Next Day
I woke up but I wasn't in my bed.Then I remember what happened yesterday with Louis.I am so scared of facing him like what am I going to tell him about my actions.I got up washed a bit my face then I decided to go home and lock myself in the studio.I told Sofia that I am leaving and thank her for keeping me here and I promise her that we won't loose touch
Home studio
I laid on the floor and look at the ceiling that I painted myself and relax while grabbed my song journal.I am so confused of my actions.Why do I have to exist..I am useless in this life.I am so lonely and I am so scared that I will do something that maybe I will regret it. And that's when I decided to put what I am feeling on the paper
1 hour later
After an hour this what came out
Baby, I got love for thee
So deep inside of me
I don't know where to start
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I love you more than anything
But the words can't even touch what's in my heart
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
No, no
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
When I try to explain it I be sounding insane
The words don't ever come out right
I get all tongue-tied and twisted
I can't explain what I'm feeling
And I say, baby, baby,
Oh, woah, oh, woah,
Baby, baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, oh, baby, my baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, baby I
(Baby I) all I'm tryna say is you're my everything, baby
But every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Baby, I'm so down for you
No matter what you do (real talk), I'll be around
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, baby
See Baby, I been feelin' you
Before I even knew what feelings were about
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,)
Oh, baby
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
When I try to explain it I be sounding all crazy
Words don't ever come out right
I get all tongue-tied and twisted
I can't explain what I'm feeling
And I say Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, oh, baby, my baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, baby I
(Baby I) all I'm tryna say is you're my everything (baby)
But every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Baby, baby
Straight up you got me
All in, how could I not be,
I sure hope you know (I sure hope you know)
If it's even possible, I love you more
Than the word love can say it (say it)
It's better not explaining
That's why I keep saying...
(Baby I) oh, baby, oh, baby, my baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, baby I
(Baby I) all I'm tryna say is you're my everything, baby
But every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Baby, baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, oh, baby, my baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, baby I
(Baby I) all I'm tryna say is you're my everything, baby
But every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Baby, baby
"Chal"and I turned around and I saw everyone their including Louis and I sight
"We were so worried about you"Dad said coming running to me along with Theseus,nana and my sisters.But I only hugged dad and my sisters
"Chalciope"Theseus and nana said but I didn't talk instead I left the studio but Niall grabbed my hand
"Chal"Niall said
"I am not going to say it one more time let go of my hand now"I said
"No"He said.So I twisted his hand and pushed him which everyone stood looking at me but I went home to my room and locked it.
I am so scared of what I should do.I never been in this situation before and I am so blank.Then a crazy idea came in my mind.I went to the bathroom and grabbed a roser.I put it on my skin and as I did a cut that burned a lot that some tears came out also blood but at that moment I didn't care but after the 5th cut I started feeling dizzy .I dropped the first shelf behind me and everything fell down to the floor but the dizziness was increasing until I saw a pitch black.
Niall POV
"She is scared"Theseus said"She get violent when she is scared"
"What can we do"Liam asked
"I have no idea but we have to give her time "David said
"Louis"Nana said as she went near him"You heard her sing don't give up on her.Give her time to see what she wants.Remember that she is scared to love so we need to help her"and he nodded with a smile
"Niall why don't you go check on her. She isn't going to talk to us"Theseus said
"And what makes you think that she is going to talk to me.You saw how she reacted yesterday and now"I said
"Nobody knows my Cally better than me...As mad as she is she will talk to you.You are the only person that trust after us"David said and Theseus and Nana agreed
"I try"I said and they nodded
As I made it to the house I head a loud noise coming from upstairs so I her room but it was locked.
"Chalciope"I yelled while banging on the door but nothing.
So I decided to open the door again and as I did I saw the bathroom door open.So I went inside and saw Chalciope on the floor with blood around her.I started to panick.I had no idea what to do so the first thing I did was call Theseus
"Theseus"I said in a panic tone
"What's wrong"He said
"Your sister.I went in her room and she is on the floor with blood"I said but all I heard was the call drop.
In just 1 minute everyone was in the room
"Chalciope"Nana cried"What did you do my love"still crying
"Call the ambulance"David yelled and Harry started calling
Hospital
No one POV
"There is nothing you can worry about. It just when she was cutting she lost blood and caused her blood pressure to drop.We managed to stabilise her now"The doctor told them
"When can we see her"David said
"If you don't mind for now family members can go see here"The doctor said
"But you said that she is OK"Niall said
"Yes but with the blood she lost she is still unconscious and too many voices can confuse her"The doctor said
"But will she wake up"Theseus said
"Yeah but she needs time"The doctor said and then the doctor left
"This is my fault"Louis said in frustration
"No it's not"David said
"Yes because if I didn't grow these feeling for her nothing like this would have happened"Louis said
"Don't say this Louis.It's not your fault if you like Chalciope and I am not blaming you but when Chalciope is scared she do stupid things like what she did"David told him
"But it feels like it"Louis said disappointed
"But don't feel like it"Nana told him and he sight
"I don't want to be disrespectful but can we came we go in near Chalciope"Theseus said and they nodded
They went in near her and Chalciope was resting on bed with pipes on her hands and in her nose.Theseus brought chairs for his father and grandmother while grandma was crying hard
"My baby why did you do that"Nana said
"Mum don't cry come on"David said
"This is your daughter we are talking about not a stranger"She yelled a bit but he stayed calm because he knows how much Chalciope means to her
That night they spent it with Chalciope but she didn't move or say anything and that what worries them but at least they now she is OK