoda
Park Chaeyoung? You mean Rosé? Glad I'm not the one who is in detention. ;)
From: Chou Yoda
Yes Rosé and heol it just Jihyo let you have your alone time. Btw Jennie-ssi wants to meet us @ the canteen. They have something important to say. If you could come, much better.
Should I?
Okay. There's nothing wrong if I'll try but hey they owe us an acceptable explanation. I want to make Jennie pay for that night.
Heol but how!?
Jennie is such warfreak! Savage and scary?
Nevermind.
Moreover, I should show a strong Son Chaeyoung. Showing them I'm fine, I'm alright, I'm good even though I'm not.
Did Mina thinking about me? Worrying about me at this hour? She might be worrying that I skipped class.
She really hate it. If I skipped class well, thanks to Somi.
[FLASHBACK]
"Son Chaeyoung!"
Oh no.
This is the end.
I hide at my closet.
"Son Chaeyoung! Where the fuck are you!?"
/gulp/
Omg! She's coming.
*knock knock*
*tug tug tug*
"Open the door!"
*tug tug*
"I said open the goddamn door!"
......... Why would I?.........
It's the same thing. If I open the door you will kill me.
Then suddenly...
*boogsh!*
Oh man~ did she just wrecked my door?
RIP
"Show up!" she enters my room.
"Stop hiding!"
I closed my eyes so tight and praying for my soul.
"I know you're hiding at your closet!"
Crap! Ground open your mouth and swallow me!
"1....."
Wait.
"2...."
"3..."
"OKAY! OKAY! I'M SORRY! PLEASE SPARE ME!"
I pleaded.
"Why would I?"
Oh my God! So scary.
"Come here."
I shakes my head.
"COME.HERE." she gritted her teeth.
Listen to her pabo.
I slowly walks to her.
And then...
"AP-PA! PA!" she pinch my ear.
"WHY DID YOU DITCH SCHOOL HUH?"
"I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL. Ouch!"
"WHY?" Omg she's so strong.
"AHH MY EAR!"
She has my ear. Asgdf#%@# my ear is burning!
"NEXT TIME! DON'T DO IT OKAY? OR ELSE THIS IS NOT ONLY THING YOU WILL RECEIVE." she threatened.
"Arasso! Arasso!"
Then she release my fucking ear.
"OUCH!"
"COME ON." she headed to the--- broken door.
"Where are we going?" I asked.
"Treat me lunch. I didn't have my lunch because of you."
"Okay. Fine. Fine." I surrender.
[END]
So cute.
"Mina I just ditched school. Are you mad? Are you going to find me?"
I smile bitterly.
It'll never happens.
Opps. I forgot.
typing
To: Chou Yoda
Okay I try to come. Meet you there later.
From: Chou Yoda
What took so long? Anyway great. Okay bye Cub! Jihyo throws a chalk at me. Pfft.
To: Chou Yoda
Okay bye.
What a long convo.
"NEED SOME SLEEP." I throw myself at Somi's bed.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
"Son Chaeyoung you have to forget your feelings. Look what just happened? If you want to save your friendship then stop loving her."
"Who am I kidding? BamBam won't let Mina be stolen from a guy like me? From anyone guy. Our friendship is in a mess."
"Did he really loves Mina? Is he playing Mina's heart? If ever he is, oh God not my love."
"OHH WAIT WAIT WAIT STOP TALKING TO YOURSELF. YOU'RE GOING INSANE!"
Ugh! My knuckles!
I look at my wound. Geez, did I punch him so hard?
/smirk/
My head hurts. I think I'm going to pass out.
The doctors said I shouldn't have thinking too much. I'm not totally okay. Oh God!
How am I supposed to be calm?
I really need some sleep.
But I received a text that made me freak out.
From: Unknown Number
Can we talk? I need to tell you something. Meet me at the Coffee Shop 8 PM. - M. Mina.
OH NO! SHE JUST WHAT?
SHE WANTS TO TALK WITH ME?
DON'T TELL ME...
OH SHIT! THIS ISN'T A MOVIE!
IS THIS THE END OF EVERYTHING WE HAVE?
Perhaps I have to ready for the worst.
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